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Chapter 112, the lost Xu Damao(1/2)

Zheng Aimin left and left without even asking why He Yushui regretted the marriage.

He Yushui stood there and looked at Zheng Aimin's departure back, holding the wool gloves his mother knitted for her. She knew that the other party must be very angry, but now her heart was like a big stone falling to the ground and relaxed a lot.

Her face was full of apology for Zheng Aimin, but if He Yushui made another choice, she would still say the same thing. Even if she was despised for this, she would have no complaints.

He Yushui watched Zheng Aimin disappear at the corner of the street, then slowly turned around and returned to the dormitory.

In the dormitory, Song Jingci, who looked quiet, was sitting on the dressing table by the wall and was surprised to see He Yushui entering the door.

"Rain, why are you back so soon?"

Song Jingci felt that He Yushui's partner was looking for her, and she would be overwhelmed by the road. She would chat, but she didn't expect that He Yushui would come back in less than ten minutes. Then Song Jingci noticed that He Yushui still had a depressed expression and guessed that she might have quarreled with her partner, so she comforted her softly.

"Yu Shui, what's wrong with you? Are you quarreling with your partner?"

He Yushui found a stool and sat down, looked at Song Jingci and said,

"There was no quarrel, we both blew up. I told him that I don't want to get married anymore."

Song Jingci was shocked when she heard this, and immediately took a stool and sat in front of He Yushui and asked with concern.

"Yu Shui, what are you doing? I see, you got along well before. You have agreed to the marriage, why did you even regret it when you were about to stop?"

"I suddenly thought it through during this period. I think we are not suitable!"

He Yushui's tone was very calm when he spoke, as if he was talking about something irrelevant, and continued with a depressed expression on his face.

"We have known each other for less than two months, and we have met less than ten times in total. When we were together, he was like a piece of wood. He never took the initiative to make me happy and wouldn't care about me."

He Yushui said this and took out the yarn gloves that Zheng Aimin brought to her from his pocket,

"Look, it's cold, and her mother asked him to give this glove. Recently, I just want to think about living with him for the rest of my life, and the two of them are taciturn when they get along with each other in a quiet manner on weekdays, and I feel unsure!"

Song Jingci listened to He Yushui's complaints and rationally explained He Yushui's way.

"Yu Shui, I think your partner is not not caring about you, but just not good at expressing himself. Why can't you think from another perspective? What you are talking about is not a kind of respect after marriage?"

He Yushui heard this, without any approval on his face, still had a depressed expression, and was still looking for excuses to complain,

"Jingci, please stop talking to him. Every time we meet, it is arranged by Aunt Liu. He never takes the initiative to meet me. Even this time, Aunt Liu knitted a pair of gloves and asked him to give it to me before meeting me again."

After He Yushui finished speaking, he talked about Zheng Aimin's mother, Aunt Liu, whom she said, with dissatisfaction on her face.

"You also know that Aunt Liu is my high school teacher. I couldn't stand her matchmaking, so I agreed to meet Zheng Aimin. Later, she was inspired by her to get along with her friends. Even this marriage was urged by Aunt Liu. Zheng Aimin listened to his mother in this matter and had no opinion at all. If he would go to Aunt Liu in everything after I got married to him, would you tell me that I could have a good life?"

Song Jingci glanced at He Yushui who was making excuses and came to the nail on the head.

"Yu Shui, don't make excuses for yourself to regret your marriage. If you don't want to marry the other person, don't agree to them at the beginning. Now you suddenly regret it. It's not good for your reputation if it is spread. You should think about it carefully and don't be so impulsive."

He Yushui glanced at Song Jingci. His eyes were filled with sadness, and his face was full of loneliness. She smiled dejectedly,

"Jingci, do you see that I am making excuses for myself to regret my marriage?"

Song Jingci nodded, gently hugged He Yushui and said softly,

"Yu Shui, do you have any worries? Can you tell me?"

He Yushui's eyes were red at this time, but she held back and didn't let the tears flow out, calmed down and opened her heart.

"Jingci, I think I must be a bad woman! Even though Aimin and Aunt Liu treat me very well, I want to say behind my back what they are wrong and find a high-sounding excuse for my remorse to convince myself so that I can feel less guilty."

Then He Yushui looked at Song Jingci and said,

"Do you remember I told you that I have someone I have loved for many years?"

Song Jingci nodded and said,

"Of course I remember, but you didn't say that he went to the west and the people disappeared."

He Yushui was silent and said with a complicated expression,

"He is not dead, and he is back."

When Song Jingci heard this, she suddenly realized the truth.

"I said why did you suddenly want to go home this weekend? So you regretted your marriage because of that person?"

He Yushui nodded and said,

"Actually, I thought I could let go. The past was just a childless act, and the other party didn't take it seriously anymore. I tried to convince myself to marry Aimin and live a good life. But as soon as I was idle, I was thinking about him in my mind, and every bit of the past when I was in the compound with him."

As a bystander, Song Jingci did not understand He Yushui's complicated mood now, so she immediately enlightened her.

"Yu Shui, since you have figured it out, there is nothing to worry about, right? You don't like Zheng Aimin, just blow it. No one has stipulated that you have to get married after seeing each other, right? Besides, their family's dowry hasn't been given yet, so at most someone will say something ugly behind their backs, but your own happiness is the most important thing."

He Yushui also understood this truth, but since she agreed to the other party to get married and suddenly regretted the marriage, she always felt that she owed others, and she was so uneasy that she was worried. When she heard Song Jingci's words, she reluctantly smiled.

"Jingci, you are right. I will explain to Aunt Liu carefully when I look back, hoping to get the other party's forgiveness."

Song Jingci also smiled,

"It's good that you can figure it out, don't be stubborn by yourself."

Then Song Jingci asked with concern,

"You have yelled with Zheng Aimin. Are you planning to confess your childhood sweetheart?"

He Yushui shook his head and said,

"He already has a partner."

Song Jingci couldn't understand He Yushui's approach, so she asked immediately.

"Yu Shui, what are you thinking? They have a partner, why do you still regret marrying Zheng Aimin?"

He Yushui also showed a helpless expression on his face,

"Jingci, since I worked, I have rarely returned to the courtyard, just to not want to see the mischievous things in the courtyard, especially my brother's mess. I just wanted to find someone to marry, just to live my life calmly, so I promised to marry Zheng Aimin. Who would have thought that he was still alive? He came back when I promised to marry Zheng Aimin. I thought I could let go, but I found that I could never forget him. Even if he said he was just treating me as his sister, I still like him. Do you think I am worthy of marrying Zheng Aimin like this?"

Song Jingci frowned and looked at Yushui to comfort her,

"But Yushui, you say that the other party already has a partner, you can't do those things that poach people!"

He Yushui looked at Song Jingci with a worried look on her face and said with a smile.

"Jingci, what are you thinking about? I will definitely not do this."

Song Jingci was puzzled when she heard this.

"What do you do?"

What should I do?

He Yushui smiled far-fetchedly,

"Maybe I will be relieved when he gets married and has children. Then I will find someone and get married!"

...

It was late at night, and He Yushui was lying on the bed. She covered her head in the quilt and sobbed silently. She forgot the promise she had made to not cry with Su Cheng. She blamed herself. She remembered her brother Sha Zhu. She felt that she was no different from Sha Zhu.

Sha Zhu was obedient to Qin Huairu's words, and he liked Qin Huairu, and it would be useless to persuade anyone.

As for her, she was obsessed with Su Cheng's words. Seeing Su Cheng's reappearance, the memory buried in the deepest part of her heart was instantly awakened, and then she could no longer let go. Even though she knew it was impossible, she was still willing to fly into the flames.

He Yushui thought Sha Zhu was at least lucky because Sha Zhu was at least together with Qin Huairu, and what about her?

Even if she had no engagement with Zheng Aimin, she could not pursue her own happiness because she was just his sister.

Someone cried for him tonight, but Su Cheng didn't know that he slept very well, and it was dawn in the first sleep.

At dawn, he was washing up by the patio in the backyard. Xu Damao came to him with a tired body. Seeing this, Su Cheng pushed Xu Damao and said with a smile.

"Da Mao, what's wrong with you?"

Xu Damao looked at Su Cheng with a desperate look,

"Makoto, it's better to be single!"

Su Cheng:???

Xu Damao, I feel that you are connoting me!

Su Cheng took a look at the listless Xu Damao and joked,

"Da Mao, it wasn't that my brother and sister kicked you out of bed last night, right?"

Upon hearing this, Xu Damao looked at Su Cheng with helplessness,

"Makoto, if I just slept on the floor, I would have to endure it, I was afraid~"

Xu Damao said this, saying something was right,

"I guess you don't understand if you say it, you'll know it when you marry a wife."

Su Cheng:???

Why can't I understand? But no matter how you say it is a young man, it shouldn't be so?

Su Cheng glanced at Xu Damao's waist and teased,

"Xu Damao, you can't do it?"

When Xu Damao saw Su Cheng's appearance as an old driver, he knew that the other party understood the meaning of his words. He felt that this was underestimated by the other party, and immediately said dissatisfied.
To be continued...
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