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Chapter 183, no one for a long time, the curse of loneliness

Yoona has a curse of loneliness on her body, and a secret memory hidden in her heart.

In a daze, Yoona recalled that memory that had been dusted for countless years and she didn't want to think about it again. If you follow this memory upstream, who can say what your original decision was...

Yoona no longer wants to mention that past incident. From then on, Yoona no longer trusts anyone and is afraid of all possibilities. The idol is her best disguise, like a shadow. Yoona tries her best to create a perfect image.

It seems that it is just to numb myself and give myself a little relief.

Yoona only knew that from then on, like retribution, there was a curse on her body, and everyone close to her would eventually leave her.

One by one, they all left, unable to stay. Last time it was Shengji. This time, is it Wang Taika’s turn?

Haha, at first I really thought Wang Taika was an exception.

Although in the final analysis, it was Yoona's active decision, but in essence... it was Yoona's increasingly sensitive mind that cut off communication with others, including Wang Taika. Just like Yoona has always been hurt by herself.

The reason for keeping silent is that it is her own business and she will never tell anyone.

It is true that Yoona loves Wang Taika, but these secrets have nothing to do with love, but stem from the shadow of Yoona's past.

Perfection is also a disease. Wang Taika said that imperfections in perfection are good. At this time, Yoona had actually already suffered from psychological hidden dangers without knowing it.

This is normal. In this stressful and distorted world, it is abnormal to not be mentally ill. If you have bipolar disorder or something, you will be embarrassed to go out and talk to others!

All in all, it’s a quiet time.

Yoona was a little lost, because Yoona knew very well what Wang Taika meant. Sometimes it is so difficult to accept when the reality is revealed, but this is the reality.

People's memory of pain is much stronger than happiness. When Yoona and Wang Taika are together, it is easy to be happy. But Yoona knows that she has no ability to make Wang Taika cry for her because Wang Taika

Stuck...if you don't love yourself, it's that simple.

Wang Taika doesn’t love himself.

I've known this for a long time, haven't I already adapted to it? But why is it still so uncomfortable?

This time, it was probably the retribution given to him by the curse! Yoona thought, and then smiled.

"It doesn't matter, I'm... used to it. This is normal!"

"So let's all go. Even if you don't, I will drive you away. So, Seventeen Oppa, leave me before I don't harm you. I'll help you leave me!"

Yoona was no longer talking, but was leaning against the wall, blowing the wind, silently enjoying the last moments of being so close to Wang Taika.

Wang Taika didn't speak either. How could he not feel Yoona's recent sensitivity and abnormality?

Yoona has been worried recently. Is it an emotional problem? Are she and Seunggi still disconnected? Could it be that the scars on Yoona that she saw before were also caused by this reason? I thought about a lot of different reasons, but Wang Taika didn’t dare to go there.

Think about it that way, because in his opinion, that possibility is too fantasy.

To put it bluntly, even if that was possible, what could happen? Wang Taika had already said that he was already helpless.

Revealing it is a tragic ending with no winner, and everyone is scarred. Ignoring it is a smart person who is pretending to be stupid. At least it can ensure that everyone leaves feeling generous.

So Yoona and Wang Taika chose the same ending, a decent ending. I have to say that this is also a tacit understanding between the two.

Life has never given us any gifts, because being able to survive with food and drink is already the greatest luck. To say more is hypocritical.

So when Yoona thought about this, she didn't feel too regretful. In fact, thinking so much was just to find a reason for herself, a reason that she wouldn't regret even if she was heartbroken one night in the future. Now...

....Probably found it.

When two people are together, one or both of them need to have courage. Obviously, Yoona does not have this courage now. Because of the curse in her heart, she dare not take a gamble and give her future to Mrs. Wang.

Ka. And Wang Taika...Wang Taika even openly and secretly rejected everything except that one.

Wang Taika's way of rejecting was very clever. He always changed the topic first. If he couldn't change the subject, he would use some short stories or something as a metaphor. The two of them were like playing charades, fighting again and again. In the end, because

This method retains enough tacit understanding and space, and you can talk and laugh as if nothing happened. From this perspective, Wang Taika is really a very considerate person.

Yoona clearly felt that no matter how she made trouble or acted, Wang Taika would not be angry, but would smile or look at her helplessly. This was also a kind of tolerance. But once she tested the boundary of love, Wang Taika would

Although he remained calm, every sentence, every word, every word, and even every cell in his body wrote rejection over and over again, without any hesitation or resistance.

This reason is enough.

Yoona lowered her head and looked at Wang Taika who was pillowing on her lap. She was already drowsy at this time. She tapped Wang Taika's nose with her finger.

Wang Taika closed his eyes and felt itchy on his nose. He suddenly raised his head and opened his mouth, almost biting Yoona's finger.

Yoona was startled, and then she continued to move her fingers upward along the bridge of Wang Taika's nose, slowly tracing across the brow bones, temples, ears... Although Stinky Seventeen has always been so ugly.

, but why haven’t I seen enough?

Wang Taika yawned, and Yoona's little hands moved very gently, so she thought it was a massage. She closed her eyes and fell asleep in waves.

Seeing Wang Taika sleeping comfortably, Yoona felt angry and funny. She picked up a strand of hair and gently played with Wang Taika's nose.

"Well..." Wang Taika wrinkled his nose, hummed, and continued to sleep.

Is Yoona the kind of person who can give up? So she continued to gently brush Wang Taika’s ears with her hair.

"Yeah..." Wang Taika couldn't help but dodge, looked at Yoona and said helplessly: "Don't you know you're tired? By the way, you just finished eating barbecue, and I don't have anything.

Eat it!”

Yoona was not to be outdone: "Hey, hey, bastard Stinky Seventeen, do you know how heavy your head is!"

"I don't know, I just think your hair smells good and your hands are cold, but you're quite soft, hehehe." Wang Taika smiled.

Yoona patted Wang Taika's cheek gently with her hand: "Shut up, you are the only one who talks too much!"

Just when Wang Taika was about to say something, Yoona said as if she had discovered a new world: "Wait a minute, you have a white hair on your head!"

"Help me unplug it." Wang Taika said.

Yoona lowered her head, found the white hair in Wang Taika's hair, pinched it gently with her hand, and then quickly pulled out the white hair.

"Look!" Yoona showed Wang Taika the white hair: "You are so young, you already have white hair."

Wang Taika said helplessly: "It's just one!"

"One hair is also white!" Yoona stroked Wang Taika's forehead with her hand: "Look, there are wrinkles. You are not allowed to frown in the future and think about happy things."

"Is there anything that makes you happy just thinking about it?" Wang Taika asked.
Chapter completed!
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