The car had stopped on the side of the road. Wang Taika and Yoona were in the car and were silent for a long time.

Wang Taika was silent for a long time before finally summoning the courage to speak and said, "I'm sorry, I..."

"I want to know why you have a guilty conscience?" Yoona interrupted Wang Taika and asked, "Is it possible that you have had any thoughts about me?"

"This issue is actually very complicated. I want to start from the beginning." Wang Taika said.

Yoona asked, "I ask you, yes or no, even for a second."

Wang Taika looked at Yoona, then suddenly smiled and said, "Seriously, how could anyone not be tempted by a good girl like you?"

Yoona's heartbeat suddenly accelerated, she turned her head and stared at Wang Taika, trying to tell the truth or falsehood from Wang Taika's eyes.

Wang Taika's gaze did not shift, and he met Yoona's gaze and said: "Before I met you, I had just experienced a huge change in my life. When I woke up, my own documentary program was gone, and I became a TV station There are too many people here. I am not gregarious. Even when I returned to city life, I didn’t know how to integrate well. Even... haha, I even forgot how to buy a ticket when taking the subway. Originally My relatively regular life turned into chaos. The most frightening thing is that I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. Although I had been taking related drugs before this, I had never been diagnosed. In short, I feel that I will be like that in my life. "Bipolar disorder attacks are so scary, how can I expect to live a normal life with others?"

When Yoona heard this, her heart was touched.

I don't know if it's a coincidence, but before the cast of "Martial God Zhao Yun" met, Yoona was also very upset because of the end of her relationship with Seung Gi. She felt panicked and felt like everything had become a mess. And the same was true for Wang Taika. .Then the two frustrated people met on the set of the film in a daze.

What's somewhat ridiculous is that when they met, neither of them paid much attention to the other. They didn't know who the other person was, what they were going through, and what kind of relationship that person would have with them later.

In short, two people whose lives were in a mess met like this.

Finally, in the hospital, Yoona was depressed and Wang Taika was irritable. Under this mutual stimulation, the two of them revealed their hearts to strangers for the first time. Apart from this, Yoona never said anything to anyone. What happened between her and Shengji? And Wang Taika never mentioned his idol's first love to anyone.

It was a terrible first meeting, but it is unforgettable.

Yoona pursed her lips: "So? You have had a heartbeat, right?"

"Listen to me." Wang Taika took a deep breath and said: "After I got the diagnosis of bipolar disorder, I slept for a whole... How long did I sleep? I can't remember. In short, I was decadent. At home, while thinking that I was finished, I began to make some plans for my life."

"There is a plan, it's not bad." Yoona said.

"Yeah." Wang Taika smiled: "My plan at the time was to... give up on myself, eat, drink and have fun. Since my life is bad enough, I don't mind getting worse. I even wanted to do something I can start dating online or go to a random dance club to find a girl. In short, I will be crazy for a few years, then go back to my hometown to take care of my family, and then... whatever. What I thought at the time was that I have no other ambitions in the future. I just wish I could sleep with a few more women in the rest of my life.”

"Pfft!" Yoona was shocked by Wang Taika's extremely straightforward words.

"After making this decision, I was decadent for a few more days. During the day I closed the curtains and slept, and at night I woke up in the early morning and walked around on the streets. When I saw young couples who didn't go home at night and wandered outside, I

Go scare them!" What Wang Taika said was a bit funny, but he couldn't laugh himself. Because this period of time was the most difficult journey for him. Suffering, incomparable suffering. The most terrifying thing for a person is also

It's nothing more than losing hope.

"What happened next?" Yoona asked.

"Later I was sleeping, and then the curtains opened with a bang. I felt the dazzling sunlight coming in. Then a figure came to me and said to me that I had been sleeping for several days and could not be so decadent anymore.

I went down to find something to do." Wang Taika said: "You also know this person, he is my anti-fan friend. I often think that if my life really writes a novel, then that scene

That’s the first chapter.”

Yoona continued to listen silently. Although she had never experienced these things, she always felt the same way, probably because...she felt the same pain!

"When I was writing this book, in the first sentence of the first chapter, bang, the curtains were opened, and the dazzling sunlight came in. From that time on, it seemed that the first ray of sunshine really appeared in my life. Haha!" Wang

Taika smiled bitterly: "I don't like to cause trouble to others, so after my friend's advice, I decided to give myself another chance. I will try my best one last time. If it doesn't work, I will give up immediately. It's really the last time.

times. So I am very grateful to him to this day, so much so that I took the blame for him for so long without saying anything. Because if he hadn’t encouraged me that last time, I wouldn’t have been able to get where I am today. Compared with his encouragement, then

It's nothing to blame. I just blame myself. Others can encourage me when I make mistakes, but when others make mistakes, I become an accomplice. This is my mistake."

Yoona nodded. Although it was just a few details, Yoona was so smart that she still pieced together the truth. What Wang Taika was talking about should be the incident of the black fans. Unexpectedly, Wang Taika was usually so carefree, but his heart was so delicate that he was entangled.

.That’s right, bipolar disorder!

"Then what?" Yoona asked: "The last effort must have succeeded, otherwise you wouldn't be where you are now. But what inspired you?"

"Listen to what I have to say. Then...I followed the TV station's plan to film a reality show. I was the one who was injured in the fall. I met you for the first time in the ward. And then I was sent away like a plague.

The crew, I met you again." Wang Taika looked at Yoona and said, "Actually, I was confused for a while, how did I regain my confidence a little bit. Now I understand a little bit, because I met you.

"

"Me!" Yoona was surprised now. Wang Taika's answer was reasonable, but unexpected. Yoona frowned, suspecting that Wang Taika would tell lies again, and asked, "I did it."

What?"

How could Wang Taika not see the doubt in Yoona's eyes? But he didn't care and just continued: "You didn't do anything, or you did do one thing."

"What?" Yoona became more and more doubtful.

"Many people are afraid of me, afraid of me, afraid of me, hate me, and stay away from me." Wang Taika laughed at himself: "But you didn't do anything. You didn't pay much attention to me, and you never maliciously speculated on me. You

Just treat me like an ordinary person. As for what you did..."

When Wang Taika said this, he couldn't hold it back any longer and actually burst into laughter! It was not the kind of malicious performance, but because he remembered something and couldn't help laughing!

"Why are you laughing!" Yoona was startled: "What on earth did I do?"
Chapter completed!