Ning Zhe was a little confused by Qu Xiangran's answer: "Love? What does your abandonment of your wife and children have to do with love?"

"Most of the marriages between couples in the refugee areas are for the purpose of living together. Their awareness of reproduction, I think, is more like an instinctive behavior engraved in DNA. But I was different at that time. Siyao's mother and I were in free love.

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Qu Xiangran smiled bitterly: "I have always believed that the role of learning is to expand people's thinking and knowledge and improve their thinking ability, but the saddest thing about human beings may be nothing more than this.

A person at the bottom suddenly has an understanding of the world and becomes a grassroots person who understands the reality. In this case, what will happen?

He will find that he has become a person who recognizes the reality, but is unable to change the status quo. That's what I was like at that time. I lost motivation and hope in life. At that time, I met Siyao's mother

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She is also a literate woman. The two of us together can help me find the feeling of soul collision, and we can provide each other with a light in the gloomy life.

But cognition is like a curse in many cases. It can make people get lost and get stuck in it, making them unable to extricate themselves.

After entering the fortress, my world view was overturned. I saw the life of city people and a world without hunger and cold. From then on, I vowed to make a difference and bring my wife and daughter in to live a better life.

live this kind of life.

But this idea is more like a dream derived from a moment of passion, because at that time, I did not have this ability at all. The cruel reality made me know that I was just a humanoid tool. For most people, they just hope that they can live.

For the refugees, this is cruel, because I recognize the facts clearly, but I am unable to change the facts.

Under the plutocratic system and system, everything seems not to be the case, but it seems to be the way it should be. The refugees are destined to struggle in the world that belongs to them.

I entered the fortress, but it does not mean that I left the circle of refugees. Therefore, I became a refugee with broad knowledge, and I also knew one thing. Although there was a severe drought outside the city, there was actually no shortage of underground water in the fortress.

, they just gave priority to the supply of water to the fortress people, because the fortress people are the real group that provides wealth to the plutocrats, and even things like conscription and hard work are not the responsibility of the homeless.

I am not a cynical person, and I know that only by myself can I get ahead in the fortress, so I began to learn to let myself survive.

The job I am engaged in is cleaning underground sewage wells and repairing some pipelines. This work is very dangerous because many blocked pipelines accumulate a large amount of methane. If someone makes a mistake during the operation, people will be suffocated to death.

Inside, no one will salvage the bodies, and the dead refugees will become part of the garbage and eventually rot into sludge.

When I was in the refugee area, I felt that life was full of hope because I could get one more bean cake than others. However, when I was in the fortress, under the lights, rain, fog, and busy traffic, I was still engaged in a menial job and watched people riding in BMWs.

When I was riding in a fragrant carriage, surrounded by beauties, and walking in and out of the stars holding the moon, I found that the bean cake in my hand was gradually losing its flavor.

Later, I saw at a wealthy businessman’s house that bean cakes were actually fed to pigs.

At that time, I had been thinking about a question. Others are human beings, and I am also a human being. Others will die, and I will eventually leave. Since everyone’s ending is the same, why don’t I be bolder and let my limited life pass?

Should it be more exciting?

So, my mentality changed. When I needed someone to do dangerous work, I took the initiative to ask for help. Then I took that opportunity to get into the tunnel, escaped from the tunnel directly from another place, and then became a refugee without a formal identity.

, I got mixed up in the fortress. At that time, I had no goals in life and no lower limit for what I could do. I just wanted to climb up at all costs.

Regarding my life in those years, I thought it should be called a lonely person who is fearless, but in fact there are four words that are more appropriate: heavy debts!

Similarly, after bloody accumulation of original capital, I am no longer the homeless man who suffered bullying, did the hardest work, earned the meager salary, was ordered around and ordered around like an animal.

At that time, the name Qu Xiangran had already gained some fame in some fields. I thought that I had achieved success. When my material life was greatly satisfied, my spiritual world began to become empty and I began to miss my family, so

, I began to think about bringing my family into the fortress, even if it cost me everything, I would not hesitate."

"Failed?" After listening to Qu Xiangran's words, Ning Zhe's contempt for him was no longer so serious, because he could understand Qu Xiangran's words and also knew how much the fortress people wanted to bring in people from the refugee area.

Difficulty, this matter can definitely be solved with more than just money.

Unexpectedly, Qu Xiangran gave an answer that Ning Zhe had not expected: "No, I give up."

Ning Zhe never turned this corner: "Give up?"

"Well, give up." Qu Xiangran nodded, picked up the less hot tea and drank it in one gulp: "You may not know that Dark Horse Company was not founded by me, but a large company that has existed for many years.

, but its influence at that time only existed in a few surrounding fortresses.

At that time, in order to bring Siyao and her mother into the city, I found Hu Chengye, the eldest son of the Black Horse Company at that time, through my connections, and wanted to handle the matter through him. In order to curry favor with him, I hung out with him every day.

By chance, I met Hu Chengye’s sister Hu Ge.

Hu Ge is a very beautiful woman. At the beginning, I only regarded her as the eldest daughter of the Hu family, and treated her with respect and courtesy. Unexpectedly, Hu Ge started pursuing me at that time.

Although I had some capital at that time, compared with the Hu family, it was far behind. Once I could join the Hu family, my future would be extremely bright. So one night, a tipsy Hu Ge asked me

I nodded whether I wanted to marry her or not, and made up a lie to them, saying that I was a prisoner who had escaped from another fortress, with no identity or family.

At that time, Hu Ge's father was very opposed to this marriage, but he couldn't stand it anymore and always went to make trouble at home. And through the disguise I showed, I finally got my wish and became the son-in-law of the Hu family."

Ning Zhe was very surprised. He didn't expect that such a famous figure as Qu Xiangran would be willing to reveal his most filthy side to him: "From beginning to end, you gave up. Is this the real reason why you gave up on Xiaoyu and her daughter?"

"This is why I tell you that love is not reliable! There are not so many fairy tales in the adult world. I don't want to excuse myself. The reason why I gave up their mother and daughter was because of selfishness and wanting to be the best among people.

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At that time, after I entered my husband's home, I was exposed to areas I had never seen before, and I also stepped onto a new level. Desire was like a scourge, destroying my beliefs and filling my empty soul. At that time, I

, the desire for power has been extremely expanded, and has begun to rise steadily within the dark horse company.

The success of my official career made me think that I was the chosen one who could ride on the changing winds and become a dark horse in troubled times. So I formed the Dark Horse Guards and led them around to gain profits for the company. I also explored the ruins of the old world.

At that time, he found the technology of photolithography machine and chip production, which allowed Dark Horse Company to take off completely and start the road of expansion.

I consider myself a scheming person. After mastering the chip technology, I always kept the core technology in my own hands. When my position in the Dark Horse Company could no longer be shaken, I decided to show off my power against my family.

Tell them that I actually have a wife and daughter outside the city, and plan to bring them to the fortress. With my contribution to the company at that time, no matter how dissatisfied they are with me, they can't do anything to me.
Chapter completed!