"Sister, I understand all these, but I can't overcome the problems in front of me." I said to my cousin with a wry smile.

Not to mention anything else, just focusing on feelings, can I overcome it so easily?

My cousin said that when I meet people and things I care about, I cannot look at the problem objectively, and I understand this very well.

Should I overcome it and become a cold-blooded and ruthless person?

It seems that I am destined to be a waste? Maybe this is my destination?

I was not a suitable person to be in this kind of circle. The situation forced me to come to the Magic City and then I was gone forever.

Before I arrived in the Magic City, I was just a high school student, that's all.

When my cousin heard what I said, my cousin sighed slightly.

I couldn't help but be stunned. Didn't even my cousin helplessly?

"Cousin, in fact, everything else you are fine. As long as you wait for a long time, you will gradually understand and grow. But... the thing that I have always been worried about finally gave birth to you today." My cousin looked at me and said.

What have my cousin been worried about?

What are my cousin worried about? Are there any other things I need to worry about?

"Sister, what are you worried about?" I raised my own question.

My cousin glanced at me, then said, "Your condition just now is what I have always been worried about."

What was the situation just now?

Is it when I lost my mind and almost killed Yin Qi?

It seems that it should be. I felt terrible just now. How did this happen?

Seeing that I didn't say anything, my cousin said again: "Cousin, do you know why I have been by your side since my aunt died?"

I was stunned. I hadn't thought about this issue carefully before.

After thinking about it, I replied, "Are Is my cousin... afraid that I am overly sad?"

My cousin nodded slightly and said, "There is this reason, but not all."

Since my mother died, my cousin immediately appeared beside me.

At that time, I was immersed in the sadness after my mother's death and did not think carefully about why my cousin appeared by my side so by chance.

Later, with my cousin's company, I finally ended my confused life and gradually got out of the shadow. However, I didn't think about this problem much, but I was always grateful to my cousin.

Now it seems that my cousin stayed by my side not just to accompany me and let me get out of the shadow, but should have other purposes.

"Sister, what other reasons are there?" I asked.

My cousin looked into my eyes and said again: "My aunt left so suddenly back then. I didn't expect anyone would attack me at that time. At that time, I was still in the capital. After I knew about my aunt's death, my first reaction was that you would become another person because of this. I didn't want to see such a thing, so I put down all the expectations of the Yan family in the capital and came directly to you."

When I heard my cousin's words, I was moved so much at this moment.

My cousin has abandoned my entire youth just to accompany me, and has never left me until now.

My cousin eight years ago was the time when she first showed her strength and was also the time to officially take over all affairs of the Yan family.

The Yan family has a cousin. I'm afraid that when the cousin was born, this is something that makes the Yan family feel shining on their faces?

You should know that my cousin's IQ has reached a terrifying number since she was a child. Over the years, the Yan family has finally waited for the time when my cousin can take over the affairs of the Yan family. It is conceivable that under the leadership of my cousin, the Yan family will definitely reach a new height, and perhaps it may be possible to reach the top from now on.

But at this time, my cousin resolutely gave up everything and gave up her chance to become the most legendary woman in China. She just wanted to be by my side and prevent me from becoming another person because of this.

My cousin almost gave up the whole world for me.

My cousin’s waiting was very dull, but it was the most important factor in my heart. Without it, I’m afraid I wouldn’t know what it would be eight years ago.

I really wanted to be moved to say thank you to my cousin, but my cousin smiled at me as if she knew what I was thinking and signaled me not to speak for now.

And my cousin continued to speak, "When I came to you, I realized that a terrible feeling had already arisen in your heart at that time. This was something I had thought of before and was even more worried about. I didn't expect it to be born in you."

When I heard my cousin's words, I was stunned.

My cousin said before that the thing she was most worried about was born to me, which was the irrational and scary behavior I had before. Now my cousin said that I started to worry eight years ago. Could it be that... my state just now is inseparable from eight years ago?

Before I could speak, my cousin nodded at me as if she had heard the question in my heart and said, "Indeed, your violence had already planted the seed in your heart eight years ago. The reason was because of my aunt's death. Of course, you did not show up. Only I found this violent seed was buried deep in your heart. I knew this matter and I dared not leave you. I wanted to completely erase the emotion you buried in my heart, so as not to cause disaster in the future. But I was afraid that you would know that there would be a worse situation, so I did not tell you the reason, but I was observing by your side."

Then I suddenly realized that I was wondering just now that the violence in my heart came from when, where and why. I thought it was because of Song Sisi's departure. It turned out that this emotion had been in my heart eight years ago?

But what I didn’t expect was that my cousin had fought against the negative emotions in my heart for eight years, and it seemed that my cousin hadn’t won the battle yet?

My cousin looked at me and continued, "When I first arrived by your side, the mood in your heart was very serious. Even every time I went to your room late at night, I could hear you speak some cruel sleeps, but I didn't know what to do, so I could only sit by the bed and accompany you."

I remember these things, and even if my cousin doesn't talk about them, I still remember them freshly.

When my cousin first came to me, I often saw my cousin sitting by the bed and looking at me when I woke up from my dream. I didn’t understand it before, but now I know that it is the reason?

"What?" I asked hoarsely.
Chapter completed!