On the way back, Nanxi searched for popular science videos about miscarriage.

When she saw those contents, she was already frightened.

The whole process is extremely cruel.

When I went to bed at night, those horrific scenes began to play on a loop in my dreams.

Every scene deeply hurt her heart.

In the dream, it was as if an invisible hand was squeezing her neck and questioning her crazily: "Nanxi, you are not a human being. Why are you so cruel? You even killed your own child."

"Nanxi, tiger poison cannot eat its seeds, you are too cruel."

Hearing these words, Nan Xi was so shocked that he broke out in sweats.

Not only her forehead, but also her clothes were all soaked soon.

Lu Jianshen guessed that she might be having a nightmare, so he pushed her gently and shouted: "Xixi, Xixi, wake up!"

"Honey, it's okay, I'm by your side, don't be afraid."

But no matter how he shouted, it had no effect. Nan Xi still closed her eyes and her head shook uneasily.

Moreover, her face was full of fear and panic, and she kept shouting: "No, no!"

"I'm sorry, I know I was wrong."

Finally, there was a scream, and Nan Xi stretched out her hand to grab it wildly, but suddenly her grasp was empty, and she woke up.

Seeing Lu Jianshen, she was so frightened that she threw herself into his arms: "Husband, wuwu, you scared me to death. I just had so many dreams, one after another. I wanted to wake up but I couldn't."

"I dreamed about a miscarriage. It was really scary. Did you know that they would use pliers on the already formed baby..."

Nanxi could no longer say anything else.

"Husband, I regret it. I have changed my mind. Let's not be so cruel, okay?"

"Shall we keep the baby?"

Nanxi raised his head and stared at Lu Jianshen, his black eyes full of tears.

Just thinking of those cruel scenes made her suffocated and breathless.

"Honey, it's okay. Just wake up. Can I sleep with you?"

Nanxi still shook her head: "No, I can't sleep just when I think of those pictures."

"Then I'll accompany you."

After sitting with her for an hour, Lu Jianshen held her tightly and played some light music through headphones, Nan Xi's mood eased a little.

Seeing that she was sleepy, he whispered in his ear: "Go to sleep, I will stay with you and I won't go anywhere."

Nanxi suddenly grabbed his clothes and asked very seriously: "Jianshen, I remember everything the doctor said very clearly. She said the baby is about to take shape. Let's not be really cruel now, so

Can you promise me that we keep her?"

"..."

Seeing that Lu Jianshen didn't speak and frowned, Nanxi held him tighter: "Husband, please promise me that we will keep her and we won't fight, okay?"

"Okay?"

She asked, tears streaming down her face.

The whole person was like a tearful person, and the expression on his face was even more heartbroken.

"good."

Looking at her, Lu Jianshen couldn't bear it anymore and relaxed: "Okay."

Hearing this answer, Nan Xi felt relieved.

Holding his waist, she fell asleep contentedly.

This time, she still had a dream.

It's just that it's no longer those bloody and terrifying dreams.

But there was a little girl crying in her dream, calling her sadly: "Mom, mom..."

Every time the little girl calls "Mom", Nan Xi's heart will hurt.

Especially when she saw those big, tearful, clear and watery eyes, she felt even more distressed.

"Mommy, I am your baby. I promise you that I will be very good and obedient. Don't abandon me. Don't abandon me, okay?"

"Mommy, I have been waiting in heaven for you to pick me up. If you don't want me anymore, I will disappear. Mommy, you must come to pick me up, okay?"

"Mommy..."

Finally, she heard her answer.

She saw herself picking up the little girl and gently wiping the tears on her face: "I'm sorry, baby, mommy promises you that she will definitely come to take you home."

"Not only mommy, but also dad and brother are looking forward to your arrival."

"Okay mommy, the baby is waiting for you in the sky, you must not regret it!"

"Well, Mommy keeps her word. Hanging with a hook will not change for a hundred years."

Dreaming of this, Nan Xi fell asleep with a smile and contentment.

Early the next morning, Nanxi told Lu Jianshen about this warm dream.

However, he seemed to be lacking in interest because he didn't have a good rest.

"Honey, I'm going to the bathroom. If you're sleepy, just sleep a little longer."

"Um."

Nan Xi was originally going to take a nap because her mother-in-law had already taken Nian Qing and Simu outside to play, and it was a good time to sleep.

But suddenly a burst of vomiting occurred, and she covered her lips and was about to run to the bathroom.

Suddenly, Lu Jianshen's voice came from inside: "Okay, you prescribe the medicine first, and I will convince her to use medical abortion first. If the medical abortion is not ideal, I will take the next step."

If he hadn't heard it with his own ears, Nan Xi would never have believed what he heard.

he?

He was just discussing medical abortion with the doctor!

However, he had clearly promised her last night that he would keep the baby.

Sensing something was wrong, Lu Jianshen turned around and saw a very sad Nan Xi standing at the door.

She held one hand against the wall, staring at him sadly with her dark eyes, her face full of pain.

Lu Jianshen panicked, he hung up the phone and walked over immediately.

However, before his hand touched Nan Xi's arm, she pushed him away.

"Don't touch me, tell me first, is what I just heard true?"

"I'm sorry, wife."

However, her answer was not denial, but admission.

"Why?" Nan Xi's eyes were full of tears, and she looked at him with anger and sadness: "Why do you want to go back on your word? You have obviously promised me, Lu Jianshen, you promised it yourself, have you forgotten?"

"Honey, calm down and listen to my explanation."

Lu Jianshen reached out to hug her, but Nanxi was so angry, how could she let him hug her.

She stretched out her hand and struggled violently.

The only thing he could do at this time was force, so Lu Jianshen didn't hesitate and held her firmly in his arms, not giving her a chance to leave.

Unable to break free, Nanxi became even more angry. She beat him to let him go, while crying and speaking.

"Lu Jianshen, we can't be so cruel. It's a living life. How can we kill it cruelly?"

"Do you know that I hesitated from the moment the doctor said she was about to take shape? Especially yesterday, when I heard her calling my mother over and over again in my dream, I decided that no matter what happened, I would do it.

Give birth to her."
Chapter completed!