Mu Wan nodded distressedly: "Okay, mom knows, how can mom be willing to blame the girl you like, the girl you protect so carefully!"

"Mom just feels bad that the relationship between you two is too shallow."

Zhou Xiannan stopped talking. There was indeed no fate between them.

In fact, countless times, he wondered if everything would have been different if he had met Xixi first.

Unfortunately, there is no if in this world.

So now he can only wish her well.

Seeing her happy makes him happy too.

Ever since that day when Lu Jianshen, Nian Qing and Simu mentioned the matter of having a younger sister, the two children had remembered it in their hearts.

While taking a shower, she kept pulling him and asking: "Dad, can you speed up a little? You are too slow, like a snail. When can I see my sister if you keep going like this?"

"Yeah, we can't wait."

Because of the urgency of the two children, Lu Jianshen deliberately pulled Nan Xi to the bathroom at night.

The space here is large and the sound insulation effect is good, so the two children will never be disturbed.

Although he had already been teasing her to death, at the critical moment, Nanxi still remembered: "Honey, wait...avoid...the condom."

Lu Jian looked deeply at Nan Xi, his dark eyes were particularly deep, and his voice was slightly breathy: "Xixi, I want a daughter, is it okay?"

This answer was completely unexpected by Nan Xi.

An almost flat thunder suddenly exploded in her heart.

Reaching out her hand, she gently pushed Lu Jianshen away, then combed her long hair: "I'm sorry, husband..."

Nan Xi covered her face with her hands and choked up in the middle of her words.

Some memories rush into my mind like a tide in an instant.

Realizing that something was wrong with her, Lu Jianshen immediately put some clothes on her, then stretched out his arms to hold her in his arms: "What happened? Tell me, okay?"

Nan Xi just shook his head and didn't say a word.

"Xixi..."

"Wife..."

But no matter how Lu Jianshen shouted, Nanxi still covered her face and remained silent.

In the end, he could only turn her body around and take her hands away slightly forcefully.

When he pulled it apart, Nan Xi's face was already full of tears, and his clear eyes were filled with tears, and his eyes were red and swollen.

It can be seen how sad she was crying just now.

"No matter what happened, tell me and let's face it together, okay?" Lu Jianshen wiped the tears on her face and coaxed softly.

Nan Xi choked with sobs and said, "Husband, I'm just scared."

"Shortly after Nianqing and Simu were born, I took them abroad. Do you know how broken and helpless I was during that time? At first, I just felt anxious because I was too worried about Nianqing's health.

To.”

"But later, I found that I was not happy at all. I couldn't even laugh. No matter how cute Nian Qing and Simu looked at me or how brightly they smiled at me, I couldn't laugh. When they saw me, I couldn't laugh.

I just want to cry for them."

"One time it rained heavily, and Simu was lying on the bed crying loudly. I suddenly felt so annoyed that I had the urge to throw him away. But Nianqing was sleeping very deeply, so I held him and sat on the bay window.

, the window was open, and at that moment, I found myself wanting to jump down and run away.”

"Another time, I was pushing Simu's car with one hand and holding Nian Qing with the other. I ran a red light without knowing it. The driver braked suddenly. He rushed down and cursed at me. I was stunned on the road.

In the middle, I suddenly felt that it would be great if I was killed like that."

"After several times in a row, I realized something was wrong. I thought there might be something wrong with my psychology. I went to the doctor and they said I had depression. I didn't believe it. I had two such cute babies. How could I

What about depression?”

"However, after visiting several hospitals in a row, when all the reports were placed in front of me, I had to believe it."

"In order to prevent myself from hurting Nian Qing and Simu when I got sick, I hired two nannies to keep an eye on the children. Later, with the help of doctors, I took medicine and did a lot of rehabilitation training, and my condition gradually improved.

Stablize."

After saying this, Nan Xi was already crying uncontrollably.

She always thought that she had overcome these past events, so she never dared to mention them to anyone.

However, when Lu Jianshen brought up the idea of ​​having a younger sister, Nanxi realized that she had not won.

She was still scared, terribly scared.

She was afraid that she would have postpartum syndrome, that she would be depressed, and even more afraid that she would harm her baby.

If she really hurt the baby by mistake, she would never forgive herself for the rest of her life.

Lu Jianshen hugged Nan Xi tightly: "I'm sorry, wife. I don't blame you. You are not wrong. Many pregnant mothers tend to suffer from depression after giving birth. It was me who was wrong. I didn't stay with you and didn't protect you."

"Okay, let's not give birth. We won't give birth."

"You have brought Nian Qing and Simu to me, and I am very satisfied."

After crying a bit and telling those things, Nan Xi also felt a lot more relaxed.

In the end, it was Lu Jianshen who kept coaxing her until she gradually fell asleep.

Maybe because she was a little tired from crying yesterday, Nanxi didn't even notice when they got up in the morning.

There was no one in the living room, so Jianshen probably took them to do some exercises in the gym.

Just as breakfast was ready, Nanxi was going to call them for breakfast.

As soon as she got close, she was about to go in when Xiao Nianqing's voice came from inside: "Dad, did you say there is a little sister in mom's belly now?"

Lu Jianshen walked over, hugged Nian Qing, and looked at Simu: "I'm sorry, dad has to admit a mistake to you. Mom will no longer have a sister in her belly, and dad will not be able to fulfill his promise to you.

"

"Why?"

After learning that they had been deceived, the two little guys had red eyes and looked angry and aggrieved.

Lu Jianshen explained patiently: "Because dad just learned that mom had a hard time after giving birth to you. She got a serious illness. Although mom has recovered, dad doesn't want her to get sick again."

"Moreover, mom made a cut on her belly when she gave birth to you, and there is still a scar there. Mom is in pain, and dad doesn't want her to be in pain."

"Although my sister is cute, my mother will become very busy and hard if she has a sister, so we don't want a sister, okay?"

At this time, the two children nodded quickly and said very seriously: "Okay, Dad, we promise you we won't have any more sisters."

"Are you a little disappointed?" Lu Jianshen pinched their cheeks and asked.

"A little bit, but mommy is the most important thing. If giving birth to a sister will make mommy miserable and hard, then we don't want a sister. We just want to make mommy happy.
Chapter completed!