Looking at me like this, my cousin sighed again.

"Perhaps, you should be relieved." My cousin said again.

"Let me go?" I smiled bitterly, and there was a bit of ridicule in this smile, a bit of ridicule towards myself.

"How should I let go? This is not something I can let go, isn't it? If I can let go of this, how big is my heart to do this?"

"How do you know if you don't try?" my cousin asked back.

"Try it?" I was stunned.

"How to try?"

My cousin looked at me and did not answer my question immediately. Instead, she asked me: "Cousin, do you want to see Qingqing now?"

I was stunned and caught me off guard by this problem of my cousin.

Do I want to see Jiang Qingqing?

Of course I think, and I think so much!

I really want to know what kind of situation Jiang Qingqing is now, how much she is hurt by me, and how her health is.

But I was very afraid of this and felt very scared.

I was afraid that facing Jiang Qingqing's hatred eyes when she looked at me, I could not bear that Jiang Qingqing had such a great hatred for me, and this should not appear in Jiang Qingqing's eyes.

If I see Jiang Qingqing again, will Jiang Qingqing look at me with such a look?

The answer is yes. I have hurt Jiang Qingqing so much. Jiang Qingqing cannot not hate me.

Looking at the fear in my eyes and my shaking lips, my cousin sighed slightly.

"Cousin, if you want, I can accompany you to the Jiang family to see Jiang Qingqing." My cousin said to me.

Go and see Jiang Qingqing?

When I heard my cousin's words, a trace of expectation suddenly appeared in my heart.

I still want to see Jiang Qingqing in my heart. At least I need to let me know how she is doing, right?

But what followed was full of fear and fear. I still couldn't face Jiang Qingqing at this time. I couldn't let go of what I had done. What kind of face should I face Jiang Qingqing?

I have hurt Jiang Qingqing, and I still have a shameless look at Jiang Qingqing. What would Jiang Qingqing think in her mind?

"I...I won't go." I shook my head and rejected my cousin's idea. This was the first time I refused the opinions raised by my cousin.

"Cousin, there is nothing scary, isn't it?" My cousin knew what I was thinking at this time, so she didn't dare to get any unhappy because of my attitude.

"This is not a question of whether it's scary, this is..." I was speechless. Thinking about it carefully, I was really afraid of going over to see Jiang Qingqing.

My cousin smiled and continued to say to me: "Cousin, if you don't even dare to see Jiang Qingqing, what's the use of staying in the room these days? Wouldn't it be in vain for you to think so much? Don't you want to know how Qingqing is doing now?"

"Of course I want to." I replied without hesitation.

"It's just... I'm afraid that Jiang Qingqing will be very excited to see me again now."

"That's Jiang Qingqing's own business." The cousin said again.

"Cousin, you don't have to think too much. If you think too much about many things, it will be bad for yourself. And you have indeed hurt her. You should go over and see her. This is what you should do, right? If you don't even go and take a look, Qingqing will probably blame you even more. Cousin, is this what you want to see?"

I was stunned and felt that what my cousin said was very reasonable.

I did hurt Jiang Qingqing. As my cousin said, if I didn’t even look at Jiang Qingqing, what would Jiang Qingqing think? Jiang Qingqing would definitely feel that I don’t have the awareness of knowing the mistakes at all, right?

If this is true, Jiang Qingqing might hate me even more.

I swallowed, looked at my cousin in front of me, and then slowly spoke: "I... will we go now?"

"It's OK at any time, it depends on when you can accept it." My cousin said with a smile.

"Then...just now." I said.

I am afraid that if I don’t go now, I will be even more afraid of facing it later.

My cousin smiled and nodded again, and said to me, "Then I'll go change my clothes. You drank the porridge on the bedside table and shave your beard."

I nodded, and then my cousin left my room.

Are you going to see Jiang Qingqing?

I looked out the window again and made up such a determination in my heart.

I should go to see her, right? No matter what, I should give her an explanation, no matter whether Jiang Qingqing will listen to my explanation.

Thinking of this, I stood up from the windowsill, picked up the porridge from the nightstand and drank it clean.

When I walked into the bathroom and looked in the mirror, I realized how haggard I was at this moment.

I don’t know if it was because I slept too little or thought too much. At this time, my eyes were covered with bloodshot, and my red eyes looked scary.

My face was covered with shaved hair and my head was messy. I was so decadent that I was so decadent.

I smiled bitterly. It seems that I am the only one now. I have done something wrong and vent my anger on myself?

I took a shower directly in the bathroom of my room, shaved my beard, and then put on my clothes and walked out of the door.

At this time, my cousin had already changed her clothes. Xia Wanyu was sitting on the sand and talking to Xiaoyu in the cradle. Her expression was filled with the glory of maternal love.

Seeing me coming out, Xia Wanyu was also stunned, then stood up with joy and walked in front of me, grabbed my hand and said, "Zhang Cheng, you are finally out."

I wanted to smile at Xia Wanyu, but I really couldn't laugh at me now.

"Is the kid okay?" I looked at the direction of the cradle.

"It's okay, there's no problem." Xia Wanyu replied.

I nodded, stretched out my hand and touched Xia Wanyu's face, and slowly spoke, "Wanyu, it's hard for you."

Although I don’t know what happened to the outside world these two days, I can still understand Xia Wanyu’s current situation.

I can easily imagine that Xia Wanyu is probably at the forefront of the storm now.

Xia Wanyu was originally the daughter-in-law of the Jiang family, but now she has given birth to my child. This is definitely a hot news. I am afraid that this news has spread all over the world after that incident, right?

I can imagine how much pressure Xia Wanyu is under now.

Xia Wanyu is just a woman. It’s not certain whether she can hold on to such pressure.
Chapter completed!