When Nanxi was lying on the first aid table, everything was ready.

The lamp above the head is large, and the light it shines is dazzling and dazzling.

However, she did not close her eyes.

Not only did she open her eyes, she opened them wide.

Afraid?

Of course she was scared, very scared, her whole body was cold and trembling.

But the more this happened, the more she had to wake herself up and remember this pain clearly.

In the operating room, a group of people have gathered, including obstetrics professors, obstetricians, various nurses, and anesthesiologists...

The blood under her body was still flowing, and her lower abdomen was cramping with pain.

"Professor Wang, please, save this child, I can't lose him."

Nanxi looked at the kind-faced Professor Wang and pleaded excitedly.

"Little girl, don't worry, I will do my best. Now listen to me and don't think about anything."

"good."

Anesthesia was quickly put on the body, but it was local anesthesia, so Nan Xi was conscious throughout the whole process.

Although her lower body was unconscious and she was under anesthesia, her eyes could clearly see basin after basin of blood being taken out, and she could also see the nurses busying about with anxious faces.

look.

Soon, not only the blood, but also the gauze and cotton balls used to stop the bleeding were dyed bright red.

The scene was scary, but she didn't cry.

She was just trembling and trying desperately to comfort herself: "Nanxi, you have to be strong and don't be afraid. Only if you are strong will the baby be fine."

"Baby, you have to work hard, I believe mom and you will get through it."

She clenched her fists and encouraged herself frantically.

There is already a blood bag hanging on his hand.

She raised her head and could clearly see the blood flowing into her body bit by bit, but despite this, she still couldn't resist the consumption underneath her body.

Tired, so tired.

She's sleepy, she's very sleepy too.

The strength of her body was being exhausted little by little. She had been trying her best to hold on, but at this moment, she was tired and had no strength anymore.

"Baby, I'm sorry, mom is sorry for you."

After murmuring these words, Nan Xi shed painful tears from the corners of her eyes.

Unable to hold on any longer, she closed her eyes and fell into endless darkness.

She didn't remember how long she slept. When she woke up again, she was on the hospital bed. Her whole body was weak and she had no strength at all.

The ward is large and has all the facilities inside, but Nanxi feels that it is too empty and not popular at all.

When I looked up, I saw the crystal lamp above my head.

Because it was night, the crystal lamp was emitting white light.

Nan Xi looked at it and suddenly murmured: "This light is so dazzling! It's as dazzling as the lights in the emergency room."

She was obviously talking, but her eyes were looking at nowhere, as if she had no soul and had lost all her energy.

"If you don't like it, I'll find someone to replace it."

Hearing the sound, Nanxi turned his head.

When she saw Zhou Xiannan's handsome and familiar face, she gently grinned at the corner of her mouth and smiled hard: "It's okay, I was just talking casually."

"Thank you for sending me to the hospital, and thank you for saving me. I'm so sorry. I owe you every time."

Zhou Xiannan stepped forward, helped her push her messy hair behind her ears, and spoke in a warm and healing voice: "Then get well soon. I'm still waiting for you to treat me to coffee. The last time the coffee was delicious, I kept thinking about it.

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Hearing this, Nan Xi's calm eyes suddenly became a little brighter, but soon it went out again.

Get better?

But, can she still get better?

Her hope, her strength, the most important part of her life are all gone, and she may not get better.

Although, she did not ask Zhou Xiannan whether the doctor could save the child.

But somehow everything seemed to be destined. From the moment she woke up, when her hands touched her belly, she felt that the baby was gone and she did not keep him.

Although she worked so hard and spent so much energy, it was all in vain and the baby still left.

The baby didn't stay, the baby didn't want her anymore.

She wanted to cry, but she tried her best to hold it back.

"Xiannan, I want to ask you a question." Nanxi finally spoke.

Although she knew that everything was a foregone conclusion, even though she knew that she should not have extravagant hopes or deceive herself, she still wanted to give herself a little remaining hope.

Even if it's just a little bit, she still wants to ask.

Zhou Xiannan looked at Nanxi who was pale and weak on the bed, and had many things to say and comfort in his heart.

Of course he knew what Nan Xi wanted to ask, but the result... was not something she could bear.

He wanted to say: Nanxi, don't think about anything, let's take good care of our health first.

He wanted to say: Nanxi, don't be sad, there will be babies in the future, your body is the most important.

However, when the words came to his mouth, he found that his throat was dry and so heavy that he couldn't even utter a word.

Doesn’t she know these words?

Is this what she wants to hear?

No, definitely not.

"Okay, you ask." Finally, Zhou Xiannan replied, trying his best to make his voice sound particularly calm and gentle.

"Baby, there really isn't..."

Nan Xi choked up halfway through asking.

She had always told herself to be strong, but when she really asked this question, she realized how difficult it was.

"Baby, is it really not safe?"

This time, Nan Xi used all the strength in her body and finished the question with a trembling voice.

After asking the whole sentence, she was almost exhausted.

But even so, she would still hold on to her last glimmer of hope and look at Zhou Xiannan expectantly.

Zhou Xunan opened his lips, and every word he spoke was extremely heavy: "I'm sorry Nanxi, I couldn't give you the answer you wanted."

After listening to this, Nan Xi could no longer hold back her tears.

"I see."

After she finished speaking, she kept her head lowered.

I had known it for a long time, but at this moment, I felt completely giving up.

"I want to be alone for a while, is that okay?" After a long silence, Nan Xi spoke.

Although he was worried about her condition, Zhou Xiannan knew what she needed most, so he nodded: "Okay, I'll be outside. If you need anything, just call me."

"Okay, thank you."

In the ward, as soon as Zhou Xiannan left, Nanxi could no longer control herself and burst into tears.

Because of the sadness and crying, her whole body was trembling, and she was even out of breath from crying.

"Baby, I'm sorry, mom didn't protect you well."

"Baby, are you blaming your mother? Blame your mother for being incompetent, blaming your mother for causing you harm? Your mother also blames yourself. I'm sorry, it was all your mother who hurt you."

When she was alone, Nanxi no longer had any scruples. She cried for a long time.

In the end, she fainted from crying. Fortunately, Zhou Xiannan found out early.

When I woke up again, it was already dawn.

The bright sunshine shone in through the window, and Nan Xi hadn't fully opened her eyes yet, only seeing a hazy figure.

She opened her lips and called softly: "Xiannan."
Chapter completed!