he asked.

Yes, he didn't hold back, he still asked.

"What?" Nan Xi raised his head, confused by Lu Jianshen's sudden question, and looked at him in confusion.

"You said that the best and happiest years were spent here, so? Is it because of him? The man who has been hiding in your heart for ten years?" No longer suppressing himself, he mustered up the courage, or

asked.

After reacting, Nanxi turned around, blinked her bright eyes gently, looked at Lu Jianshen, and asked softly: "Do you want to hear the truth?"

"Yeah, the truth." Lu Jianshen nodded.

Nan Xi also nodded: "Well, you're right, it's because of him."

It's because of him, otherwise what else would be the reason?

Fool, this person is far away in the horizon, but right in front of you, it’s you.

Although he had thought of this answer for a long time, the moment he heard her say it and admit it in person, Lu Jianshen still felt uncomfortable and tight in his heart.

It was like something was strangling his neck, almost suffocating him.

"Can you tell me about him?" Lu Jianshen asked softly, enduring the strong sourness.

Nanxi raised her eyes and looked at him with exceptionally clear eyes: "Do you want to hear it?"

"Yeah, I think so."

Nanxi seemed to hesitate for a moment, brushed her hair that was blown by the wind, and walked forward.

Lu Jianshen also followed her forward.

Finally, Nan Xi stopped somewhere, looked around, nodded and said, "Okay, let me tell you."

"The first time he and I met was on this campus, this playground. After so many years, almost everything in this school has changed. Only this playground remains exactly the same."

"That year, I was a freshman in high school and had just entered the high school military training. I remember that I was standing in this position. The sun was very strong that day and the weather was very hot. I felt very uncomfortable. I suddenly fainted while standing in the military posture."

Later, he rushed over.

When I went to the school infirmary, I could feel myself being held by someone in a daze.

He hugged me and ran as hard as he could, and kept running.

The distance between the playground and the infirmary is actually a bit far, but he carried me all the way to the infirmary without resting at all.

Although the weather was very hot that day, I felt that his arms were very cool and had a calming effect on everything.

When I arrived at the infirmary, as soon as I woke up, I saw the seat next to me, but it was already empty and someone had left.

How should I put it? I was still a little disappointed at the time.

I feel like someone saved me, but I haven't even seen anyone.

Just when I thought he had left, suddenly he came out holding a hot water bottle and a thermos cup. He handed the things to me and asked me to take a good rest.

At that time, my face suddenly turned red because I was in my menstrual period during those days. Later, I learned from the doctor that I fainted due to excessive training intensity during my menstrual period.

I said thank you to him, he said yes and left.

I didn't even have time to ask him, what's your name?"

After Nan Xi finished speaking, her heart was filled with sadness.

Many times, when she thinks of everything that happened that day, she feels that everything has its own arrangement.

During the military training, the school had always arranged for people from the logistics support team, but because there were so many students who had accidents that day, the entire logistics support team was not enough.

Later, she heard from her classmate that he was the one who was passing by on the road outside the playground, heard the cries for help and the noise, and rushed over on his own initiative, saying that he could take her to the infirmary safely.

If there was no connection at any point in time at that time, she might not have met him.

Not to mention falling in love with him at first sight and falling in love with him so stubbornly and stubbornly.

Sometimes God arranges something, and you really can't hide from it.

Her encounter with that man was not so dramatic or unforgettable, but Nanxi remembered it and thought about it for ten years.

So, how deeply does she love that person?

Lu Jianshen felt a vine wrapping tightly around her chest, which was painful and tight.

He wanted to struggle, but the more he struggled, the more painful it became.

"What happened next? Did you know his name?" He asked, holding back his heartache.

Nan Xi nodded and said with a smile: "I know! At a speech given by outstanding senior high school students, he stood on the podium and spoke. I recognized him at a glance. Only then did I know his name and who he was.

A senior high school student.”

"Only then did I realize that he is so outstanding. Not only does he have good academic performance, but he is also very popular, especially among girls."

"Do you know? He is like a bright star, accidentally left in my heart, shining brightly and dazzlingly, but..." Nan Xi's voice lowered: "At that time, she was simply

Don’t remember me.”

"After knowing that his academic performance was excellent, I studied harder. I studied hard and studied like crazy, just thinking that one day I would be as good as him and go to the same school, so that I could still see him and miss him.

."

"Even if he doesn't know me, I still feel very happy. I don't want much, and my requirements are very simple. As long as I can look at him, I'm satisfied."

Nan Xi said, the soft smile on her lips rippled in the gentle breeze of the night.

Although ten years have passed, the two finally ended up with a "divorce".

But recalling those past events, especially the period of youth when she was risking everything for him and working hard for him, she still felt full of beauty.

Not all secret loves are bitter. At least in her high school year, this secret love brought her a lot of sweetness.

When studying was hard or tiring, just looking at him would immediately make her feel rejuvenated;

Sometimes, even just looking at her from a distance can make her happy for a long time.

When this happiness disappeared, she would quietly rush to see him again.

"At that time, I studied very seriously and stayed up late at night almost every day, but there was only one exception. Every day during lunch, when the teacher called out that school was over, I rushed out as hard as I could. Do you know why?"

Lu Jianshen shook his head, feeling extremely bitter in his heart: "I don't know."

"Because..." Nan Xi smiled and replied stupidly: "Because at that time, the senior high school students were the first to eat. His classroom was on the second floor and I was on the fourth floor. If I rushed there early, I would be in time to catch up with their class after school.

If I slow down a little, I can take a look at him from a distance in the stairwell."

"At that time, when we were eating, he would be in line, and I would always be in line next to him, because that way, I could take a look at him from a distance."

"But this happens very rarely. It depends on luck, because the school time for the first and third grade students is several minutes apart. Many times when we just leave the classroom, they have already finished eating. In about a month, we can only see two at most.

three times."

"However, I am very..." satisfied.

Before Nan Xi finished speaking the last few words, he found that Lu Jianshen had turned around and walked forward.

Yes, he really couldn't force himself to listen to these sweetnesses and happiness.

He straightened his body and walked forward alone and lonely.

For some reason, at that moment, she seemed to see the loneliness and sadness in his back.
Chapter completed!