Chapter 137, learn to pay for your own choice
Suddenly remembering the cruel and hurtful words Taeyeon said, Wang Taika raised his forehead again, feeling extremely ridiculous and disturbing.
However, no one can talk about the things that are pressing in my heart. They have to wait until everything comes to fruition. When Wang Taika thinks of this, he feels exhausted both physically and mentally.
Quan Meng'er looked at Wang Taika's expression and asked, "Is PD Wang having emotional problems?"
Wang Taika looked at Quan Meng'er: "Huh? Why do you say that? Did I say that?"
"Oh..." Quan Meng'er reacted immediately and said, "No, no, I just made a random guess, but I feel it must be wrong."
Wang Taika continued to ask: "Then what kind of situation do you think would make a person suddenly turn against him? I mean, it was fine at first, and nothing happened. It's not right, even the dog he raised might die.
If so, is it normal to have a drastic change in personality?"
The more Quan Meng'er listened, the more confused she became: "What? I don't quite understand what you mean..."
Quan Meng'er felt like she was really going crazy. What on earth did Wang Taika want to do? What did he want to ask? How could he say that he could never find himself?
What about Wang Taika? He also realized that he was in a hurry and sought medical treatment. It also proved from the side that Wang Taika was so confused now that he couldn't even figure out basic logic.
"Then under what circumstances would you choose to end it completely? I mean...if nothing happened, you would choose to end it?"
Quan Meng'er thought for a while and said: "What can happen? I think it's impossible, or I feel bored for a moment. Isn't that what will happen? But...Did Wang PD encounter any difficulties?
He actually took the initiative to tell me."
"Do you think we are not familiar with each other, so why do we still need to talk to you?" Wang Taika asked.
Quan Meng'er nodded: "Yes, I have such an idea. I think PD is a bit risky."
"Haha..." Wang Taika smiled and said: "You are stupid, even if it is because you don't know anything, I dare to say it. I am not here to seek enlightenment, I just want to find someone to talk to.
.At least it makes me feel that I still have people who can come to me at a moment’s notice, so it’s not like I’m betraying all my relatives, right?”
Quan Meng'er was speechless! Although she felt like she was being played, Quan Meng'er had no way to refute.
"Why bother?"
"Wang PD, are you broken in love?"
Wang Taika immediately said: "No, you are thinking too much. You'd better not ask too many questions. I am doing it for your own good."
"Wang PD must be because he is too strong, right?" Quan Meng'er said: "The premise for two people to be together is that they both have feelings for each other. But the strong one will deal with it peacefully, and the weak one will compromise in order to maintain the relationship.
Accommodating. In the end, this trend will slowly deteriorate into two people becoming two strangers. Disappointment towards a person also starts from ignorance."
Wang Taika asked in return: "Why do you conclude that I have lost my love?"
Quan Meng'er pursed her lips, hesitated, and pointed at the corner of Wang Taika's mouth: "Lipstick mark."
Wang Taika stretched out his hand and wiped it, and sure enough, there was a faint trace of light red. This should be red, right? Wang Taika couldn't recognize it anyway. But it must be Taeyeon's, that's right.
Wang Taika said: "Preparing to leave should not be possible in a short while. But, are there really so many grievances? I...I feel like I am going crazy."
In fact, Wang Taika also understands that disappointment accumulates little by little.
Encounters are always caught off guard, and partings are often planned for a long time, and there are too many stories without endings. However, people always have to get used to meeting and parting. There are always some people who will slowly fade out of their lives. You must learn to accept them instead of missing them.
Some things are quite funny. I have to rush to find someone to ask for clarification, but in the end I realize that I already understood it, but I just didn't want to look at it.
Taeyeon's departure was inevitable.
I kept waiting, waiting for a long, long time, but in the end I didn't wait. It seemed to be a little closer every time, and in the end it was still not the ending I wanted.
Waiting is a very strange feeling. Taking a step forward is hope, and taking a step back is despair. It not only makes people feel waiting is painful, but also makes people comfort themselves by saying, "At least I still have someone to wait for."
Many people say that they have had a hard time waiting, but they still keep waiting even though they are in pain. This is the case for Wang Taika, and the same is true for Taeyeon.
Too many people would rather deceive themselves and keep waiting than dare to face the truth. Because no one is willing to easily admit that they love the wrong person.
Because there is so much unwillingness and persistence, the relationship has turned into a daydream. Even though you know you are in a dream, you still don’t want to wake up. In the end, will this relationship be let down by others or will it be a daydream?
It seems that I cannot explain clearly that I have been let down.
Wang Taika suddenly felt extremely tired.
Even Wang Taika was wondering at a certain moment whether he seemed to be used to waiting and simply thought that waiting would come. But while waiting, he missed the happiness that could have been happiness? Is this possible?
If Taeyeon just leaves cleanly, Wang Taika won't say anything or even be nostalgic.
But what happened when I was leaving...?
Wang Taika completely ignored Quan Meng'er in front of him, but suddenly became stunned.
...
Taeyeon completely ignored the person in front of her, but she suddenly became stunned.
Although there were people around me, I always felt lonely from the bottom of my heart. It was obvious that I left, but at the moment I left, my heart full of expectations for the world was destroyed.
The so-called loneliness is Taeyeon's normal state.
Staring out the window in a daze, walking slowly on the grass alone, listening to your favorite music quietly, these things are all lonely.
I had begun to enjoy it, but when I came back, it seemed empty. In such and such moments, who said that a person would not accumulate inner strength? Who said that this could not be considered a kind of healing?
After a long time, the person in front of her spoke, interrupting Taeyeon's thoughts.
"Although this is true, I don't think you have no choice at all. But it is indeed a bit too much to call out all the choices now."
Taeyeon slowly recovered and said, "Really? Maybe. I always wanted to worry about it before, but now that I think about it, it doesn't seem to matter. If it's not a certain person, it's actually the same, there is no difference."
People must learn to pay for their own choices. Some people realize this early and are willing to accept it calmly. Some people are indignant and always struggling with loneliness. Some people only understand it over time and slowly digest it. Some people never understand it.
Lived in a muddle.
Taeyeon just smiled when she thought of this.
Chapter completed!