Chapter Fourteen, "I"
Taeyeon deeply regrets...
There are some things that I didn’t think were important at the time, but the more I think about them, the more I regret them.
For example, the previous phone call with Wang Taika. She had obviously decided to be a stranger, but from the time she learned that Wang Taika disappeared to when Wang Taika came back, Taeyeon went through a complete set of twists and turns, but she still couldn't help but take the initiative to give her
Wang Taika called.
Although the excuse was that she wanted to know about Chong'er, in fact Taeyeon just wanted to hear Wang Taika's voice with her own ears.
Okay, now it's okay. I did hear the voice, but then Taeyeon fell into extreme regret. This feeling was as embarrassing as being suddenly called to perform a show at a family gathering when she was a child.
Thinking about the harsh words I once said and then thinking about my stupid actions, all I can think about is regret.
In fact, Taeyeon also understood subconsciously that even if she had to do it over again, she would still choose to call Wang Taika. This is a choice that cannot be changed. Because after she experienced Wang Taika disappearing, she really wanted to confirm
, is Wang Taika still in Korea?
This is really important.
Sometimes, the most important meaning of someone's existence may not necessarily be around you, but this person must exist.
Just like buying insurance, you can't see your insurance under normal circumstances, but you must have this insurance!
This is an extreme metaphor, but it's actually similar to Taeyeon.
In fact, whether or not they want to be together is no longer that important in Taeyeon's heart. After experiencing so much, although she has never been sure of anything, it seems that she has already experienced one.
Taeyeon herself actually has no regrets.
There is no one who cannot be forgotten or replaced. Time will kill anyone, no matter how important they were.
The brotherhood between Wang Taika and Taeyeon seems to make up for the last bit of intimacy. It seems that the two of them have happened, but they have not really crossed the threshold.
This was originally a kind of peace, but it was broken.
Although she knew that the result would not change, Taeyeon still fell into regret. It was nothing, the core problem was that she wanted to save face and felt ashamed.
After all, the two things Taeyeon is best at are being brave in her career and not being brave emotionally.
Even at this moment, Taeyeon even put the idea of killing Wang Taika on the agenda. Of course, she only considered it for a second, and then rejected it on the grounds that "murder may be illegal."
In any case, Taeyeon's originally calm heart was in chaos.
But the day had to go on, and S.M suddenly held a meeting and wanted Taeyeon to be present. Only after Taeyeon arrived did she understand what was going on.
With the popularity of "God of the Mountains and Seas", the theme song "Farewell" sung by Taeyeon has also become very popular. S.M company decided to strike while the iron is hot and release a solo mini album for Taeyeon. This is also Taeyeon's first
Mini album.
In fact, with Taeyeon's popularity and ability, she is already a solo singer, but the company does not particularly support her because she mainly focuses on SNSD and SNSD. But in fact, the production of Taeyeon's solo single is actually
I started it a long time ago, but I just keep suppressing it.
It is Taeyeon's dream to release a solo album. She has been working hard for so many years, and now it has finally come to fruition. However, Taeyeon herself did not expect that she would actually be blessed by Wang Taika.
Really...the more I think about it, the angrier I get!
Taeyeon's always awkward character makes her a little stubborn and wants to deny the existence of Wang Taika.
My mind is in a mess...
"Taeyeonxi?"
The staff's voice woke up Taeyeon, and Taeyeon came back to her senses and said, "Sorry, I was just thinking about the song."
Several staff members at the meeting expressed their understanding that releasing a solo mini-album is a recognition of one's ability. For Taeyeon, who doesn't like acting, she has been waiting for this day for a long time. So it is normal to be so happy.
After all, IU, who is much younger than Taeyeon, has released so many songs. Of course, one of them debuted as an idol group and the other as a singer, which is also a reason. But Taeyeon is also not convinced. Various TV drama theme songs
I have sung so much, and it would be too embarrassing if I couldn’t even make an album.
"Actually, I have been preparing this song for a long time. Of course, I also received a lot of help from teachers during this period." Taeyeon told the truth. She has really been preparing this song for a long time, and Taeyeon also participated in the lyrics.
It is a joint work between Taeyeon and lyricist Mafly.
Obviously, S.M.com is also aware of Taeyeon's preparations, so it has been prepared for a long time. The launch now is just a smooth sailing.
The staff laughed and said, "Taeyeon xi, we understand. So the name of the album is that song."
Of course, there are still many things to prepare before and after. But at least this moment can be regarded as a key node in this matter.
Thus, Taeyeon's first mini album "i" was confirmed.
Taeyeon smiled, and her recent gloomy mood was completely gone.
But this happiness did not last long, because the staff's next words made Taeyeon feel bad and she almost wanted to jump off the building.
"The team that produces this song needs to be the best. The British team is responsible for the song. As for the MV... I don't know if the team of xb entertainment can take over it. I have to say that they are still very good in this aspect.
awesome."
Why can't we escape Wang Taika? After all, everyone knows that not all of the works that xb entertainment can produce are directed by Wang Taika.
Headache.
But the sad thing is that apart from Taeyeon having some autonomy in writing lyrics and singing, she still has to listen to the arrangements of the company. And XB Entertainment is indeed the strongest filming and production company in South Korea.
Although xb entertainment is the strongest in filming and production, Wang Taika can almost carry it alone, but there is no way, the strength is here, and there is no way around it.
On the one hand, I’m happy that I finally have a mini album.
On the one hand, I have to cooperate with Wang Taika, which is very annoying.
After the meeting, Taeyeon was in a mixed mood.
To make matters worse, after leaving the conference room, Taeyeon saw Wang Taika walking towards her.
There is no such coincidence in this world, so this is not a coincidence. Because S.M Company notified Taeyeon after they decided what they were going to do first, so Wang Taika came here today also for the album "i".
Supposedly, this kind of thing is no longer under Wang Taika's control, but since it involves Noona, Wang Taika came over in person anyway, and unexpectedly met Taeyeon.
This was embarrassing. Taeyeon pretended that nothing was wrong and walked straight past, as if she didn't see Wang Taika.
Wang Taika was in full view of everyone, so he couldn't say anything, so he just walked over as if he didn't see the other person.
It's a bit sad to say that two people who were once so close, one shamelessly called "Nuna" and the other agreed with peace of mind, as if it happened yesterday, now they are like strangers.
Although Taeyeon doesn't regret getting to where she is today, she still feels really uncomfortable.
For some things, it is one thing whether you regret it later, and it is another thing whether you feel uncomfortable or not. There is no conflict at all. Taeyeon never regrets her choice, because if she doesn't do this, then she is not her.
However, it is also really uncomfortable.
Pushing away someone who can't let go with your own hands. This kind of thing is not something ordinary people can do.
Even so, life has to go on. Taeyeon went to change clothes and then went to the next announcement and the TV station to record the program.
On the other side, Wang Taika also started a meeting. With Wang Taika's current status, participating in a meeting of this level still made these staff members a little panicked.
Wang Taika decisively took on the filming work this time. Of course, the asking price was still very high, and there was no discount at all.
Feelings are feelings, work is work, don't expect Wang Taika to give Taeyeon a discount or even free of charge for Taeyeon's sake, or to give her a little more like a dog licker. It doesn't exist!
The higher the price Wang Taika asks for, the more it proves that he is worth the price! Only S.M. Company dares to hand it over to him. In business, useless goodwill is often rewarded with extravagant gains.
And this is originally S.M Company’s money. After earning S.M Company’s money, wouldn’t it be nice to invite Noona to visit the bedroom?
Things at work cannot be explained clearly in just one or two sentences, and there will probably be a lot of meetings like this in the future. After a brief understanding, Wang Taika finally understood.
Then......
Haha, I finally have a reason to find Noona!
To be fair, I filmed your MV and I was helping you. Isn’t it reasonable to talk to you about work now?
So when Taeyeon's announcement ended, she saw Wang Taika backstage.
"Nuna, I..."
Chapter completed!