Chapter 153 The truth
The Supreme Queen wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, took Lan Luoyu's hands tightly covering her mouth and said, "Silly Emperor, I know what you want to ask. The Queen Mother did not kill them. As for whether they are still alive, if they are alive, the Queen Mother didn't know. Although I was shocked and angry when I learned about this, one was my closest princess, and the other was my husband who moved me and had skin. How could I kill them?"
At that time, she knew the truth and was so angry that she almost lost her mind. But if you think about it carefully, who could blame this?
Strange the emperor and his husband?
No one knows which person she will choose in her husband's ceremony, and her princess fell in love with him first.
So from another perspective, can this marriage that is of great significance to her be said to be just because of the rule that Queen Zhuque wanted to intermarry with the Qingluan clan to give birth to her offspring, or because of her, she broke up their lovers!
"My Queen, what happened later? Where are my father...them?"
Lan Luoyu instinctively escaped the title of father, and the father in her heart was not like this!
A man who abandoned her and her mother, Lan Luoyu didn't know what to call him!
"Later...after that night, I went to the elders of the clan and begged them to terminate the marriage and hold a new husband-selection ceremony. However, none of the elders of the clan agreed. For them, what they needed was not a great prince, not a partner suitable for me, but a Qingluan tribe with the highest talent and blood concentration. What they wanted was just that I could give birth to a candidate suitable for the succession of the queen. At that time, I was arrogant and thought that this man did not love me, even if he kept him tough, what could he do except to torture each other for a lifetime? So, despite the opposition of the elders of the clan, I secretly sent him and my royal sister out of the palace. I thought that as long as I left this magnificent cage, they could stay together happily for the rest of their lives..."
The Supreme Queen stopped when she said this, thinking of her princess, the princess who had been close to her since childhood, and the only man she loved in her life. Even today, her heart still hurts uncontrollably when she thinks of them.
"My Queen..."
The Supreme Queen looked at the little girl in front of her who looked very much like herself, suppressed the pain in her heart, and smiled with relief: "My Mother is okay, my son, do you know? You are the best gift given to the Queen Mother by the gods. It was you who comforted the Queen Mother's despair at that time, and let me see the hope of living a strong life, because after they left the palace, I found that I was pregnant! What a lucky and unfortunate thing. That night, I actually had you. You are the expectation of the whole clan, and even more so the expectation of the Queen Mother. But I can't leave your father and can't give you a complete home, and let you bear so many rumors and suspicions. It's the Queen Mother who is sorry for you..."
"My Queen, then... Father knows that you are pregnant?"
Lan Luoyu had the last trace of luck in his heart, hoping that his father would not know that the Queen Mother was pregnant, and he didn't know at all that there was a bloodline in this world that belonged to him.
However, the Supreme Queen nodded and said, "I know... I've seen them again not long after they escaped... At that time, I was already seven months pregnant, my belly was as big as a ball, and I couldn't hide it. But I don't want to recall the things I had after seeing them. In short, my son, all this is the fault of the Queen Mother. The Queen Mother might have told you these things earlier, and you don't have to worry about it alone."
"No!! Queen Mother!! It's not your fault, it's not your fault! I will never ask about my father anymore. I don't want any father. I just want my mother! Queen Mother... I shouldn't doubt you. From childhood to adulthood, I have seen and remembered my feelings and cultivation in my heart. Today, I just want to talk nonsense because I am too resistant to the ceremony of choosing a husband. I have always believed in my heart that my mother is the kindest and gentlest woman in the world. Really! I..."
Lan Luoyu was crying in tears as she was talking. She could imagine but could not empathize with her. The Queen Mother endured so many rumors alone over the years, enduring loneliness and pain in her heart alone, and also had to manage the government and cultivate her to grow up.
How did the Queen Mother do it? Queen Mother Mother is just a woman.
Today, the Queen Mother's words have not been told by her for a long time, but she is afraid she is unwilling to ruin her beautiful fantasy about her father and is unwilling to let her know that her father just doesn't love her and the Queen Mother, and she doesn't want her and the Queen Mother!
This truth did shatter all her fantasies about her father.
Even from the perspective of his father, perhaps he just wants to pursue love and freedom just like himself now, and is unwilling to be bound by the rules between such clans. She can fully understand these.
But he could clearly object to all this after the husband-elect ceremony!
But he didn't. He silently accepted the result, which made the Queen Mother prepare a grand marriage happily, and then humiliated the Queen Mother on the wedding night. She couldn't imagine how desperate and painful the Queen Mother's heart would have at that time!
Whether as a husband or a father, he has not fulfilled his responsibilities. Such a man is not worthy of being her father, nor is he worthy of being the prince's husband!
But now, is she doing self-righteous and willful actions like her father before, and she has no responsibility or obligation at all?
Maybe, her behavior was wrong?
Then, should she really accept the fact that she got married to the prime minister? Her father ran away for her love, but as the queen of the Suzaku Kingdom, she had nowhere to escape!!
The Supreme Queen saw Lan Luoyu's entanglement at a glance, pulled her up squatting beside her legs, let her sit beside her and said, "Son, the ancestors set the rules for intermarriage with the Qingluan clan, but there was no choice for us, the blood inheritance of the Zhuque royal clan cannot be broken. However, there has not been a Zhuque who can cultivate to become a human in the past few years. In desperation, we can only settle for the second best. We have no choice between intermarriage with the Qingluan clan!
Chapter completed!