Sorry, I’ve been working overtime a lot lately, so updates are a bit slow. But with the recent pneumonia incident, as a journalist, my tasks are indeed the heaviest and I work overtime every day. I ate dinner at work today.

instant noodles, so I can only say sorry for the update. But I promise not to interrupt the update, at least there will be one update. I’m really sorry!

Special period, special work, this can only be done, I apologize again!

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"If you're depressed yourself, you're depressed. Don't make others depressed too!"

Albert stood up, but his mood immediately turned bad. If it weren't for the sake of Zhongxuan and himself being a fellow patient, he would have been a little angry.

Jonghyun looked at Albert and asked, "You look like you're not in good condition."

"I'm sick, don't pay attention to me." Albert said: "You should be lucky. Look at me like this. Do you feel that your depression is actually nothing?"

Zhongxuan smiled haggardly, walked over, not afraid of Albert, and just asked: "Have you ever thought about dying?"

Albert nodded: "I have thought about it."

Jonghyun asked, “When?”

"It was a long time ago. I was too young at that time. I felt like I could be done with it." Albert said, "When I was young, people were not always like this. Life must be simple, life is meaningless, and you can die at any time.

Fearless. I want to give up even if there is a little difficulty. When I was a kid, I didn’t want to go to a cram school, and I even thought about jumping off a building!”

Jonghyun looked at Albert: "So careless?"

"Well, it's one step away from the balcony." Albert said: "If it weren't for the fear of pain, I probably wouldn't be alive now. That kind of thing seemed to be the biggest thing at first, but now I think about it, it's nothing. So now I'm very

Afraid of death. People don’t care about time until they are young and have plenty of time.”

When Zhongxuan heard this, he smiled bitterly: "It's true."

"So, compared to the negative emotions of suicidal thoughts that bipolar disorder brings to me, my own fear of death is more serious. So I didn't die and lived well." Albert patted Jonghyun.

shoulder, and said: "So at that time I went to shoot documentaries, imagining myself as nature, or looking at the starry sky, and thinking about the universe. Compared with this endless galaxy, my little thing was too small. Insignificant.

When it comes to life and death, it actually doesn't matter. So don't bother dying."

Jonghyun thought of the documentary about the starry sky and aurora and nodded: "To be honest, I envy you."

"Are you sick?" Albert looked at Zhongxuan in surprise: "You are just suffering from depression, and I am bipolar. Do you envy me?"

"Because you don't seem to be defeated." After Jonghyun said this, he seemed to realize that he had said something wrong, so he changed his words: "I mean, I envy you for being able to cheer yourself up."

"Happy? That's quite difficult." Albert said, "Because true happiness is hard to get. But short-term happiness is still very simple."

Jonghyun asked seriously: "What should we do?"

"Well..." Albert thought for a moment and said, "Wait for me!"

Taking out his mobile phone, Albert made a call directly. After a while, the call was connected.

"Hello? What are you doing?"

"Jing Jing!" Albert winked at Zhongxuan, and then said: "I'm not worried about you. Although I sent you a message, but with the lessons learned from last time, I think I still need to make a phone call.

"

An unhappy voice came from the phone: "You mean I'm in trouble?"

"Oh, no, no!" Albert said: "I mean, I care about you very much, and I am also worried about you. But because of my own affairs, I really can't leave. But I still want me to ask you."

"I'm not that stupid! Pervert, you have used up all my trust in you, so I didn't wait for you at the company at all!" Juan Jing was very proud.

"Oh, that's good." Albert smiled: "That's okay. My idea is, if you are in the company, I would like to treat you to ice cream as an apology..."

"Um..." Yan Jing paused and said, "Actually, I'm near the company."

"Forget it, don't run away. We'll do it another day."

"Okay, I'm at the company."

"Hahaha! Don't you mean that I have used up all your trust? Ah Yigu, are you stupid?" Albert laughed loudly and said: "I am right next to the company, oh, Jonghyun is also there."

Yan Jing was surprised: "Oppa Jonghyun is here too? Oh, you are neighbors. Wow, I'll go over now."

Albert frowned: "Speaking of which, you have never called me Oppa. I am sad to say that you are like this!"

"Well, then you should be sad!" Juan Jing said with a smile, "I'll be down right away."

After hanging up the phone, Albert looked at Jonghyun.

Jonghyun was a little confused: "So?"

Albert said: "You have a better relationship with Jiao Jing than I do. I remember she seemed to tell me that she treats you like a brother."

"So, I can't let my affairs affect her." Zhongxuan shook his head.

Albert didn't know whether to laugh or cry. He put his arms around Zhongxuan and said: "You are stupid! Who told you to complain? It's very happy to be together with relatives and friends, talking and laughing. The main thing is, it depends on how you play. If you sit like this

It's definitely not fun if you stand there. But if you bully Jon Jing, that would be fun!"

Zhongxuan looked at Albert, a little surprised, after all...is this still human language?

"It must be a joke between relatives." Albert said: "Real relatives can joke, even a little too much. It sounds like it is intentional, but in fact... it really is.

Deliberately. But this intentionality is also within a certain limit. We both know what the bottom line is and why the other party is sensitive. Therefore, we have already gently detoured for the other party."

Jonghyun expressed confusion.

Albert was helpless and said: "Look at how I bully Jiao Jing."

"Better say goodbye!" Zhongxuan was helpless: "Crystal doesn't care about you either. Although her personality is indeed a bit difficult to get along with, after a long time she still..."

"Come on! Stupid or not! I don't hate her either. But our relationship is different. Of course, this is our way of getting along, and it doesn't apply to you. I don't want you to do this either. What I mean is

I'm just telling you." Albert patted Zhongxuan on the shoulder: "There are some things that you don't need to fight alone, because you can vent them out more easily. My method is to bully others, what is your method?

"

Zhongxuan felt that his outlook on things was a bit broken: "Is your way of releasing stress just by bullying others?"

Albert excitedly said: "Jiao Jing has such a personality, and she is very sensible when bullied!"
Chapter completed!