Chapter 209 Love is so painful
If it was said that they had no feelings before, but now it is different. The two have been together for so long, and no matter what kind of big and small things it is, they have experienced them almost once.
Whether they were born and died together or solved problems together, they had become recognized as loving men and women between them. But now they didn't know what was happening, so they hurriedly fled, leaving behind this man who knew nothing, and searched for her like crazy in China.
He is a dignified president, not the same as an ordinary man.
He was cold and had no emotions.
But after meeting this woman, she clumsyly expressed her love again and again. If Zuo Qingsheng doesn't understand the relationship between them yet, she can only say that she has been pretending for so long, right?
Xiao Quxi didn't know, why this man who had never been close to women would fall in love with such a cold woman in this situation. If she was in terms of appearance and posture, Xiao Quxi would not have been there, but why, for this woman who had only seen several times before, she used her own body to save her.
Why pay close attention to this woman?
He even sent himself, who had been by his side, to be a small assistant, and had to worry about whether his identity would be discovered at all times, and also reported all the information about this woman.
If she fell in love with a woman like this, she would never believe it.
But the facts prove that this man loves this woman, and even loves it to the point where it makes people crazy!
It was unknown how long it took for Xiao Quxi to let out a breath slowly. She had no idea how much emotion she had suppressed, so that her voice could become so calm.
"Team Leader Zuo, I think if you can't understand what kind of mood Mr. He would come to you, and now you don't have to look like you are actually very pitiful."
Xiao Quxi slowly imitated Zuo Qingsheng's laughter and sneered. Her eyebrows, which originally looked tender, are now full of resentment and coldness. Even through a telephone line, Zuo Qingsheng could already feel the murderous aura that was coming to his face.
Her voice was faintly disdainful, "You won't cherish him at all! You won't know how much he has paid for you! You are just so selfish! You just think about what kind of grievances you have suffered!"
Zuo Qingsheng wrinkled and did not say anything. He just listened silently to the woman opposite him venting the anger in her heart word by word. She knew that Xiao Quxi loved him and knew that she was always paying attention to him silently. Even when he saw He Tingchen treating him with all his sincerity, how painful it was.
"Okay...you just leave. You are not worthy of his selfless love for you!"
As Xiao Quxi said, she wanted to hang up the phone. When she heard her tone pause, she was slightly angry, Zuo Qingsheng just turned cold.
"Okay... I will never return to China, so you can return to his side. Let He Tingchen take care of himself and don't do things that make me bored."
Taking the lead, Zuo Qingsheng hung up the phone.
Before she could react, she quickly turned off the machine in her hand.
He waved his hand and threw the phone aside. There was a hint of excitement between his eyebrows, but what was hidden between them was a hint of fatigue and pain.
Serena's door was closed tightly. Zuo Qingsheng raised his head and looked at the empty room. She was the only one who was in the empty room. The sound of her breathing was slowly accelerating.
In this room, she looked like when she left a few months ago. It can be seen that Serena didn't like having any ideas about these things and the time to reorganize them.
Everything here makes her feel warm. Whether it is the tone of the room or the randomly placed DVDs and books, the warm and soft light makes her look a bit "home".
This room directly crushed her former house when she just went back. The one she rented was even better than the hotel that looked particularly luxuriously decorated, but was actually cold and had no human touch.
She didn't know what she should do now, but her first reaction was to get rid of the past and pull herself out of the time in China with laughter and tears, and slowly hide herself in that hard and cold body again.
She didn't want another person to hurt herself like this again.
Even Lu Qiyuan, even Yang Keling, and even He Tingchen.
After taking a look at the blanket on the sofa and the empty orange juice, although Serena did not have a particularly good relationship with her, everything between the two was able to support each other except for private matters and the things they wanted to hide.
She gently knocked on Serena's workroom, aiming at the look of a woman sitting at the computer desk. Her expression was particularly serious. Although she was very beautiful, she was also considered a tomboy.
He turned around and smiled at her while taking care of her appearance. He even had many similarities with A Jing from TC.
She sighed softly, "Selina, I'm so sorry, I'm worried about coming back so hard today! It seems that I will still ask for your help in the future..."
Serena raised her head from her computer, smiled and made a thoughtful expression, which looked a bit particularly interesting.
"Isn't that great, Left? We can continue to live together again in the future! We are friends!"
Serena laughed, and she laughed with her, and both of them started to laugh foolishly.
"Okay, you're busy, my friend, let's have a meal tonight to celebrate?"
Serena nodded, glanced at the work she was almost finished, and nodded along with her.
"It's so great, but now the first thing you have to do is to take a shower immediately, Zuo! I don't really want to have a meal with a dirty woman..."
She smiled and made a disgusting expression, which made Zuo Qingsheng's already gloomy mood suddenly become happy. Such a faint care was even much more comfortable and natural than the questioning that followed the roots.
She nodded and closed the door.
She entered the place where she had lived for several years. Fortunately, she met her at the beginning, otherwise she wouldn't know how many times she had died in the hands of these people. For so many years, it was because she had relied on Yang Keling's relationship, so she was able to have a little smoother. However, compared to her leap and progress in work, she still paid more attention to the relationship between society and interpersonal relationships.
It also made those rumors hurt herself again and again.
Curtains were drawn in the room, and only the subtle light passed through the thin layer of gauze and fell into the dim room, which seemed to add a bit of sorrow and loneliness to such a warm little room.
Zuo Qingsheng looked slowly, gently stroked the soft bed he had slept with his fingers. Everything in the room was covered with a layer of cloth. The white cloth was flat and there was almost no wrinkles. It was laid on the furniture.
White cloth was placed on the bed, chairs, cabinets and tables.
Zuo Qingsheng walked over and reached out to open the curtains. The light that jumped in outside the window made her feel a little unreal. She squinted her eyes gently and adapted to such strong light.
She slowly pulled away the white cloth, obviously found a thin layer of dust on it, sighed softly, and had to find some clean clothes first and walked into the bathroom.
Looking at this familiar mirror.
In recent years, every time I cry, I gritted my teeth in front of a mirror, desperately holding my crying voice over. Tears were spinning in my eyes, but they couldn't fall down at all.
But today is different.
As soon as she walked in, she went to the mirror.
Suddenly, I felt that I could no longer hold back my tears like before. Even though my eyes didn't feel anything, she looked in the mirror, but when she looked in front of her, she had long since blurred, and the woman's face in the mirror had already become tears streaming down.
"Why...why is it so painful..."
She bit her lips and almost bit her thin lips out of blood, covering it layer by layer. The feeling of bloody mouth was really unpleasant, and it made people fascinated by such bloody smell.
She was in so much pain that she didn't know what she had to do to get out of such pain, but she knew that the pain and sorrow this time were even stronger than all the sadness in those four years.
This time...is it because she once again... fell in love with another man who made her unable to extricate herself in a deeper and more serious way?
...
Listening to the woman in front of him, He Tingchen reached out and smashed his phone to the ground. The man raised his eyes, and his red eyes looked a little scared.
"Zuo Qingsheng... wait for me!"
He Tingchen had just spoken with Xiao Qu Xi on the phone, but he didn't expect that Zuo Qingsheng would call her the next second and missed the two of them. After a while, Xiao Qu Xi called again and said that Zuo Qingsheng had already gone to the United States at this time.
Chapter completed!