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Chapter 23, Strong people are actually very lonely

"Disappointed? What disappointment?" Taeyeon didn't react.

"I... really don't blame me, that person is too powerful! I just thought..." Baek Hyun explained desperately, trying to eliminate some of Taeyeon's bad impression.

It's a pity that what Taeyeon hates the most is the feeling of someone scratching her ear. It's usually fine, but now she's extremely upset.

"Hey Yigu! Stop thinking nonsense." Taeyeon drove the car. Although she was very impatient, she still gently advised: "I can't blame you for this, it's also me. I drove too fast. I also wanted to go faster.

, don’t be photographed by the paparazzi. So, it’s okay. Go back and have a good rest, apply ice to the wound, and don’t leave any obvious injuries the next day. It won’t be good if your manager Oppa finds out.”

"Yes!" Baek Hyun noticed Taeyeon's impatience, and felt aggrieved, suddenly a little unhappy. This was not the way to go, so Baekhyun thought about it and decided to change his mind, so he started to pretend to be pitiful in order to get Taeyeon's sympathy, so

She said aggrievedly: "Nuna, it really hurts me."

"Huh?" Taeyeon stopped the car worriedly and looked at the injuries on Baekhyun's face carefully. At this time, Baekhyun wanted to take advantage of Taeyeon's not paying attention and move her head to kiss her. But she didn't want Taeyeon to move quickly and directly

Pushed Baek Hyun away.

"Stop making trouble!" Taeyeon was upset, but she didn't want to lose her temper with Baekhyun. After all, he was her boyfriend. In this situation, it's really hard to tell who is a boy and who is a girl. It seems like the two roles have been reversed.

Same.

Taeyeon turned around and silently started the car again. This time, the car was quiet. Just when Baekhyun was still thinking of saying something, Taeyeon stopped the car.

"Are you here? Well? Isn't this my dormitory?" Baek Hyun looked at Taeyeon: "Aren't you going to eat?"

"You're already like this, you'd better go back and apply ice." Taeyeon said, "You can eat anytime, but if you don't put some medicine on the wound on your face, it will leave scars."

Hearing the scars, Baek Hyun couldn't care about anything else. He hurriedly said "Goodbye Noona" and hurried back to the dormitory.

This time, the car was really quiet. Taeyeon didn't want to go back to the dormitory, so she walked around the ring road.

Others think that Taeyeon is a homebody, but in fact she is not the only one. For Taeyeon, being a homebody is not limited to home, but can be anywhere.

Taeyeon likes to be in a separate small space, such as her own house, or a car alone. In this small space, Taeyeon does not need to be a bright idol star, not attracting the attention of thousands of people. Even if she is not showing off

It’s an elegant yet comfortable style, and no one will point a finger at it.

After debuting for so many years, what others have seen as glamorous has actually been abandoned behind the scenes? In Taeyeon's impression, there has never been any such thing as privacy. It seems that she has always been the subject of public opinion.

Only at home and in the car can Taeyeon sit back and play games with peace of mind without worrying about anything. Especially browsing Instagram.

Why does Taeyeon like to use Instagram so much? Is this really that fun? Not really.

The reason why Taeyeon likes to use Instagram so much is entirely out of her inner loneliness and fear. Because she is usually a star, and others try their best to know her privacy, so she has no privacy at all. This makes her very lonely, and

scared.

But at night, in a small closed room, when Taeyeon hides under the quilt and silently scrolls Instagram, she feels a sense of security. It seems that no one in the world knows her existence at this moment. Taeyeon at this time

He was just an inconspicuous ghost floating on the Internet. Then through the Internet, he saw so many weird things as an ordinary person. This gave Taeyeon a morbid sense of security.

In fact, Taeyeon's state is very bad, because such depression may make people sick. The most obvious example is Wang Taika.

After Wang Taika broke up with Song Xiangcai, he was also addicted to social media. Space, Weibo, Tieba, and Moments. He used countless trumpets and traces of countless people to find a nook and cranny on the Internet.

I found traces of Song Xiangcai from a few days ago, or even a few years ago.

For example, which space did she leave a message in? Which Weibo page did she like? Which post did she browse? What comments did she write on someone’s feed? It’s like a detective to find these to prove how alive this person was.

It exists around you.

Then... I started not to like to socialize, and I had fewer and fewer friends. When the number reached a certain level, I couldn't read the circle of friends anymore. So Wang Taika started to change his mind and read the news.

So in a sense, Wang Taika and Taeyeon are actually the same person.

Now Taeyeon likes to read social media, but Wang Taika likes to read international military news. Whenever Wang Taika sees the international situation changes suddenly and countless people are displaced, he feels that his own affairs are nothing.

There are still so many people in this world living in wars and chaos. When I think of Song Xiangcai, I feel like what love is! What love! What loneliness! In the long history of mankind, it is like a feather, not worth mentioning.

!

Then slowly, I became depressed and became bipolar disorder...

Ahem, to put it far, in fact, to put it bluntly, it is the feeling of starting to enjoy loneliness. This kind of mentality is not common and usually appears in extremely lonely people. This loneliness refers to the loneliness of the soul, not the number of friends.

.After all, the value of friends in modern society is getting lower and lower.

Taeyeon drove her car on the road at night. She wanted to relax a little, but when she thought about what happened just now, she felt strangely sad.

Why is she sad? For herself? For this relationship? Or because of the injustice she suffered? Taeyeon is not sure. Taeyeon only knows that when the crisis comes, she stands in front of her boyfriend, feeling like a fighter.

It feels so good.

You can even imagine how embarrassed you were just now. The heels of your high heels were broken off, and your clothes were covered in dust. Standing alone in front of that person, you were actually very scared, but in order to protect yourself from harm, in order to protect your boyfriend

, and tried his best to unleash all the domineering energy in his body. Just like a poor kitten, it should be trembling in front of a tiger, but in order to protect the people around it, it also bared its teeth and claws, pretending that it was also a tiger.

Isn't it embarrassing to be like this? Taeyeon felt inexplicably sad as she thought about it. Then she lowered her head and felt the coldness on her legs. It turned out that she was crying.

Taeyeon suddenly wanted to cry, but she couldn't. She just shed a few tears here and there. Because crying has never been Taeyeon's way of venting. Compared to crying, Taeyeon prefers to look up.

face.

Precisely because your character is fleshy, once you make a decision, you become even more determined when you become stubborn.

At this time, Taeyeon's cell phone suddenly came to mind. When she lowered her head, she saw that it was Baekhyun calling.

After thinking about it, I have tolerated and taken care of this relationship for so long. This time, let’s compromise again. After all, he is his boyfriend, maybe he is really scared? Taeyeon’s fleshy character comforted herself, so she accepted

Got on the phone.
Chapter completed!
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