Wang Taika nodded: "So this proves that I don't like you."

"I felt the same way at the time." Chong'er smiled and said confidently: "Why? I can't figure out why I can't smile at you as much as Victoria, even though I have worked so hard. But... if you

If you are really single-minded, why can't you let go of me? This is a paradox."

Wang Taika said: "Chong'er, maybe it was my attitude that caused Nao to misunderstand. Well, I admit today that I am a scumbag. Sometimes I will suddenly be nice to someone, but it is not true. What I meant

You, you know, I didn’t say that I am special to anyone. No, no, I mean... Actually, you should know that I am not a special person to anyone. Right, I am a bit indifferent.

Yes. But maybe I have misunderstood and misunderstood my concern for you. This is not good, and I know it. So what I want to say is that I have misunderstood you, and I really treat you as a relative."

"So?" Chong'er asked: "What do you want to express these things? Am I being too sentimental?"

"No, it's my problem. I made you misunderstand." Wang Taika said: "I actually... never thought it would happen. After all, you are an idol, and I am just an ordinary cameraman.

, right! I’m not from the same place at all, and I’m very lucky to be friends. But further, I didn’t think about it. Yes, that’s it. I...well, that’s what I mean.

That means...well, I mean..."

"Don't stutter, don't be nervous, speak slowly." Chong'er said meaningfully, "I will accompany you in the performance."

"No, I can't even understand what you are saying!" Wang Taika said: "When we were at Deoksugung Palace, I did... maybe I was a little too ambiguous. Uh...

How to put it this way, this can't be said about mine. The main thing is that you are good-looking. You also know that I have bipolar disorder, right! As I said just now, once I have an attack, I may not be able to help it...

..Who should I hug? Who should I kiss? Right, and it’s hard to say, because I’m so excited. Of course, I didn’t have any undue thoughts about you! Absolutely not! I just... really wanted to kiss you.

You are coming!"

"So this is all due to bipolar disorder?" Chong'er asked, "It has nothing to do with you?"

Wang Taika scratched his head: "So...are you too cowardly?"

Chong'er smiled: "Seventeen, do you know? Because of you, I have been studying bipolar disorder for a long time. So it makes no sense for you to lie in front of me."

Wang Taika was stunned: "What do you mean?"

"Your explanation is over. It's my turn." Chong'er said: "As you said, at the beginning, I was really inferior to myself. Well, I was inferior to myself because I didn't know why, so I lost.

Yes. It’s not that I’ve never liked someone before, I can understand that feeling. But without even comparing, I lost completely. I even thought that it was my inner demon, so I really accepted my fate. I felt

You deserve that!"

Wang Taika asked: "Inner demon? What inner demon?"

Chong'er shook his head: "That's another story. But now, I understand a lot about you."

Chong'er slowly fell into deep thought, and the scroll of memories unfolded again, each scene after another, and the details were also revealed! It was like a valve was opened, countless thoughts collided with each other, and slowly turned into a somewhat absurd,

But the so-called truth is extremely reasonable.

It was so cruel, so cruel that Chong'er found it ridiculous and absurd. Compared with this horrifying truth, the torture and pain in the past seemed more like a pediatrician's experience, like a mockery!

Chong'er looked at Wang Taika with burning eyes: "So now I want to understand, it's not that you have never been attracted to me, but... but that you must have some reason that forced you to choose

victoria.What’s the reason?”

"Nothing!" Wang Taika denied directly: "You think you are Sherlock Holmes! What are you doing! Nothing!"

Chong'er smiled and said: "To be honest, I couldn't figure it out before this. I even doubted myself. But when I saw that the number of pills in your medicine bottle has not decreased, I finally understood. It seems that I guess

correct."

Wang Taika's pupils shrank and he asked in a deep voice: "What... guess?"

Chong'er asked: "I only ask you two questions. If you can answer them, then treat everything as if I am being sentimental. From now on we are family friends and we will not bother you anymore. If you can't answer them, it proves that you have something in your heart."

I."

Wang Taika said nothing.

"The first question is, do you really like Victoria and have to be with her, or is it because... the final knot of your bipolar disorder is Victoria? So what you lack most is to face

Right? After so many years of separation, you only dare to come to Korea now because you can't face Victoria. When you can face her calmly, your bipolar disorder will be more than half cured! Getting the lost lover again will make you

Do you have no regrets in your heart?"

Wang Taika still didn't answer.

"Second question, you have stopped taking medicine on time recently, are you worried that your bipolar disorder will really be cured? After all, if you have bipolar disorder, you can only run on the dead end road of pursuing Victoria, even if you are ahead

Even if you are in the abyss, you will be broken into pieces, and you can't turn back. But once you recover...will you choose me? Or choose your Ji Eun-chan? Or... Taeyeon Unnie? Or me

Who doesn’t know?”

Wang Taika looked at Chong'er and opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say.

Chong'er smiled, slightly mockingly: "Don't answer? Do you not want to answer, or don't know how to answer? So you are a coward, right! What I just said is right."

"Song..." Wang Taika's eyes were dazed for a moment, and then there was only helplessness in his eyes. Some things are not that he doesn't want to choose, but that he has no choice!

"You think you are overthinking." Wang Taika reached out and took out a pill from the medicine bottle, threw it directly into his mouth, and then said: "Do you think you are writing a novel? How can it be so ridiculous? That's it.

, I won’t even be friends with you from now on.”

Chong'er looked at Wang Taika, with a serious and desperate tone, and asked: "Shiqi, I don't care if you really harbor resentment, or what methods you want to use to achieve your goals. Even if you are really a bad person.

Okay! I don’t even think that we really want to be together. Even if we like it, it doesn’t mean we will really be together. I understand that. I just want to say... don’t lie to me, please

Already."

Chong'er's eyes were red, and despite the raging tears and unbearable sadness, she still spoke half-jokingly.
Chapter completed!