However, Lu Jianshen seemed to have not heard her words and still stood there in the same posture as before.

"Let it go!"

Nanxi put her fist on him again, forcing him to give in, forcing him to retreat.

However, no matter how fast or hard her fist fell, Lu Jianshen endured it silently without making a sound or even moving his eyebrows.

But the more he behaves like this, the angrier Nanxi feels.

"Get out of the way, Lu Jianshen, get out of the way."

"I told you to get out of the way!"

Nan Xi shouted almost at the top of his lungs, but Lu Jianshen still stood there like a sculpture.

"Why not? Lu Jianshen, don't think that I will be moved and won't blame you. It's impossible. Do you know? I hate you, I hate you to death."

"If you had come, if I could have sent him to the hospital earlier, everything might have been different, and he might not have left me."

"Do you know how desperate I was at that time? It rained so heavily that I lay on the ground alone and crawled to the middle of the road to stop a car. I was almost hit by a car and died."

"There was a lot of blood on my body, and it kept bleeding, and it kept bleeding. I lay on the ground wagging my tail like a dog and begging for mercy, begging them to call the police for me and send me to the hospital, but no one paid attention to me."

"My mobile phone is broken, so I called you the last time, because I believe that even if you love Fang Qinglian, you still know that I am your wife. Even if you don't love me, you are at least somewhat responsible for me and will come."

Save me. But, I was wrong, your heart and eyes are all about him, and in your heart, there is no place for me as a wife at all."

"Do you know how desperate I was at that time? You killed my last hope. When I was lying on the ground and being washed away by the heavy rain, I thought about countless ways to die and the miserable look after death. At that time, I was not alive at all.

I don’t dare to give up hope, I just want to die with a little dignity, that is my last wish and extravagant hope.”

At the end of the conversation, Nanxi finally became quiet.

She wiped her tears, turned around, and forced herself not to cry or shed tears in front of him.

These days, she has shed too many tears. Her eyes hurt so much that she doesn't want to cry at all.

But many times, the tears were simply out of her control.

"In the end, it was Zhou Xunan who saved me. If it weren't for him, I would have died."

"What is lying in front of you now is a corpse."

After finishing speaking, Nan Xi's strength was almost exhausted and completely drained.

Now, her whole body was so weak that she had no strength at all.

Tired, she is so tired.

Her body had not recovered originally. The car accident and miscarriage had left her with too much physical trauma. Now that she had experienced a violent emotional ups and downs, her body was becoming more and more unable to bear it.

"So, let me beg you, if you still feel a little bit guilty and atone for me, just do it for me!"

"It's good for you and me if we get divorced."

Looking at her back, Lu Jian was heartbroken.

He never thought that one day he would be trapped in a cocoon like this, but it was all his own fault.

He wanted to say, wife, I was wrong, blame me, blame me, I killed our baby with my own hands;

It was me who failed to fulfill my duties as a husband and as a father. It was all me. I was extremely guilty. Everything was caused by me. You and the baby are innocent.

But, is he still qualified?

Now, he is not worthy of begging her for forgiveness, let alone begging her to stay.

Baby?

Now this word is like countless needles piercing his heart, almost thousands of arrows piercing his heart. Not to mention Nanxi can't forgive her, even he himself can't forgive himself.

"I'm sorry Xixi, I know it's useless what I say now. You don't want to hear my confession or my words of guilt."

"But..." Lu Jianshen's voice trembled and he said painfully: "If I knew everything was true, I would never leave you alone. If I had hurt you before, I take back everything I said before. I am very sad.

I’m looking forward to this baby, and I’m also looking forward to his arrival.”

"He is not a burden or a harm in my heart, but a new life, a joy, a happiness. And you, I am not only responsible for you, but also..."

like.

Lu Jianshen fell silent at the last word.

How could he have the right to say that word to her now?

What kind of face does he have and what qualifications do he have to say he loves her?

He had hurt her all over her body and her heart was so broken, how could he still have the nerve to speak?

This time, he didn't deserve it.

Nanxi cried hard after listening to his words. It would have been nice if he could have told her these words earlier.

"Baby, you heard it. Dad said it. He doesn't hate you. He is also very happy to know that you exist. He is also looking forward to your arrival. You must be very happy if you heard this."

However, the baby could no longer hear these words.

People say that "a broken mirror cannot be reunited" and "water that has been thrown out cannot be recovered." However, how can the lost life be restored?

Their baby will never come back.

Emotions were involved again,

Nanxi felt dizzy and staggered, almost falling to the ground.

Fortunately, Lu Jian had deep eyes and quick hands to support her and hug her into his arms.

"I'll carry you up to have a rest." Lu Jianshen said.

Her body was really exhausted, and she really couldn't hold it anymore, so Nanxi didn't refuse.

When they arrived in the bedroom, Lu Jianshen put Nanxi on the bed, got two pillows for her to lean on, and brought her a cup of hot water.

After drinking a glass of hot water, Nan Xi felt a little better and no longer felt so uncomfortable.

Silence suddenly fell between the two of them.

A huge silence surrounded the two people.

"If you're tired, take a nap."

"Yeah." Nan Xi nodded.

Maybe her body was too tired, so she closed her eyes and fell asleep quickly.

Lu Jianshen didn't go out. He stood on the balcony blowing the cold wind, holding cigarettes one after another. Some were blown away by the wind, and some were sucked into his lungs and spit out again.

However, if he could spit out smoke, how could he spit out the sadness in his heart?

There had never been a moment when he felt as uncomfortable as he did now, and he wished he could stab himself a few times.

Thousands of arrows piercing the heart are nothing more than that.

The cigarette in his hand burned his fingers, and the sudden pain brought him back to his thoughts.

Nan Xi woke up. He moved his steps and walked towards her step by step. If possible, he wished that this road could be longer, even longer, even if he could not reach her, he could only look at her from a distance.

It was also good and he was satisfied.

However, no matter how long the road is, it has an end and an end.

No matter how reluctant he was, he finally walked to the bed and stopped.

"Xixi..." he opened his mouth, filled with bitterness pouring into his heart.

"Have you considered?"
Chapter completed!