Chapter fifty-four, life or death shameless
"Unnie, if I say... we are actually not familiar with each other, would you believe it?" Zhien-chan hung up the phone, not even daring to look into Renna's eyes, but her face turned red, a little confused.
measures.
"Do you think I will believe it?" Renna asked.
"Okay..." Zhien-chan was discouraged.
"Okay, it's okay." Renna came over with a smile and comforted: "I didn't mean to stop you. I said, if you like it, feel you are right, and will not regret it in the future, then I will
I support you. In fact, I see your recent state. If I am not wrong, it is actually because of that person, right?"
Zhien-chan thought for a while and finally nodded.
"So! What's so shameful about this?" Renna smiled and said: "If there is someone who can make you happy, then maybe there is nothing wrong with wanting to hold onto him. Maybe you are overthinking now? Maybe?
Do you really think of him as Oppa, but you just mistook him for that kind of emotion?"
"Is this possible?" Zhien-chan looked a little disappointed and asked, "Will there be a time to admit my mistake?"
"Yes!" Renna said: "When I was in school, I fell in love with a boy for a while, and I was really happy to be with him. So we became a couple later on."
"Isn't that bad?" Zhien-chan asked.
"Um, how should I put it?" Ren Na explained: "There is a kind of relationship, and the best distance is to be friends! If it is too close, it will suffocate each other. Before I am 100% determined to spend the rest of my life, in fact,
There is really no difference between loving or not loving. So don’t worry about these things, you should work hard to be happy!”
Zhien-chan nodded thoughtfully.
"Just like me, I still don't get married at such an old age. Maybe it's because of my personality. Many people I think are good friends are just friends in the end. If we go further, both of us will feel weird." Inna pulled Zhien up.
Jiang: "So now, there is only one question. Let's not discuss what is forever and what is a lifetime. Are you happiest when you are with that person?"
Zhien-chan lowered her head and thought for a moment, then nodded.
"That's good! Maybe you think my thoughts are too negative, but the kind of love that never gives up and never leaves, even life-or-death shameless love, is too rare." At this time, Renna's smile also showed a hint of loneliness, like
As if he was remembering something, his voice became a little lower and he said, "Maybe times have changed!"
"Does this have something to do with the times?" Zhien-chan asked.
"Okay, it's almost time. Let's talk as we walk. Isn't that person still waiting for us?" Inna picked up her bag, took Jieun-chan out and got into the car.
Jieun-chan felt that Inna Oni was a little weird today, as if she had touched something sad. Otherwise, why did she change the topic just now?
After getting in the car, Renna stopped talking while driving. In the end, Zhien-chan couldn't help but asked: "Unnie, what did you mean when you just said that times are different?"
"Huh? Times are different?" Ren Na looked at Ji Eun-chan and said, "People nowadays have different concepts of love."
"What do you mean? Isn't love just love? What other concepts are there?" Zhien-chan has little relationship experience, so she doesn't understand what Inna means at all.
"Okay, let me give you an example." Ren Na began to express her opinion: "Do you think that kind of love like the one in movies and TV series, which is very pretentious, even bloody, and life-or-death shameless, exists in reality?
?"
"Exist...exist!" Zhi Enjiang somehow suddenly remembered the behavior she witnessed Wang Taika towards Song Xiangcai that night. Shameless or alive, maybe that's it!
"Then what do you think of that kind of relationship?" Renna didn't know what Zhien-chan was thinking about, so she just asked herself.
"It sounds a little disgusting. That feeling of being shameless is really annoying." Zhien-chan said while thinking about Wang Taika that night. She really looked like a shameless person! But thinking of this, she felt like a shameless person.
The topic changed: "But... if you really experience that kind of emotion, it will be extremely touching. Think about it, it seems that there is nothing wrong with that person, he just loves it so much that he loses himself.
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"You can actually think of this?" Renna looked at Zhien-chan in surprise: "I thought you would find it disgusting!"
"I was really disgusted before, but then I felt different." Zhien-chan said seriously: "Unnie, I have a question. Is it like losing yourself when you love someone, like a binge meal?"
Inna shook her head and explained: "It's different! Fans look up to their idols, so that kind of love has nothing to do with love. It's just that the idol meets the fans' definition of beauty."
"What about love? If you lose yourself because you love someone, doesn't it mean that this person has no self-esteem?" Zhien-chan has actually been thinking about this issue.
After Tian Zhienjiang saw the quarrel between Wang Taika and Song Xiangcai, her whole outlook was abnormal! Because of Wang Taika's performance, she simply couldn't believe it!
Normally, although Wang Taika is cynical and doesn't care about anything. He can even bow his head for work and life. But no matter what, Zhien-chan feels that he
Sticking to a bottom line is something similar to reverse scales.
Just like because of his work, he endured all the troubles made by Zhien-chan. But he was beaten by Jihe for no reason. He would rather risk being arrested by the police afterwards than go back with crazy revenge!
To put it simply: You can bow your head for life, but you will not kneel down for life!
It's like holding on to the only trace of pride you have left in this extremely realistic world. It's a little sad, but also a little respectable.
But what happened that night made Zhien-chan unable to understand this person more and more!
On weekdays, all the bottom lines are lowered, and I even struggle between leaving and staying, wavering between hope and despair. I even act like a madman, laughing, making trouble, and crying. It seems that I am trying my best.
He used various methods to prove that he was the same.
Just like a person who doesn't even have self-respect... No! He's not a person, he... looks like a dog!
It’s not a curse. At that time, Wang Taika was really like a dog, a dog that tried its best to please its owner!
He can bow his head for the sake of life, but he will not kneel down for the sake of life. But suddenly one day he found that he had knelt down, and so thoroughly!
Zhien-chan doesn't know why, but feels a little sorry for Wang Taika. She feels sorry for Wang Taika, not because she has any feelings for Wang Taika, but because Zhien-chan feels that Wang Taika is really... so pitiful
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Zhien-chan asked Renna: "If a person loses his self-esteem, is that kind of love still considered love?"
Inna was driving the car when she heard Zhien-chan's question. She suddenly laughed and asked: "You are wrong! If it is a person without self-esteem, how can that person really love someone? Let alone love another person.
Is it shameless for a person to live or die? A person without self-respect will only think of himself. But if a person is shameless to live or die for another person, it only means that that person has self-respect, but...
..."
Chapter completed!