Lu Jianshen said nothing.

He turned around and turned his back directly.

Chen Zheng reached out and knocked on the door.

Soon, Nan Xi's voice came from inside: "Please come in!"

When Chen Zheng entered, the door was not closed, but ajar.

In other words, Lu Jianshen can enter anytime he wants.

"Young madam, you still have leg cramps these days, can't you sleep well?" Chen Zheng asked.

Nanxi shook his head: "No, on the contrary, I have actually slept quite well these past few days."

Chen Zheng was stunned for a moment.

But soon, he thought of the reason.

"Young Madam, it was actually the Young Master who brought me up just now."

Nanxi suddenly looked at him, seemingly in disbelief: "He brought you up? What about the others?"

"If my guess is correct, the young master should be standing outside the door now and has not left."

Indeed, Lu Jianshen was leaning against the wall at the moment. His tall figure had long lost his usual tall and handsome appearance, and instead looked a bit lonely and decadent.

He held a cigarette between his bony fingers, raised it slightly, and then took a sharp puff.

In less than ten minutes, he had smoked two cigarettes.

As he puffed away the mist, his eyes looked particularly deep and sad.

Although the door was opened a crack, the sound insulation effect of the room was very good, so he couldn't hear the slightest sound inside.

The more this happens, the more tortured I feel.

It was like millions of ants were devouring his heart, and every second was extremely painful.

Several times, he wanted to rush in regardless.

But in the end, I endured it all.

In the room, Nanxi was sitting on a chair reading a book.

The book was turned page by page.

The room was extremely quiet, with only the occasional scraping of books.

After a long time, Chen Zheng broke the silence.

"If my guess is correct, the young lady must be angry with the young master!"

Nan Xi put down her hand and said calmly: "I'm not angry. In fact, I'm just aggrieved. I feel that there is nowhere to vent my sadness and discomfort."

"Chen Zheng, why? Why should he forget me and then turn around and fall in love with someone else?"

"You said, if I forget him, I fall in love with someone else..."

However, midway through the words, Nan Xi shook his head.

Smiling bitterly: "No, even if I lose my memory, I will not fall in love with anyone else."

Apart from him, she had never loved anyone else in her life.

But in his heart, he had pretended to be a lot of people.

"Chen Zheng, do you think I am quite contradictory? When he lost his memory, I just wanted him to regain his memory and remember me as soon as possible."

"Now that he has really recovered his memory, I suddenly became hypocritical."

Chen Zheng looked at her distressedly.

His voice is as gentle and warm as the breeze in May.

"Young madam, please don't blame yourself."

"I know that you just love the young master too much, so you are worried about some things and can't forget them."

"I can see that the young master still loves you even after losing his memory. The reason why he chose Zhou Xiaojing is just because of a man's guilt, self-blame, and irreparable debt. It is not love."

"Really?" Nanxi smiled, she didn't know.

Chen Zheng sat in the room for an hour and chatted with Nan Xi for a while.

When he went out, he just turned around and saw Lu Jianshen standing by the door.

He was wearing black clothes and was hidden in the dark night. If you don't look carefully, you can hardly see him.

"Master!" Chen Zheng shouted respectfully.

Lu Jianshen stared at him with a pair of falcon-like eyes, and his eyes were even more sharp.

There was a cold aura hanging over his whole body, and his tight thin lips showed his full forbearance.

After a while, he spoke: "Come with me."

When we arrived at the study, before Lu Jianshen could speak, Chen Zheng was the first to confess: "Master, the young lady is in a bad mood. I only chatted with her for a while."

Lu Jianshen raised his eyes and examined him carefully.

Then he said: "I heard that Lin Xiao arranged for you to protect Xixi after I left, and then you stayed by her side."

"yes."

"Nian Qing and Simu said that you are very familiar with Xixi's situation and take good care of her."

Chen Zheng leaned forward slightly: "I'm just doing my duty. After all, the task I received was to take care of everything about the young lady."

"Well, tell me everything that happened from the first day you came to her to today."

He has been absent from her life for too long.

Hope it's not too late.

He wants to make amends.

He wanted to know more about how she spent her time when he was away.

"Okay." Chen Zheng nodded: "There is a lot to say, so the young master must be mentally prepared to listen for a long time."

"I will keep listening no matter how long it takes."

That night, the light in the study room stayed up all night.

Lu Jian kept refilling his cup of coffee one cup after another.

However, he didn't feel sleepy at all.

There was only pain in that beating heart.

Endless, boundless spreading pain, strands of it, like thin threads, wrapped around his entire heart, then suddenly contracted and tightened.

During his absence, his Xixi experienced so much and endured so much.

How helpless and desperate she must be.

Later, when she finally found him, she should have been happy and full of expectations.

But he actually forgot her, said so many cruel words to her, and did so many cruel things.

"Xixi, everything is my fault."

Clenching his fists, Lu Jianshen secretly swore in his heart: no matter what, he would definitely get his wife back.

The next day, just after Nan Xi finished breakfast and put down her chopsticks, Lu Jianshen walked up to her and spoke proactively.

"Let me accompany you to the prenatal check-up!"

Nanxi asked in astonishment: "How did you know I was going to have a prenatal check-up today?"

"I asked Chen Zheng." He replied.

In fact, he had read her medical records several times.

Then I will remember the days of subsequent prenatal check-ups firmly in my mind.

Because it is the third trimester of pregnancy, checkups are more frequent.

In addition, Nanxi is worried about the baby, so she usually has to go there every two or three days.

"No, I'd better ask Chen Zheng to accompany me!"

"You haven't been there for a long time, and you are not familiar with many procedures. Chen Zheng is more familiar with it than you. I feel at ease with him here."

Nan Xi's words were almost like a knife stabbing into Lu Jianshen's heart.

No blood was seen, but the needle prick hurt.

Yes, he was absent from her pregnancy and their daughter for too long.

It was obviously an ordinary pregnancy test, but he didn't know anything about it.

He was a terrible husband.

Not even as good as having a bodyguard by your side.

Clenching his fist, Lu Jianshen said: "Xixi, I can learn."

"There's no need for it. We're already more than half way through the pregnancy test. We only have the last few weeks left. Just let Chen Zheng follow."
Chapter completed!