"Yes or no? Do you dare to deny it?"

Wang Taika was silent for a while and then said: "I don't deny that it has this influence. But it has nothing to do with who it is. It's just the same mistake. I only made it once. But this is the second time...

..”

"It's just an excuse! Terrorist, I know you won't feel the slightest discomfort or guilt because of my words." Zhien-chan closed her eyes and said, "Because in your heart, you still feel that you will make a sure profit."

"It is my misfortune to be separated. I lost someone I like. But you should be very happy. You just sacrificed someone you don't like, but you kept someone you like, even if that person may not like you!"

"

"Terrorist, you are the smartest person in the world!"

Wang Taika bent down to pick up the key and continued to open the door, but suddenly turned around and looked at Zhien-chan.

The two people are only one step away, but they seem to be separated by a long distance, and they can no longer get closer.

"I'm sorry." Wang Taika said.

Zhien-chan shook his head: "Don't say sorry to me. I hate this word the most. This word is hateful and hateful. Saying it can set off your nobility and show my narrow-mindedness. I don't like it, do you understand?"

"Well, then... Zhien-chan, let me do a magic trick for you."

"What?" Zhien-chan looked at Wang Taika.

Wang Taika said: "This magic is called the great transformation of living beings."

"What?" Zhien-chan shook her head: "No, I don't want to see it."

Wang Taika said to himself: "Pay attention, it's only this time. The countdown begins."

"I do not want to look!"

"three!"

"Terrorists, I want to see them."

"two!"

"Why......"

"One!" Wang Taika smiled: "I will make myself disappear from you!"

After Wang Taika finished saying this, he closed the door directly.

Sure enough, Wang Taika completely disappeared from Zhien-chan's sight!

Zhien-chan's lips trembled slightly, but she didn't show any signs of losing her composure.

But my heart has long been broken.

Life is always like this, always sad. Sometimes it’s because you don’t cherish the present and always miss the past, thinking that what you missed is the best, and what you encounter will no longer be so perfect. But I never thought that what I experienced at this time

The present is also the past that will be missed in the future.

Some things always seem nihilistic in words, and the pain and despair under the words feel floating, just like the pain of the soul being separated from the body.

In the end, Zhien-chan could only laugh numbly at herself.

"So pretentious."

Yes, it's really hypocritical.

Once upon a time, such a pretentious scene was really staged in front of Zhien-chan. But things have changed and people have changed. Unexpectedly, the characters in it were replaced by himself and the terrorists.

Once upon a time, Zhien-chan hated hypocrisy so much that she felt extremely bored even just thinking about it.

At that time, Zhien-chan felt that pretentiousness was scary because it was mediocre but pretended to be unique.

Occasionally being pretentious can be said to be a kind of sentiment. But many times, pretentiousness can easily go astray and turn into seeking death. Pretentiousness regardless of the occasion is more terrible than being emotional and will only make people exhausted.

However, in this hurried world, everyone is very busy and no one cares about the pretentiousness.

There's no point in being pretentious, it's the truth to work hard to get through it alone.

Take medicine when you are sick, bring an umbrella when it rains, and don’t always complain about your illness on social media. No one is interested in who is tossing and turning late at night, and no one cares about whose posts are deleted instantly.

As a saying goes, keep your pretentious words in your heart as much as possible. When the sun comes up, you will be glad you didn't say them out loud.

You can be hypocritical occasionally but not pretentious, and you can be venomous but not harsh. Be true to yourself, be sincere to others, and be sincere to the world.

Zhien-chan feels that she already understands the matter of hypocrisy very well.

But she found that she was wrong.

It's not that I misunderstood it, but that when a person falls into that situation, it seems that this is the only way.

Hypocrisy cannot solve any problems. Hypocrisy is just the last sincerity when a person is helpless, nothing more.

But Zhien-chan doesn’t hate Wang Taika, she really doesn’t.

This is not because of feelings, but because Zhien-chan also felt the same way. A few years ago, Zhien-chan actually often thought that if she had to part ways with someone one day, then saying goodbye properly would not be the loneliness and sadness in life.

Will it be less?

But now Zhien-chan understands that people can never say goodbye decently to the existence they like. The inconsiderate parting and the unspeakable goodbye are all the things that will happen in the future when talking about this past to others on the road.

There are waves that cannot be hidden.

Since I couldn't see him again, I left without saying goodbye.

It seems that as long as you leave first and don't look back, this is not a passive separation, but a young and proud choice.

There is no less painful way between parting and being parted. Saying goodbye does not necessarily mean loss. People come and go, and the tide ebbs and flows. When parting becomes normal for adults, parting will no longer be so scary and uncomfortable.

Maybe... when parting, you can tell each other about your friendship, or you can give a sincere warning, or you can forget all the grudges. Or you can quietly dial a phone number when no one is around and send you the most affectionate blessings, along with the love you have nowhere to put.

Send away all your thoughts.

This is probably what terrorists have been talking about, the so-called sense of ritual!

Zhien-chan even fell in love with the sense of these rituals. While drinking and drinking, the sincerity of letting go of all distracting thoughts and removing all masks is difficult to find in a busy and busy life.

Failure to return as scheduled is exactly the meaning of parting.

It is a pity that terrorists can no longer hear these words from their hearts.

...

There were no lights on in the room, and Wang Taika sat at the entrance door with his eyes closed.

Why does Wang Taika pay so much attention to the ritual of leaving?

Because sometimes you miss someone too much, you may start to have the illusion that the person has not left your home, as if they just went to do something and will appear soon. Or the person is hiding and is still looking at you in a corner.

.

Perhaps only by being really immersed in the scene, watching that person leave with your own eyes, and breaking a crack at this point in time with a full sense of ritual, can you realize that that person has really left you.

The most unbearable thing is that when you miss something, you will feel that you have nowhere to express your thoughts, and those words that you want to say but can't can only stay in your heart to rot.

I don't know how long it took for me to be in such a daze. When Wang Taika realized what he was doing, he had already been here for a long time, and it was already early in the morning.

I stood up, feeling stiff and uncomfortable all over, and wanted to walk into the living room, but my steps stopped.

Suddenly, he thought of the cake that he had just thrown into the trash can, and suddenly he became depressed.

After hesitating for a moment, Wang Taika turned back and opened the door, intending to pick up the cake again.

But when the door opened, I saw a trembling little figure still at the door, looking at Wang Taika with a somewhat embarrassed and almost desperate expression.

"Terrorist, if you don't come back to coax me before dawn, I will really ignore you again."

Wang Taika felt like he had been shot in the heart, and his original indifference could no longer be maintained. But after thinking about it, he just said a blunt sentence: "Come in, it's cold outside."

Upon hearing this, Zhienjiang stood up suddenly and threw herself into Wang Taika's arms, causing Wang Taika to stagger.

He felt warmth on his shoulders, which seemed to be tears. Wang Taika felt Zhien-chan's whole body trembling, and heard Zhien-chan's extremely aggrieved voice.
Chapter completed!