The room was dark, even during the day, because of the thick curtains which made the room dim and depressing.

Jonghyun was sitting on the sofa, completely absorbed in it. There were many papers in front of the table with many things written on them. Jonghyun had a habit of writing out the suppressed things in his heart as a way of releasing them.

.But I don’t know since when, these methods have become increasingly useless.

It is difficult for people who have never experienced the torture of depression to understand that feeling. Although they are full of eyes, they feel like they are constrained in a small space, unable to hear any sounds, see any smiling faces, or even the air.

Everything began to become extremely thin and suffocating.

Just like...the body is like a prison, and the soul is the prisoner. It seems that living in this body is the greatest punishment for a person.

It was quiet, not even a sound.

Jonghyun breathed the dull air, unable to even put on a self-comforting smile.

Although there were signs before, I could still endure it. What made this haze become so heavy and lingering?

Jonghyun thought about it, it seemed like... since the moment he lost her.

The sealing of this room actually had nothing to do with it. It just materialized the invisible barrier in his heart. Without her, Jonghyun felt as if there was an invisible distance between himself and the world.

Loneliness, cold, loneliness, sadness, depression...

Live and wait to die.

Since we have to live and wait for death, why not just die?

Jonghyun took out the medicine he had taken, and it was as if someone was confusing him in his mind: "Take it all in one breath and it's over. How great! Even if you're crazy, it's better than this!"

Jonghyun was about to open the medicine bottle when he heard...

"Boom! Boom! Boom!"

The loud banging on the door scared Jonghyun so much that he almost dropped the medicine bottle in his hand!

"Dear neighbor, do you still remember me? Are you at home? Oh, I didn't see the doorbell here!" Wang Taika's voice came from outside the door: "Have you eaten? Don't hide in there and keep silent.

I know you're home!"

Gritting your teeth!

Jonghyun put the medicine bottle back, put away all the papers on the table, and opened the curtains to let the sunlight in. No matter what, since he is still alive, he must maintain his identity as an idol.

Although this identity has exhausted Jonghyun, he has no choice.

Zhongxuan opened the door, looked at Wang Taika, and sighed inwardly, but still asked: "Excuse me, what can I do?"

"It's me, Wang Taika." Wang Taika said with a smile: "Well, that's it. Look, I'm a new move here. We happen to be in the same company. It's really fate. I'm here

Thinking of having a meal together? At my house. Haha, actually..."

"I'm sorry, I've already eaten." Jonghyun reluctantly wanted to refuse and closed the door.

Go directly to borrow a laptop or something. After all, they are not familiar with each other. Wang Taika is too thick-skinned and can't open his mouth, so he thinks of having dinner together. It just so happens that Jonghyun is so popular, maybe he can also get involved in the relationship with Song Xiangcai in disguise. But Jonghyun

This attitude of refusal is a bit embarrassing.

Wang Taika directly held the door with his hands and continued shamelessly: "No, I know that I was a little excited yesterday because... I am an avid fan of Victoria. Was my handshake too strong yesterday?

Today? In fact, it’s not just me, Yoona is also here! I invited her to be the intermediary, we are all neighbors, let’s get along well. Don’t feel pressured.”

"Thank you, I have indeed eaten..." Jonghyun continued to refuse.

"It's okay, maybe you don't know? Yoona's birthday is today!" Wang Taika said: "Yesterday was the official day, but she was too busy, so this is not an extension of the day. Come on, let's have a barbecue dinner!" Wang Taika said

He patted Zhongxuan on the shoulder and pulled him away: "Let's go, let me treat you, or just chat. Otherwise, Yoona and I are not familiar with each other. Yoona is so good-looking. If I do anything, you will be responsible for it."

Relatives and Oppas, do you have a good conscience?"

Jonghyun has never seen such a shameless person!

"Alas..." Zhongxuan is a good old man after all. If it were Wang Taica himself, he would never go out. But since Yoona has appeared, how can he refute Yoona's face?

"Otherwise, come to my house. I don't like going to strange places, and the same goes for other people's homes." Jonghyun told the truth. He is very insecure. He can't even sleep with anyone next to him, otherwise he will

Will feel flustered.

"That's okay! I'll get something to eat from my side, and I'll bring Yoona over in a minute!" Wang Taika waved his hand: "We'll be there soon, you don't need to prepare anything, just wait and eat!"

Zhongxuan sent Wang Taika away and returned to the house. There was a piece of paper on the ground that he had not hidden just because of panic. It said: "I can't seem to see the hope of tomorrow." Then he looked at the medicines placed aside.

Damn, Jonghyun is really exhausted.

Zhongxuan gritted his teeth: "What the hell is this!"

But now it was too late to say anything. Jonghyun quickly packed up these things, then turned on the air conditioner to ventilate, trying to make his home as warm as possible.

On the other side, Wang Taika returned to his home and showed off to Yoona with a smile: "Haha, there is nothing in this world that I can't handle. Clean up and let's go next door to have barbecue."

"Ah?" Yoona looked at Wang Taika: "Did you really convince Oppa Jonghyun?"

Wang Taika smiled guiltily: "Actually, I'm borrowing your light. In fact, I can see that if it were me, even if I lied, he wouldn't be able to agree. But I borrowed your name, and he agreed.

.But I can only pretend to be stupid, otherwise I will be really embarrassed. You have a good relationship, right? It seems that he takes good care of your face."

"Oh my god..." Yoona suddenly felt burdened. This bastard Wang Taika actually used his own name to deceive. It was simply hateful.

"Hey, let's invite him to have a barbecue together. He doesn't have to do anything. What's the big deal?" Wang Taika said: "And we are neighbors. We just use this time to get along well. Isn't this great? So you do

It’s a good thing.”

"Yes..." Yoona nodded: "What should we do?"

"What else can we do? The position has been moved. The two of us are chatting while eating, and the three of us are chatting. But this oven must be placed here. This is the cake I plan to make for you. You cannot give it to others!" Wang Taika started.

Make your own homemade cakes.

Yoona tilted her head and looked at Wang Taika studying there. It was interesting. Oppa had to keep a distance in front of Jonghyun for a while, so at this time Yoona stood behind Wang Taika and put her head

He put it on Wang Taika's shoulder, looking lazily.

"Look at how soft you are, where are your bones?" Wang Taika asked with a smile.

"It melted away..." Yoona chuckled.

"Wow, don't melt on me then, I bought new clothes!" Wang Taika hid for a moment.

How could Yoona agree? She chased Wang Taika and pounced hard!

"Be careful!" Wang Taika was scared, fearing that Yoon'er would fall, so he quickly moved over. This was just the right time, as Yoongi directly hit Wang Taika's back.

Well, it’s just mushy! This is the right adjective!

"You are so lazy that you still want me to carry you on my back in the house!" Wang Taika said angrily.

Yun'er was being carried by Wang Taika. She shook her smooth little feet and said like a child: "Yun Yun doesn't have any shoes, so she must carry them on her back!"
Chapter completed!