"Modu, in the beginning, after I paid the monthly rent, water and electricity bills and purchased some new daily necessities, it was almost difficult to maintain my life. In order to save money, I walked two stops to the company every day, and even on weekends.

I stay at home and don’t go out shopping. Occasionally I’ll be treated to a treat, so I always pack up the unfinished meals and take them to the company for lunch the next day.” Lin Yusheng laughed while talking, all with a wry smile.

"Except for this time, everyone rarely sees me eating at the company. My colleagues sometimes go out to eat together. Everyone, aa, I have never participated."

"One time during lunch time, a colleague went out and found that he didn't bring his mobile phone, so he came back to get it. He happened to see me having lunch in the small conference room. My colleague rushed in excitedly and said: 'Oh, I finally saw you eating.

Oh, I thought you didn’t care about the world!’ Haha, I still clearly remember the scene at that time.”

Lin Yusheng lowered his head and said: "I just looked at that colleague in embarrassment. Suddenly I didn't know where to put the hand holding the chopsticks. I clenched my fist and clenched the chopsticks. Because my lunch was noodles cooked in the morning, and there was no

Tomatoes, no eggs, no vegetables, just noodles, placed in plastic

In the lunch box, after a morning of expansion, it has turned into a bowl of 'dough'. Heat it in the microwave and it is the so-called lunch. I still remember that there is a puppy with its tongue sticking out on the lunch box.

His sly eyes seemed to see through the embarrassing emotions, and he smiled at me mockingly."

Wang Taika couldn't stand it anymore. He resisted these stories the most, because he knew they were all true, so it was difficult for him to calm down. He would even rather watch a horror movie.

"Another time, at a company party, I drew a handbag of a brand during the lottery. It was probably the most expensive thing I own, even more expensive than my house. But, after all, it was just a thing. Even

, something that becomes popular without any effort.”

"The evils of capitalism..." Wang Taika wanted to say something to lighten up the atmosphere, but found that the atmosphere was so solemn that it seemed difficult to breathe, and it was impossible to liven up the atmosphere at all.

Lin Yusheng was a little sad: "That day, I drank the high-end red wine that I should have tasted carefully as mineral water. They say you shouldn't drink when you are in a bad mood. It's true. I passed out completely after less than three glasses.

Later I woke up and returned home at night. I looked at the so-called 'home'. It was less than ten square meters, with three bunk beds and six people living in it. I wanted to use the bathroom, and I was surprised to find that there were

It's a man. There are cups with colorful toothbrushes and toothpastes on the sink. The shower gel is probably shared, because I can't tell which one is my own. There is someone cooking in the kitchen, and there is no range hood, so there are everywhere in the room.

It was the smell of oil. After taking two steps, I felt something under my feet. When I lowered my head, I saw that someone’s slippers were placed in the narrow aisle between the two tables.”

"Are you hungry? How about I cook you something to eat?" Wang Taika wanted to change the subject.

Lin Yusheng looked at Wang Taika and said nothing. Wang Taika really couldn't stand that look, so he had to signal: "You continue!"

"I cried that day!" Lin Yusheng said: "I lived in the upper bunk, the bed was clean and tidy, and I hung up the mosquito net carefully. Everything was so out of place. Late that night, I suddenly couldn't help it, so I ran out and started crying.

, crying hysterically, crying and shouting at the same time.”

"Am I stupid? If I don't do such a leisurely job at home, and don't enjoy so much love from my parents, why would I come to this damn place! Why? Because the things I like are not available at home!"

"Me! I like those ethereal things. I like the life in the big city, the drunkenness and the feasting. I am so damn vain!"

If it weren't for the alcohol attack, how much pain would have to be swallowed secretly. Who really understands? However, even in such difficult days, Lin Yusheng never thought of giving up.

Speaking of this, Lin Yusheng suddenly stopped, looked at Wang Taika with a complicated look on his face, and asked: "Do you know why the Magic City is called the Magic City?"

Wang Taika said dumbly: "Why?"

Lin Yusheng smiled: "Because it is a devil disguised as an angel, people are always tempted to get its favor, but you know, no one has ever been favored by it, or it is favoring everyone in its arms. People here. Many people come here every day, hoping to use its inclusiveness to realize their dreams. However, many people are forced to leave here every day. They spend a while here, or even spend a lifetime, and finally Discover that I am still an ordinary person."

Lin Yusheng's tone suddenly changed and he said: "But I, Lin Yusheng, are not afraid! Then just waste it. At worst, you will waste your youth. In the end, it will only be one word, two horizontally and one vertically, do it."

The sky was dark, and in the dark night, Wang Taika couldn't see clearly Lin Yusheng's expression.

"Later, life got better. I worked hard and performed very well, and the company gradually valued me. That time, the company's administrative specialist resigned due to pregnancy. The company saw that I was working so hard, so it wanted to promote me to replace me because my education level was too low. problem, and even asked me to come to South Korea to study abroad.”

"I came to South Korea to continue my work-study program. But I have never wanted to be an ordinary person. I want to be someone who is looked up to and admired by everyone. I no longer want to be an irrelevant supporting role, I want to be a protagonist! I will be treated as the leading female role. "The protagonist! So after I came to Korea, I came up with the idea that I want to be an idol!" Lin Yusheng showed a trace of yearning on his face: "Actually, I failed many times. Every interview was because of poor basic skills, poor appearance, and singing. No, I will be eliminated if I can’t dance. I don’t go to big companies, but to small companies that are not well-known, because it is easier to pass. Not long ago, I received a notice that I was hired by a very small company that had just established an agency. If you pass the company interview, you can become a trainee."

"Okay! It's really good!" Wang Taika breathed out, feeling that the depression in his heart was much better: "As long as the result is good, I don't have to cry during the process! If nothing else, if you really make your debut! I will definitely be Your crazy fan! I will definitely buy your album, and I even force Han Py to buy it too! I also... yes, I am still the king of anti-fans, Taika, whoever dares to treat you badly, I will do so! I'm still a paparazzi, so if anyone has a problem with you, I'll take pictures of their scandals!"

"Haha." Lin Yusheng smiled, but the smile slowly turned bitter: "It seems that everything is really going to get better. What a pity! If fate is so easy to control, it wouldn't be called fate. When I thought that someone from a poor family was When I was about to counterattack through my own efforts, fate played a joke on me."

Wang Taika's heart tightened and he asked, "What's wrong?"

"No matter how hard some people insist, she only deserves to be an ordinary person. She will never be the protagonist, and she will never be treated like a leading lady." Lin Yusheng said: "My mother had a car accident."

Wang Taika's head buzzed, and he didn't react for a long time.

"I had a falling out with my mother. I haven't called her in the past year. I just heard from my father that she has always been in good health. You said, how can someone who is in such good health and never gets sick...

..." It could be heard that Lin Yu was trying to suppress his hoarse cry.

Wang Taika's lips moved, but he didn't know what to say to comfort him. Speaking of which, he was not the protagonist and did not receive the treatment of the male lead.

The two supporting characters comfort each other, maybe this is the most tragic thing!
Chapter completed!