"Born as a human being, I'm sorry!"

Tang Feng looked solemn, staring at the row of blood-red characters on the card.

At this time, he was completely different from just now.

"Yu Duoduo, you really have it. You are afraid of beating them, so they can't wait to get you out!"

Tang Feng picked up the card, frowning deeper, and his eyes almost narrowed into a gap. He seemed to be able to feel the murderous intent between the blood-red big words!

He has seen this sentence! And, more than once!

"Born as a human being, I'm sorry!" This is a classic line from the Japanese movie "The Life of Matsuko Despised".

Matsuko's first man was a poor writer. Later, Matsuko believed that in her many relationships, this writer was the only man who truly loved her. Because she was too melancholy, the writer chose to commit suicide.

Before his death, he copied the first sentence of Dazai Osamu's novel "The Twenty-Four Flag Bearers" as a final writing.

And this sentence is "Born as a human being, I'm sorry!"

In fact, this sentence was originally written by Osamu Dazai, but from the "Suotaro of Teruchi" by a Japanese poet, Sousakiro Teruchi. One of the sentences in "Suotaro of the Suicide" is "Born as a human being, I'm sorry!"

Yes! No one can control birth, just like no one can control destiny. Sometimes no matter how hard he tries, he will not succeed!

The writer of Matsuko, Rushi, Sutaro, and Yu Duoduo, are also so.

Different characters have almost the same life trajectory.

There is no doubt that Tang Feng has investigated Yu Duoduo and knows a lot about him.

Yu Duoduo was an orphan. He was abandoned by his parents since he was a child and could only rely on his uncle who was engaged in arms business. He was very fat, inferior and autistic, had almost no friends, and almost anyone could bully him.

He is very committed and insists on exercising every day. When he grows up, he looks less fat. He even gets admitted to the medical university that others dream of. After graduation, he has a slow graduation and has his own girlfriend. He becomes a surgeon intern.

He originally wanted to live a simple life, get married, have children, have his own family, cure diseases, save people, and atone for his uncle.

What he wants is very simple, actually, like most others.

Everything gradually got better, and his personality gradually became cheerful.

He did not follow his wishes, and a major earthquake disrupted his originally peaceful life. He went to the disaster area without hesitation despite his girlfriend's opposition and participated in the rescue work.

In the rescue convoy, he met a person, that person, Wu Zhiyuan.

He said to him: Hello, my name is Yu Duoduo.

That was the first time he took the initiative to talk to someone.

And Wu Zhiyuan also became his only friend, and he said to him: We are brothers.

Together, they rescued a girl, a beautiful Yi girl, and the man named Chen Xi.

Wu Zhiyuan left and sent Chen Xi back to Chengdu.

He is the only one left again!

He missed her, and he suddenly wanted to go back to Chengdu and told her that he wanted to marry her.

However, she became someone else's woman.

He was so sad that he wanted to go to Yucheng to visit his uncle.

But that night, he witnessed with his own eyes that his uncle was shot five times by a woman in red and tortured to death.

And he could only crouch in a dark room, watching his uncle's limbs be broken and shot by the woman in red, watching his blood slowly dry.

He will never forget that woman, her name is Huan'er.

He came to Wucheng, alone, alone!

He killed many people, and even almost killed Huan'er and Chen Dinghai. After each person was killed, he would leave a card with a row of blood-red characters written on it, saying: "Born as a human being, I'm sorry!"

He came for revenge, or he wanted to die!

Just like the writer of Matsuko, just like the poet.

Tang Feng was holding the card, and his hands were trembling slightly.

He could feel Yu Duoduo's bone-broken hatred from between the lines.

This person is too good at calculating. It can be seen from the shooting case at the entrance of the morgue and the sniper case at Xiang Yunshan's office.

This person is not only scheming, but also bold and ruthless. It is even more difficult than Wu Zhiyuan who bumps around like a headless fly.

And Wu Yudie actually asked him to find Yu Duoduo.

"Xiaodie..." Tang Feng sighed, feeling lost.

At this time, he realized that the cigar between his fingers had been burned out at some point, like life, like the pale and powerless years that never returns.

He picked up the photo, lit it with the card in his hand, and put it in the ashtray.

After a while, a wisp of smoke floated by, and the photos and cards turned into ashes.

Tang Feng took out a cigar again and came to the window.

"I know how to do things. I thought you would leave two people behind to stare at me!" Tang Feng smiled, his expression regained its normal state, "Xiaodie, are you afraid that your people will not be able to stare at me, but will make me disgusted? It seems that you really want me to stay by your side to do things!"

Tang Feng lit the cigar, and a evil curve appeared on the corner of his mouth. He went back to the bed and lay down happily.

"It's so delicious, why do you walk so fast?" His hand stroked the place where the rain butterfly just lying, revealing a aftertaste.

"I got up too early today, take a look first!"

Gradually, his eyelids began to become heavier, and he fell asleep with the still burning cigar.

The wind blew by and came from the window, and the cigar between his fingers turned a little dark red.

Tang Feng frowned, sometimes tight and sometimes loose. In his dream, he seemed to have come to a strange and cold world. He felt like he had eyes staring at him like a beast and a big insect.

Tang Feng suddenly woke up, and at this moment, the cigar between his fingers just burned out.

"Damn it!" he muttered.

He threw away the cigar, rubbed his eyes, and slowly raised his head.

The next moment, his face suddenly changed.

At the door of the room, there was a young man proudly and upright, with a expressionless face, staring at Tang Feng tightly.

Under the strong light, the scars on his face were particularly eye-catching.

When he saw Tang Feng wake up, he walked over step by step, his steps steady and powerful.

At this moment, Tang Feng woke up completely, his forehead was covered with sweat.

He fell asleep inadvertently. Now that he thought about it, he couldn't help but feel scared. If this person had just taken his life, he wouldn't know how he died.

After a while, it was not until the man came to him without saying a word that his expression returned to his original state.

"Wu Zhiyuan, are you a ghost? You are silent and don't say hello when you come!" Tang Feng said dissatisfied.

"You've done too much trouble!" Wu Zhiyuan casually pulled a chair and sat down, like an old friend.

"Hmm?" The next moment, Wu Zhiyuan saw the ashes in the ashtray and raised his eyebrows, "Someone has come?"

"A woman, I want to sleep with her, but she ran away!" Tang Feng said casually.

"Who?" Wu Zhiyuan asked.

"It's none of your business!" Tang Feng gave him a blank look.

Wu Zhiyuan was silent, lit one eye, closed his eyes, leaned on the chair.

After a while, Wu Zhiyuan opened his eyes and put out the cigarette butt.

"Who are you?" Wu Zhiyuan asked suddenly.

"Didn't you say it very clearly yesterday? You said it very well. Today I asked who I am?" A playful smile appeared on the corner of Tang Feng's mouth.

"Actually, it doesn't matter who you are!" Wu Zhiyuan shook his head, "What's important is, don't block my way!"

"Where is Mengran? Isn't it important?" Tang Feng changed his tone, sat up, staring at Wu Zhiyuan, "I know you are looking for someone, a woman, but don't involve innocent people, Mengran is a good woman!"

"Hmm?" A cold light flashed in Wu Zhiyuan's eyes, "Do you know?"

"I know a lot!" Tang Feng glanced at him deeply, "Wu Zhiyuan, 24 years old, from the Buyi tribe in Guizhou, his mother died of illness, and his father Wu Banglong is a street gangster..."

"Stop!" Wu Zhiyuan shouted loudly and stood up.

"I haven't finished talking yet!"

Tang Feng said leisurely, "When you were ten years old, you picked up a wandering child, his name was Zheng Yong. When you were thirteen years old, you slashed the head of a leopard, and you were regarded as a hero by the people in your village. At fifteen, my grandmother passed away and ran away from home. After half a year, I went home with Zheng Yong and the other two to destroy a huge local gambling and drug trafficking organization. The scar on your face was left at that time! At sixteen, because the family planning office was arrogantly enforcing the law and demolishing the house and dragging people, you were the one who single-handedly beat everyone and forced the family planning office to repair the house and apologize!"

"Are you finished?" Wu Zhiyuan said coldly.

"At the age of eighteen, you were admitted to university, and you were a famous southern university. But three months ago, your father Wu Banglong murdered and sentenced him, and you returned to Ancheng from Shanghai! Two months ago, in Beichuan, you met a friend, whose name was Yu Duoduo, and you also met an Yi girl, whose name was Chen Xi..."

"I told you to stop fucking!"

Wu Zhiyuan pounced on him, pinched Tang Feng's neck, and shouted wildly, "You don't understand my thoughts, don't use your outlook on life to measure the value of my life!"

Tang Feng did not struggle, glanced at Wu Zhiyuan and said, "Is it worth it? Is it like this for a woman!"

"Is it worth it?" Wu Zhiyuan let go of his hand and his eyes gradually returned to clearness. "I am not you! Xiaoxi is my woman, I will be for the rest of my life!"
To be continued...