Chapter 4090: The Buried Once
In the adult world, there are few useless social interactions. Xu Bo and Lei Pei are willing to spend time. That is a mutual attraction. If they want to go further in their relationship, General Manager Guan is willing to talk more with Liu Chuanzhi. That is
For his own better development in the future, only Liu Chuanzhi did it for others and for Xu Bo's happiness.
Xu Bo and Lei Pei came to the grove and were puzzled. There were long wooden chairs placed on the sidewalk of the grove. The grove was not big, and if you wanted to go shopping, you could walk back and forth in a few minutes. The two of them sat down in a tacit understanding.
"Leipei, I want to confess something to you!"
After Xu Bo sat down, he was silent for a moment, then turned to Lei Pei and said seriously.
"Well, what's the matter?"
Leipei nodded.
"Actually, I'm not the director at all, and the driver today is not my driver. It's just that they heard that I was looked down upon when I attended a class reunion before, so they agreed to help me regain my face and vent my anger!"
After Xu Bo sat down, he actually confessed and told the truth.
This is Xu Bo. He doesn't want to lie to the people he cares about because he's afraid that if the lies are exposed, he will lose them.
"Well, it's okay. It's good to have a few friends like this. I'm going to vent my anger on you today!"
Lei Pei nodded, looking very appreciative.
"Do not you mind?"
Xu Bo asked in surprise.
"What do you mind? Do you mind that you suddenly are no longer a big shot? Or do you mind that you didn't confess to me when we met?"
"It's totally unnecessary! The fact that you and I can sit here has nothing to do with whether you are a big shot or not. If you confess to me now, it's completely late!"
Lei Pei looked completely unconcerned.
"But I do have a good relationship with our chairman. In other words, our chairman takes good care of me. My parents are the ones who lend me money and help me with my treatment. I will be cured soon!"
"And our director has told me many times that our chairman is very optimistic about me and wants to cultivate me, so as long as I work hard, I will be able to repay the chairman in the future, and I will be able to be as ordinary as I am today, and be respected when I go out!
"
Xu Bo finished talking about the worst, and then started talking about the good.
After all, they are all adults, and he hopes to introduce his situation to Lei Pei so that Lei Pei can take control of his situation and then make a choice. He does not want love to involve deception at the beginning.
"That would be even better. Congratulations to you. Your parents will recover soon, and you will be valued and cultivated by the leaders again!"
Lei Pei immediately congratulated Xu Bo with a smile on his face and his eyes seemed to be shining.
"thank you for understanding!"
Lei Pei's answer made Xu Bo feel very warm in his heart, because Lei Pei really gave people the feeling that he could understand and tolerate you no matter what he did, so that he did not feel any discomfort after confessing.
"This is a normal reaction that normal people should have. Are you looking down on me too much?"
Lei Pei tilted his head and smiled when he saw Xu Bo asking.
"No, no, I'm just worried about the impression I'll create on you. The gap between before and after is too big."
Xu Bo felt a little embarrassed instead.
"Hehe, don't think that way! As long as you are not a bad person like Li Peng, the rest will be fine!"
When Lei Pei saw that Xu Bo was nervous, he began to relax the atmosphere. He did not change his attitude or leave directly because of Xu Bo's identity change.
"That's good!"
Xu Bo was completely relieved now.
"By the way, do you know why I became a teacher?"
Lei Pei quickly changed the topic because she found that Xu Bo became more nervous when talking about the previous topic. In a relaxed atmosphere, everyone felt more comfortable and it was not easy to chat to death. "Do you like this profession?"
Xu Bo made a guess, but he really couldn't make a valid inference. When he was in school, he and Lei Pei had very little communication, and it was more of a silent mutual support. They had no contact for so many years, until
We finally met again today.
"No! Because I think a good teacher can change a student's life! Save a lonely soul!"
"When I was in high school, I had two psychological supports that kept me going. One was that I heard that the atmosphere in the university was very good and I wanted to go see it. The other was you!"
When Lei Pei said this, he paused, looked at each other with Xu Bo, and showed a sweet smile. On the contrary, Xu Bo looked away embarrassedly, and then Lei Pei continued:
"But when I got to college, I discovered that college does have its own beauty, but it also has its cruelties. College has become like a society, and I can't integrate into it because of my low self-esteem and autistic attitude!"
"I wanted to drop out of school and go back home and hide in my room alone!"
"At this time, one of our teachers suddenly made an appointment with me alone in his office after class one day."
"Then after the teacher learned about my situation in detail, he told me something I will never forget."
"He said: If you want to live as wonderfully as others, no one can help you, you can only change it yourself!"
"You can't do it now. Let me teach you a method. You go to the library and read whatever book you get. If you don't like it, put it down and change it!"
"The carrier of mankind's thousand-year culture is actually books. As long as you read enough books, one day you will be able to walk out of the thorn fence you have made for yourself, just like emerging from your cocoon and turning into a butterfly, completing the transformation of your life!"
"It was this teacher's words that made me, who was at a loss and wanted to drop out of school, find a new way to live my life!"
"When I was in school, we didn't have the opportunity to read extracurricular books, so after I entered the library, I couldn't help myself. Information that I couldn't get through communication before was all in the books!"
“That’s why I am what I am today!”
Lei Pei told Xu Bo his story.
A career choice has its profound reasons and principles from their high school life to the present.
Only today did Xu Bo know that Lei Pei still had these stories. Only today did he know that she was also in pain. Only today did he know what she had paid for today!
Now she has really emerged from her cocoon and transformed into a butterfly. She is now speaking freely and generously, and she who didn't dare to open her mouth before is like a person from two different worlds.
"So you want to give back to the world, so you also chose to be a university teacher. If you meet people like you again, you hope that you can help them get out of trouble and change their lives, right?"
Xu Bo said what Lei Pei had not finished saying.
"Yes, I hope this kindness can be passed on, just like a lyric says, as long as everyone gives a little love, the world will become a beautiful world!"
Leipei nodded.
"Your image at this moment makes me feel like an angel!"
After Xu Bo listened, he looked at the friendly smile on Lei Pei's face and immediately said something sincere.
"Hehe, thank you for the compliment!"
When Lei Pei heard this compliment, she was very original. If others said it, she would think it might be false, but when Xu Bo said it at this moment, she felt very sincere, so she accepted it calmly.
After the topic ended, the two of them felt very comfortable for a moment and didn't want to talk anymore, but they didn't feel awkward either, because after getting along for a short time today, they both felt that the distance between them had shortened very quickly, at least it was to the point where they didn't feel uncomfortable even if they didn't talk.
It's embarrassing.
"The two of us have one thing in common, that is, we will never admit defeat. No matter how hard life steps our heads on the ground or how many times we twist our toes, we will never give up!"
"When I couldn't hold on, I just thought about you suffering more than me. If you can hold on, why can't I hold on!"
"So you have always been half of my idols. I have never chased stars because they are all characters made up by the staff. They just have to act it out in front of people. But you are different, you are very real!
"
After a long time, Lei Pei suddenly took the initiative to speak again. Her simple words concealed so many tears and sadness, and even the struggle and hesitation between life and death.
"The word idol can be used for me one day!"
"It seems that you paid more attention to me back then than I imagined. I just think that we can warm each other up. What I can help you with is to teach you the questions you don't know how to answer a few times!"
Xu Bo was really filled with emotion after hearing this, feeling that he had really neglected Lei Pei too much back then.
"Hehe, it's actually better if you didn't notice it. If you did, maybe I would be scared away by you!"
Lei Pei smiled, but didn't think it was anything. At that time, she preferred the feeling that Xu Bo couldn't find out. She secretly observed Xu Bo. If Xu Bo responded or took the initiative, she would definitely not be able to accept it in her current state.
, and even stay away from Xu Bo, and there would be no story today.
"Hahaha, I didn't expect that so many interesting things would happen to me without even realizing it!"
"At that time, I thought that everything about me was very dark, but I didn't expect that there was actually a beam of light behind me all the time!"
After Xu Bo thought about it, he suddenly felt that the memories he didn't want to recall before suddenly became vivid and interesting. If he had known it earlier, he might have felt differently back then, or his life trajectory would have changed.
"I feel like that beam of light is more like you shining on me!"
Lei Pei shook his head, feeling that Xu Bo's metaphor was not very appropriate.
"That's right, but I don't know. I don't think this can be my credit!"
Xu Bo thought for a moment and was unwilling to take credit for something he didn't even know he had done.
"Your brilliance called humanity, even if you didn't deliberately target anyone, still illuminated me after all!"
Lei Pei shook his head, there are some things that don't mean you think you didn't do it, then you are fine, just like some great men, their stories, their merits and blessings will shine on all generations. Maybe they didn't think so much at the beginning, but
This does not prevent them from being appreciated and worshiped by others.
"Okay, okay, besides, I'm going to be so proud of you! Let's talk about other things!"
"You are so beautiful now, there must be many people chasing you, right?"
Xu Bo felt that the past topic could be ended. The main reason was that the two of them were open-minded and still gave people the feeling of a dark cloud hanging over their heads.
So it’s better to continue moving towards love and talk about something that makes your heart beat faster!
"That's not true. If from the beginning, when others were testing your attitude, you had expressed a clear rejection and cleared the relationship, there wouldn't have been so much disturbance!"
Leipei shook his head.
This answer is very special. Lei Pei is showing that she will not give others a chance at all, so she has no suitors!
"Why? There is no one you are passionate about?"
Xu Bo continued to ask curiously.
"Then guess first, why am I coming to the class reunion today?"
Lei Pei did not answer Xu Bo's question, but threw him a question.
Chapter completed!