Chapter 902: Determined to be an evil god(1/2)
Karen's eyes were moist. He raised his head unconsciously and looked at the sky. At the same time, he controlled his hands and did not make unfamiliar wiping movements.
Previously, he could stop the God of Order because what the God of Order wanted was himself, a qualified successor.
Don't imagine God as a truly warm and loving existence. Even if she fell into a brief silence when she heard the reason why Dis could not save her children, it was only a little speechless.
It was impossible for her to feel guilty, let alone regretful. It was very clear just by looking at the fate of those branch gods.
Therefore, as long as Karen asks to stop her, she will stop. How can personal matters compare to her great achievements?
However, Karen is willing to disappear in exchange for
The happiness of "The Cullens". For me, just treat it as a dream, and make money no matter what.
However, Dis refused this reward. The tradition of the Immelace family is: family comes first. Therefore, things that were already complicated and contradictory can now become extremely simple and clear, that is: "How can you do it for
How about resurrecting your family and sacrificing your family?" There are probably not many people in this world who can understand the atmosphere of the Immelace family, including Karen himself, and he can't either.
Putting himself in his shoes, Karen wondered if he could treat him the same way if he were in Dis's position.
"Myself"? The answer is: It's difficult. But if you reverse the process based on the results, things will become smoother again.
Dis is a very strong person. He can free his children with his own hands and slander the gods he once believed in... Of course, he has the courage to accept the reality.
He didn't know how to be decadent, let alone self-satisfied. He would be sad and angry, but he accepted the death of his children and the death of his grandson.
During the super-standard divine descending ceremony held that night, Mr. Huofen, Pu'er and others all thought that Dis wanted to resurrect his grandson; maybe, Dis also thought that he thought so, and he also wanted to deceive himself.
However, being too strong is sometimes a kind of sadness. When his first sight fell on his resurrected grandson, he did not regard Karen as a substitute, but more like a child he adopted from the outside.
Karen's warm and natural way of treating his family, Karen's decency and excellence, and the subsequent compatibility with him in many aspects such as personality and beliefs... all made him very satisfied with the adopted child.
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Karen feels guilty. He feels that he has original sin because he took advantage of that
The body of "Karen". Although the current body, after the initial transformation of Ranedal and the reshaping of the contaminated cave, has long been associated with the original owner; but Karen still feels that he has occupied that person.
"Karen" is loved in Dis's heart. Especially the crisp wind chimes swayed by the two candles in the study, and the man and woman who once accompanied him lying on the grass in the dreamland of consciousness... The more they regard themselves as home
People, the sense of original sin in Karen's heart becomes even heavier.
I feel that I should find for you the happiness that you can get back from the past; but you tell me that what I have and cherish now is happiness.
Finally, everything was relieved at this moment. Karen took a deep breath, no longer covering up, and generously wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with her fingers.
"You just asked me, do I dislike this world?"
"Yes, do you want to change your original answer?"
"No, I still love this world, but love needs an anchor. I just answered your answer before, but I didn't answer your why. Now, I can tell you: I love this family because of it.
World." Without the company and warmth from my family after I woke up, without the heartfelt care and concern from my uncles, aunts, aunts, brothers and sisters, without the affirmation and guidance from Dis... This was extremely strange to me from the beginning.
It’s a world that, I’m afraid, it’s really hard to fall in love with.
After all, after waking up, who would cry and be reluctant to part with a dream? If the environment after waking up were changed, and a family was changed, like Murry and Philomena's family, maybe everything would change.
I won't think about protecting the world. Maybe I will look forward to the return of the gods so that the world can become hotter and more beautiful.
"Wonderful." Dis said: "You seem to have become more determined." Karen: "Because you think more clearly." After saying that, Karen looked into Dis's eyes and smiled: "Is there a problem?
This possibility, past, present and future, has already been determined, and whether you intervene or not is an inevitable part of the movement of time."
"I said, don't attribute time taboos to philosophical issues."
"It's not philosophy." Karen raised her hand and slowly made a fist.
"I agree with your answer."
"so what?"
"So, why do you think you can change the present of my existence?"
"Can't it change?"
"Our fists are the same size. The power you can have, I can also have; the height you can reach, I can reach; the things you can do, I can do it; you have been sitting there for an era.
, blocked the gods; I can do it too. So, you can't change me, you said you can bear the price of this change, but this time the price is equivalent to your suicide."
"Haha." Looking at the fist in front of him, Dis didn't get angry. He didn't even feel disobedient at all.
This young man showed himself two completely different emotions in a short period of time. The former was excellent but also unabashedly negative.
He said he would not
Face yourself and behave towards yourself with the mentality of a "job seeker"; yes, that's right, if you can conquer a guy who is addicted to hunger to this extent, he can pass even if he lies there motionless.
There was no way she could just let him go and take the risk of replacing him with another inheritor who might be swallowed up by hunger addiction.
But now, when I say that sentence
After "he refused", the negativity disappeared and was replaced by a kind of confidence and calmness. He was not something
"Job seeker", he is not emphasizing anything to himself.
"Personality" and
"Dignity", he is on an equal footing with himself.
"I will choose you, Karen Immelace."
"You didn't choose me, but the people who have been toyed with by the gods for countless epochs chose order, and order... chose us." Dis nodded and said: "You know,
I don’t like my followers to refer to me as ‘god’, and I don’t like the title ‘god’.” However, the divine religion cannot do without a god. Even if the religion of Kosmos does not have branch gods, it must establish a main god.
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"It doesn't matter what you call it."
"indeed."
"One thing, I want to ask you. Once, when I was almost being swallowed by the hand of the Hungry Addiction Sculpture, I seemed to see your shadow. At that time, could you already see me?"
"I can't see it, but I have a feeling that someone will go through the same process as me in the future. Otherwise, it would be too unfair."
"Do you remember how you did it?"
"I pretended to be in pain first and couldn't hold it anymore. At the last moment, I stood up and left."
"Did you do it on purpose?" Dis waved his hand and said, "Okay, I'm going back." Then he raised his head and looked into the air: "Because of your progress tonight, the me above should be able to
Suddenly it becomes weaker, gaps and loopholes are about to appear, and they will come back in batches."
"Is there really no one-time solution?"
"I have killed so many, but they will continue to come back, not in this era, but in the next era. Gods will be permanently erased, but new gods will still be born. Fortunately, I still have time.
, I will find a way to solve them all at once." Karen pointed to the sky: "Then you can now ask the 'you' above if you have found it."
"If you don't ask, you'll probably find it."
"It's unimaginable that such an answer would come out of your mouth."
"I'm going back. Since he doesn't want the reward, he doesn't want it, but he still has to send me back to the Eternal Palace. This world is left to you. Although I didn't ask, I have already sensed...I am tired.
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"I will..." After hesitating, Karen added,
"goodbye."
"See you again. When you grow up and take off, I will fall down. We will meet again soon. If I find a way, I will tell you then." After saying that, Dis's figure disappeared from the place.
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Karen looked at this silent street again, and then his figure disappeared from the place. He was going back to Luojia City.
However, as soon as he returned to the sky above Luojia City, Karen had to stop. The annexation of the Hungry Addicted Sculpture, which was originally proceeding slowly, accelerated countless times due to the push of the God of Order.
This caused Karen's figure to land on the rooftop of a building, sensing the arrival of his divine priest. Above his head was the starry sky; below his feet was the quiet city; wisps of black cyclones emerged from around Karen, not only swirling
Moving his hair also caused the divine robe on his body to be constantly blown by the wind.
This is a very quiet scene, with no thrilling movements or shocking effects.
But in fact, the stars that were originally bright on the sky were gradually disappearing at this moment. Because the black color belonging to order had already covered the dome.
...Kevin raised his head, looked into the air, and his tail began to wag. Pu'er next to him also looked curiously, wondering: "What's wrong?" In the basement, Alfred was drinking black tea and chatting with Ms. Molly.
De, holding the tea cup, walked to the basement patio and looked at the night sky through the glass.
He covered his chest with one hand and said sincerely: "Praise the young master, praise the order." In the tavern, Neo and Mason were excitedly exchanging investment experiences.
When he picked up the large wine glass and took a sip of wine, he looked through the window at the disappearing starry sky above the street.
Mason: "I was just greedy that time. I thought I could control the market, so I lost all my money. Alas..."
"Fuck! Damn it!"...On the rooftop of the building diagonally opposite Karen, a painter was sitting with an easel in front of him and a palette in his hand.
Piaget returned to Rodya earlier than Karen, the city where he and his wife lived after their marriage. That night, it was here that his wife let go of her hand, flew into the sky, and flew into
The embrace of the wall god Rilisa.
Compared with Mr. Bede's attention and surprise at what happened in Mink Street a while ago, Piaget was much more easy-going, because he didn't care at all.
To be continued...