Chapter 72, Sensibility and Reason (5/12)
The complexity of human nature is fully revealed in Wang Taika.
It can even be said that he is more vivid and real than most people. Because he never looks the same, but is constantly changing and growing.
He has a kind and peaceful side, as well as a sinister side. In fact, this kind of character is not just limited to Wang Taika, but exists in everyone.
But the difference is that Wang Taika separated his originally integrated personality because of his bipolar disorder.
If normal people remain calm when they are manic, and retain hope when they are depressed, then Wang Taika is completely separated: mania is mania, and depression is depression. Emotional things are pretentious to the extreme. When rational, they are even
Somewhat cold-blooded.
Therefore, the torture caused by bipolar disorder to Wang Taika is not psychological depression, but spiritual opposition.
An emotional Wang Taika cannot be friends with Zhu Hyun. But a rational Wang Taika is admired by Zhu Hyun very much.
Although Zhu Hyun didn't understand that Wang Taika had such a different side, she was like a key that could unlock this side.
Half an hour passed by in a blink of an eye. Wang Taika and Zhu Hyun were chatting quite harmoniously and were not as strange as they were at the beginning. By this time, Li Suyuan and Pei Shiqi had also finished chatting.
Pei Shiqi's expression was still very bad, but the despair in his eyes was gone. Li Suyuan looked fine, but her behavior was not as firm as before.
"Have you finished talking to Suyuan Xi?" Wang Taika looked at the two of them and smiled, then borrowed a pen and paper from Li Suyuan, wrote a number and gave it to Zhuxuan.
"This is my phone number. If you have anything, you can call me. I won't take the initiative to disturb you, don't worry. It's a pleasure chatting with you." Wang Taika's words were short and powerful, without any irritation at all.
"Oh, okay. I'm happy to chat with you too." Zhu Hyun borrowed the note and said nothing more.
Wang Taika didn't care, but nodded to Pei Shiqi again, and left the store with Li Suyuan.
On the way back to the company, there was some silence.
"Oppa, don't you want to ask me something?" Li Suyuan asked.
"What are you asking?" Wang Taika didn't stop: "Your matter has nothing to do with me."
Li Suyuan was stunned, because Wang Taika's reaction was completely beyond her expectation. With Wang Taika's character, he would definitely be curious or say something. But at this moment, Wang Taika was indifferent and not playing hard to get.
kind of, but completely indifferent.
"Oppa, what's wrong with you?" Li Suyuan felt a little weird. If it weren't for the fact that it was daytime, she almost thought she had recognized the wrong person! It didn't look like Wang Taika's reaction at all!
"What?" Wang Taika looked at Li Suyuan and said, "Now that we are prepared to come to Seoul alone, it is useless what others say. I have no way out, and so do you!"
"What do you mean?" Li Suyuan became more and more confused.
"It's boring." Wang Taika shook his head: "You can go back to the company by yourself. I suddenly have something urgent to do and have to go out for a while. Goodbye."
"Oppa..." Li Suyuan didn't expect Wang Taika to turn around and leave so neatly, her words were as crisp as if she had been fined for saying too much! Looking at Wang Taika's back, she became more and more puzzled.
this person.
Where is Wang Taika going now?
Of course he went to the psychological clinic! At this time, Wang Taika discovered that he seemed to be a little abnormal. If the episodes of bipolar disorder were irregular before, then now he felt as if he was suffering from bipolar disorder all the time.
However, there have been changes. Bipolar disorder is a constant transition between mania and depression. But now Wang Taika is always split between rationality and sensibility.
Or even more precisely, it is the transformation between the rational Albert and the emotional Wang Taika. The wandering between indifference and hypocrisy.
Wang Taika was sure that something was wrong with him. When did it start?
Ever since the quarrel between Wang Taika and Song Xiangcai before going to the United States, the feeling of almost collapse has been there.
But later Zhien-chan took Wang Taika to a psychological clinic and got some drugs to suppress bipolar disorder from the psychological clinic. Wang Taika has never stopped taking this drug from the time he went to the United States to now.
But even though he had already taken this drug, why did he beat Park Myung-soo out of excitement when he was in the United States?
At that time, I just felt that my anger was bursting out and I couldn't bear it. But looking back now, this kind of character seems completely different from what I thought Wang Taika was!
In addition, after the moment he met Zhuxun, Wang Taika felt more and more that something was wrong with the medicine. The bipolar disorder that had been slightly relieved seemed to be more serious. It even tilted towards a more terrifying aspect!
Wang Taika returned to the parking shed of S.M Company and immediately rode his electric bike to go out. When he passed the gate of S.M Company, he met Yoona.
Yoona originally wanted to go out and continue running the show, but when she saw Wang Taika, she remembered the previous misunderstanding, so she thought of saying hello to ease the relationship.
If possible, you can also explain it privately to resolve the misunderstanding. This is the best. After all, Wang Taika is also a relative in Yoona's eyes.
"Wang Taika!" Yoona smiled and waved.
"Huh?" Wang Taika stopped the car and looked back at Yoona, with an indifferent look in his eyes: "What's the matter?"
"I..." Seeing the cold look in Wang Taika's eyes and feeling the harshness of his words, Yoona swallowed all the words she originally wanted to say.
"What?" Wang Taika looked at Yuner and continued to ask: "If you have something to say, please tell me quickly. I have something else to do."
"No, let's go slowly." Yoona felt a little aggrieved. She couldn't bear everything anyway, right? It was just a misunderstanding at the beginning, was it necessary? They kept saying they were relatives or something, but now Wang Taika is stuck
In this way, it feels like a completely different person. Cold, like a stranger.
"Well, goodbye." Wang Taika nodded, but he didn't think too much. Plus, he was in that rational mood now, and he didn't mean to be amiable at all.
At this time, Wang Taika had no intention of playing around with others. He was immersed in extreme indifference and was actually more anxious than anyone else.
Wang Taika even felt pitiful, as if he had practiced martial arts wrongly, and maybe one day he would really go crazy and go crazy!
Wang Taika rode away directly, and at the same time, the depression and mania in his heart suddenly appeared at the same time. At this moment, when he went to the psychological clinic, it was no longer like going to see a doctor, but like going to a shop!
Because Wang Taika really suspected that there was something wrong with the medicine this quack doctor prescribed for him!
...
Before Yoona could wave, Wang Taika's figure had disappeared at the intersection. His mouth moved but he didn't say anything. He raised his hand and then put it back down awkwardly.
Her heart was sour. Yoona even felt that there was a curse on herself, and anyone close to her would eventually leave her.
Really, it seems that since childhood, no matter who they are, as long as they are a little bit close to Yoona, they will leave soon. No matter how hard Yoona tries and how well she grasps the situation, she can’t keep anyone who wants to leave.
live.
The initial acquaintance with Wang Taika was an exception. An impossible person unexpectedly became Yoona's relative.
Later, Wang Taika was still an exception. Yoona originally thought that someone with Wang Taika's personality might really be able to be friends forever. But unexpectedly, he... left.
Yoona got into the car in silence, looked at the people coming and going outside the car, tried her best to hold back her tears of grievance, and suddenly smiled stupidly, but the smile was very heartbreaking.
Chapter completed!