Chapter 296 I will suffer too
Zuo Qingsheng had returned to expressionlessness, and even had a little indifference in her eyes. She didn't know what she should say. Yang Keling's meaning had been expressed clearly. Even if she wanted to pretend that she didn't know, she couldn't do anything.
But he still explained, "After you left, I separated from her. Although I was eager to find you, the facts told me that I am sorry for you. How could my departure save you?"
Yang Keling couldn't stop his smile, his eyes were joking but full of grief, which made people wonder how to deal with his emotions. Zuo Qingsheng didn't move. No matter what he said, he thought he hadn't heard it, and just thought he was stunned for a moment, standing at the door without moving.
Yang Keling hugged her, and her skin was tightly pressed against her. The cold clothes and cold hands made people feel as if they were in an ice hell, but his chest was burning, his breathing and even his emotions were burning, and she was sandwiched in the middle as if burning fire.
The body under his clothes no longer felt as touched as it was a year or two ago, and it was even thinner now. Every bone seemed to be a little bit irritated. His arms were so tight that they were about to embed Zuo Qingsheng into his body.
"Qingsheng, can you forgive me? After so many years of friendship, how could you not understand my thoughts? After a year or two, you will disappear and never give me any news from now on. But I know, I know you have returned to that man..."
A faint pain and loneliness floated in his tone. Zuo Qingsheng bit the corner of his lips and suppressed the grief in his heart. He could hear his voice and sounded on his ears, and the man's burning breath sprayed on his face.
Zuo Qingsheng only felt that... the hair on his cheeks trembled slightly because of him.
Yang Keling smiled helplessly, "But I know you came to the United States, but I still can't help myself. I can't help but feel the emotions that are rolling in my heart. I just want to find you!"
Zuo Qingsheng didn't know that he had been silent for a long time, but he only heard his words without any emotion. He looked at the void in front of him and said word by word.
"Please move aside after we have been friends. Are we all too close to each other? Moreover, I already have a fiancé, should you cut off all your thoughts?"
Zuo Qingsheng smiled slightly, but his tone was particularly cold, but he revealed some sincere congratulations. "Actually, I think Serena is very good. You are really a handsome man with her. Why don't you go and find her again? I was looking forward to having your wedding wine before!"
She smiled happily, making people feel a little heartless.
Yang Keling slowly let go of the hand holding her, but did not pull the distance between the two. He lowered his head and looked at her. A few complicated emotions flashed in his eyes, making people unable to see through what kind of emotions he was looking at Zuo Qingsheng.
Zuo Qingsheng raised his head, his face became extremely gentle, as if the woman with stiff body just now was not her at all, and she said with a real look.
"Yang Keling, I have really troubled your care over the years, otherwise I would not have lived today, but now I have family, fiancé, and even found my own child. Between you and me, it can only be considered a friend who saves me..."
She smiled, her face was innocent and full of real rejection.
"I can give you my life-saving grace slowly, but the way I took is not to follow you and love someone I don't love at all. It would be really painful."
Yang Keling's body slowly became stiff. Looking at her, he felt his mouth full of bitterness, his mind was messy, and all his thoughts seemed to have turned into a mess, making him speechless.
"I am living a happy life now. He Tingchen loves me very much, and He Shenyan loves me very much. Even if I am the one who only had you in my life, I wouldn't be able to fall in love with you. We are just friends. You...you should give up now, okay?"
She almost begged tone. The woman who was just smiling heartlessly in front of her could not suppress the crystal water stains flowing out of her eyes. The transparent liquid slowly slid down her cheeks, washing away a thin layer of fragrant powder on her face. The thin redness was washed away, revealing the paleness of the skin below.
Yang Keling felt helpless. He didn't know what method he should take to express his inner thoughts, but when he saw her crying, he felt that the whole world had collapsed.
He rushed forward and reached out to wipe away the tears from her face, but his movements were panic, but he was extra careful, as if he saw the porcelain in front of him suddenly crying. He wanted to wipe the tears clean, but he was afraid that she would break in an instant and would be defeated in front of him and would never be able to recover.
He was scared.
"Okay, Qingsheng, don't cry, I won't hurt you, don't cry, if you cry because of me, how can I feel ashamed? Qingsheng, don't cry, I won't say this anymore, don't cry, I'll leave... I'll leave."
He wanted to wipe her tears clean, but as soon as he touched her, tears in his eyes rushed out in an instant. He stared at her eyes and slowly retreated. His steps were a little flustered, but more of them were reluctant and painful.
How could he be willing to leave?
Zuo Qingsheng watched his fingers hanging down weakly in front of him, like a branch that had broken off vitality. He gradually lost his original emotions. He was afraid that Zuo Qingsheng would leave him, but he was even more afraid that he would hurt her.
I am afraid that I will hurt this woman who is always fragile in his heart.
"I know everything. You don't need to explain to me. I have received your feelings, but from now on, I hope you don't do this. We all have their own lives... Look back, Serena is waiting for you there, and you are not the only one!"
Zuo Qingsheng smiled at him, and tears fell down his cheeks.
This woman who never wanted to cry in front of him or even in front of others is now so fragile that she would break it up as soon as she touched her. How could he bear to hurt her?
Yang Keling retreated and gradually left her sight.
But his eyes were the only world where Zuo Qingsheng was.
Before he could say a word, the door closed with a "slam".
A heart trembled.
It seemed that all his strength had been lost on his legs, and Yang Keling slowly fell on the wall beside him.
But this white wall seemed to be unable to support his strength. The moment he fell down, he leaned his hands and stood up slowly and laughed.
"Is that true... But since you are all feeling pain, how can I not suffer?"
The lights in the corridor slowly went out, but the door did not open again.
Yang Keling stood there for a while, looking at the door, not knowing what he was silently reciting. After a long time, when he was a little unsteady, he slowly exhaled a long breath, turned around and ran towards the stairwell.
"Ding thud--"
It was his voice going downstairs.
He ran very fast, and the stairwell of the hotel was empty. He ran wildly inside and ran towards the lowest floor. During this period, nothing would stop him, but he still fell down in the stairwell as if he had tripped over something.
His body rolled on the stairs. He let himself roll down several steps to the ladder, without any sound, and he didn't even make a sound of pain.
But Yang Keling... fell to the ground and slowly closed his eyes.
Zuo Qingsheng sat on the bed, covered his whole body with a quilt, and his head was buried tightly in the quilt. She cried, not because Yang Keling left, but because she had lost such a good friend, and he left, and he would not come to him again with this sound.
The man who once took care of himself in all things big and big. No matter what kind of things he encountered, first of all, a man who appeared in front of him, no matter what kind of rumors he heard, the man who believed in him, the man who gave him all the sunshine...
"Yang Keling...you must be happy."
In the afternoon, Zuo Qingsheng came out of the hotel. She was a little lost and couldn't concentrate for a long time.
"I just said something was ringing in the stairwell in the morning for a long time."
A whispering voice came, "Who knows? Didn't you see an ambulance just now? It seems that something happened to me."
Zuo Qingsheng walked out and didn't care. After her figure had disappeared at the door of the hotel, the few people who had just spoken behind him slowly spoke.
"Oh... he was covered in blood. He should be a man!"
"Yes, I really don't know what I did. I was too careless, right? I actually fell down the stairs. I just don't know if I can save it..."
The other person sighed and said to her, "I think he did this on purpose? Otherwise, he would have been pushed down from the stairwell and smashed into that shape. This man would be so pitiful."
Chapter completed!