Chapter Twelve, Premonitions
"When will the surgery be performed?" Wang Taika asked.
"I'm not sure. I'll wait until the injury on my face gets better. And when I was in a car accident, I lost a little bit too much blood. Now I'm a little anemic and I need to recover for a while." Su Wanzi was a little sad.
Wang Taika nodded: "Actually, it's not bad. This period of time is not long or short, but you have recovered so quickly now, which is very good. I remember that when I came to see you before, I had to use a wheelchair to push you.
Let's go. Now you can walk slowly with the help of others, it's really good."
Hearing this, Su Wanzi asked: "Oppa, I'm sorry, I can't help you with anything at XB."
Wang Taika didn't care at all, but teased: "I didn't expect you to apologize to me one day! It's not easy, hahaha, so to show your sincerity, please say a few more words."
Su Wanzi was helpless: "I'm serious, okay."
Wang Taika smiled and said: "I know, it's fine if XB has Ju Li and the others there. And I was originally worried that you would have nothing to do. I will reserve the seat for you, and I will definitely come back when you feel better. Hahaha, but this doesn't count.
Paid vacation!”
"Profiteer!" Su Wanzi was angry and funny. If it weren't for the inconvenience of being injured now, he would definitely pounce on Wang Taika to show his power.
The two of them were talking and laughing, and time passed extremely quickly. When Wang Taika and Su Wanzi chatted until they became thirsty, they realized that so much time had passed.
"Oh, it's time now. Then I'll go back." Wang Taika stood up.
Su Wanzi was a little reluctant to leave, but he covered it up just right, and just said in a relaxed tone: "Okay, it's time, then you should be careful on the way back. Um...you want to go home directly?"
Wang Taika scratched his head: "Besides, there seems to be no place to go. What's the matter? What's the matter?"
"No, I just wanted to ask suddenly." Su Wanzi nodded, and then couldn't help but ask: "Then you... drove here?"
"Otherwise?" Wang Taika couldn't help but asked, "Are you reluctant for me to leave? Do you think the ward is suddenly empty? Haha!"
Su Wanzi laughed and said: "Every time you say goodbye, you should be solemn, after all..."
"Come on, I have a feeling that what follows is not a good thing. You'd better stop cursing me. After all, I am also your savior!" Wang Taika said with a smile: "I will help you back to the hospital bed first, and then I can leave. Otherwise,
I don’t feel at ease if you sit here.”
Su Wanzi was very obedient this time and nodded: "Okay."
Wang Taika stretched out his hand and gently held Su Wanzi's arm, while the other hand gently held Su Wanzi's waist. Su Wanzi walked very slowly, step by step.
But after taking two steps, Su Wanzi received help from his arm and a hand supporting his waist. He suddenly felt a little sad and sighed and said something faintly.
"Suddenly I regret not agreeing to let you take me for a walk in the park."
Wang Taika smiled when he heard this: "I will come to see you in a few days. I have plenty of time."
After listening to this, Su Wanzi suddenly felt emotional for no reason and said: "It is always said that there is a lot of time, it is very long, but many things always happen in the blink of an eye. When I was young, I always looked forward to the time passing by.
Hurry up, waiting to grow up quickly, it feels so far away. I don’t know why, I like to dream a lot recently. And I dreamed that in the beginning, before I was in Crown, I was actually a trainee of S.M. You remember, you know.
?”
Wang Taika supported Su Wanzi and felt that Su Wanzi's body seemed very light, even a little thin, and agreed: "Well, I knew it by chance before. It was said that he was selected into the reserve team of SNSD. Later, because of some personal matters of his own,
quit."
Su Wanzi blinked and said with a smile: "Yes. I was so young at that time, and I even miss the days before I became a trainee before I came into contact with these things. Even if I have a lot of worries, I can still chase in the bright sunshine.
, running. What was the concept of time that I didn’t realize at that time? There was no passage of time in the days, no wind and rain, no sadness, no song that I wanted to sing but couldn’t sing. It was so simple at that time, as if I just wanted to run around all the time.
, the contradiction will be lost without any idea tomorrow."
Wang Taika glanced at Su Wanzi, who was feeling emotional, and suddenly felt a little heavy. Then he asked calmly: "Then what? What changes have happened now?"
"Now?" Su Wanzi thought for a moment and tried to speak in a relaxed tone: "Slowly, when I grow up, I experience things I don't want to experience, hesitation, depression, excitement...all the things I have learned in class.
I slowly experienced all the unhappy words in reality. I felt that time would be stretched infinitely without any sound. I began to accept the sweetness, bitterness, and bitterness in life, washed it away, and slowly learned to deal with it.
Problems, learn to tolerate. I always wonder if I can go back to the simple feeling at the beginning, but when I really try, I feel boring... That's probably it."
Wang Taika supported Su Wanzi and did not continue talking, because at this time he had realized something very bad.
Maybe others won't notice this, but as a patient with bipolar disorder himself, Wang Taika knows very well what kind of mentality Su Wanzi has now.
It's the kind of person who seems to suddenly grow old, even when he is seventy or eighty, he starts to have less expectations for the future and only misses his youth.
But it is abnormal for this kind of thing to happen to such a young girl like Su Wanzi. Because it will only bring endless loss.
Because this is...a sign of depression!
Wang Taika understood that although Su Wanzi pretended to be fine on the surface, he was actually under too much pressure in his heart. It could even be said that compared to the wounds on his body that were still bleeding faintly, the shadow in his heart was a serious injury that was indelible.
But this is only reasonable. After all, people will be shrouded in sorrow for a period of time after experiencing major setbacks. If they can be discovered and enlightened in time, everything will quietly get on the right track.
But if you don't pay attention to it, then those invisible depressions will increase little by little, day by day. In the end, they will be like a scourge, no longer under control, destroying all a person's hopes in a very short period of time. And that kind of
As a result, the possibility of being cured has become very low.
Many people only care about the scars on Su Wanzi's body, but forget that her heart is already devastated and covered with scars. Those pains are almost irreversible.
But the most terrifying thing is that Su Wanzi hides everything very well. Perhaps in her view, this is a kind of strength that prevents people around her from worrying. But this actually pushes herself closer to the endless danger.
abyss.
And if Wang Taika didn't suffer from severe bipolar disorder himself, so he felt the same way, he wouldn't have noticed it at all.
Chapter completed!