She remembered that four years ago she was at school, and a male classmate had a good impression of her. When she was not paying attention, she forced her to hug her. She held a vase and smashed the other person's head, causing the other person to leave a lot of blood. She was also sent in and imprisoned for two days. After learning that she was a pregnant woman,

Then she was released.

Later, the boy kept his distance from her.

And she simply took a break from school and stayed in the small apartment she rented.

"Do you know what causes you to have this instinctive resistance?"

"I know!" Tang Youyou's face turned red suddenly. When Dr. Liu saw that she was so irritated that she seemed unwilling to say it, she immediately smiled and said, "Miss Tang, please relax. In fact, Mr. Ji also told me in detail about what happened to you and Mr. Ji five years ago. He felt that it was very likely that the one you two met five years ago.

At night, you have created these not very good memories."

"Ah...what did he say?" Tang Youyou was still wondering how to describe this matter, but now listening to the doctor's meaning, Ji Xiaohan has already described it. I'm! Doctor Liu pushed the mirror frame and said in a gentle tone: "Don't be shy, we are all women, I can understand what you have experienced. Mr. Ji said that you had an intimate contact five years ago because of chance. At that time, he was given a very domineering and fierce medicine.

Only when you are unwilling to do that will you do that to you. He also said that he actually regrets hurting you like that."

Tang Youyou couldn't tell what it felt like at this moment, and it was complicated, and her face was a little pale because it evoked old things.

"He didn't describe any details." Tang Youyou really felt that such things were still very taboo.

"Yes!" Dr. Liu nodded: "He said he might have caused you a lot of injuries and left a lot of blood. He actually went to that room the next day and saw the scene with his own eyes."

Tang Youyou suddenly pressed her head hard and inexplicably resisted to recall those things.

"Doctor Liu, can I... rest for a while?"

"Miss Tang, you must open your heart to face it. Don't escape anymore. Tell me about your feelings at that time." "I'm very scared and confused. I feel that life is dark and I can't find a way out. That night, my father forced me to fly on the plane. I stayed on the plane with my eyes open for more than ten hours, and I didn't dare to sleep. I still had to endure the physical pain. In short, I was very desperate.

!” Tang Youyou began to touch the past with the gentle eyes of the doctor.

"Do you hate the person who hurt you?" "I hate you, I wish I could kill him, but I feel that I actually hate myself even more. I hate myself for being useless and unable to protect myself. Also, I hate those who knocked me out and sent me into the room. No matter what, I might not be able to hide that night, no matter who that person is." Tang Youyou said

Here, my whole body was a little stiff and cold, trembling, because it really took courage to uncover the old wounds.

In the past, she chose to forget everything and adjusted her life to the moment the child was born.

All the joy has accumulated bit by bit since I have children.

Dr. Liu looked at her pale face and sweated coldly on her forehead. Perhaps her nightmare was caused by long-term pressure.

"Miss Tang, relax, can you tell me what your nightmare looks like?" Dr. Liu could only try his best to ask her in a gentle voice.

Tang Youyou nodded, her beautiful eyes were a little hollow, confused, and a little scared.

"Sometimes, I feel like I'm torn apart by a wild beast, and sometimes I feel like I'm trapped in a dark room."

"A little more specific, have you ever dreamed of something between men and women?"

“Yes, there have been!”

"Can you see the face of the person in your dream?"

"It's very blurry and can't see clearly!"

Dr. Liu recorded her symptoms and thought for a while, she suddenly said, "Then you know that person is Mr. Ji now. Do you hate him in your heart?"

Tang Youyou's whole body stiffened, and her expression was dull for a long time.

"Do you hate him?" Dr. Liu asked her again.

Tang Youyou lowered her head, very weak and confused.

"I hated before, but now I don't hate it anymore!" Tang Youyou bit her lip and answered very lightly.

"Why don't you hate him?"

Tang Youyou didn't really think about this question carefully. Then, she had to face the question and answered: "Because he didn't mean to hurt me on purpose, he couldn't help himself. Moreover, I have a child with him, and he is very kind to the child and has always been very good to me."

"Did you fall in love with him?" Dr. Liu smiled.

Tang Youyou's empty eyes slowly gained focus. She looked at Dr. Liu, then shook her head: "I don't know if that's considered love. I'm still getting along with him now."

"Okay, let's be here today. Thank you for sharing your experience. You can go back first."

"That's it? Don't you need another treatment?" Tang Youyou suddenly stood up and felt that this should not be a treatment. Dr. Liu immediately smiled and said, "Psychological treatment is to find the root cause and solve it. This is not equivalent to physical treatment. If you have surgery and apply some medicine, you can heal the wound. Let's take it slowly. Besides, I don't think your condition is too serious. The only thing you lack is that you fail to face your heart. After you go back, communicate with Mr. Ji, it's best to have a psychological communication. Of course, you can also tentatively make physical contact with him. For example, hug each day, hold each other's hands more, and feel the warmth of each other. This is very helpful for you to treat.

Helped.”

"Do you have to hug every day?" Tang Youyou's beautiful eyes widened in surprise.

"It's best if this is the case, for example, you can take it step by step." Dr. Liu said with a chuckling.

Tang Youyou sighed secretly: "Then I will try my best, thank you, Doctor Liu, suddenly found that after chatting with you, I felt much more comfortable. In the past, I never told others about these things, nor did I dare to say them." "It is because you have been suppressing your inner fear for a long time that your body now has an exclusion instinct. Miss Tang, I think you are still cheerful and not a very autistic person. I believe your condition will get better in a while." Dr. Liu told him with great certainty.

Speak to her.

"I hope so, thank you, Dr. Liu, then I'll take a step first!" "Let's go slowly!"
Chapter completed!