Sorry, I caught a cold last night and was too uncomfortable to get up to update. In the future, the update time should be changed to noon or evening to save everyone from waiting so late every day. Recently, due to some work and life matters, my mentality has exploded, and I usually code more than 10,000 a day.

But I haven’t written much for two days. I am very confused and have no ideas at all. After two days of rest, I finally recovered. I have not forgotten the promise of 100 updates! Keep fighting!

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The car drove to the hospital, and Wang Taika carried An Bo around the hospital again. The final test results were similar to what Wang Taika said.

It was originally an old injury, and the new injury caused the old injury to recur. If it is not treated properly and rested quietly, it is very likely that the entire leg will become useless.

Hearing the news, everyone felt nervous...well, except Wang Taika. After all, except for Song Xiangcai, he really didn't care at all whether the others lived or died.

With his leg injured to this extent, he really couldn't move. No matter how unscrupulous the company was, it would not go to such a desperate level. Then Anbo was directly hospitalized.

Because there was an announcement in the afternoon, Song Xiangcai asked Crystal, Xueqiu, and Luna to go back to the dormitory to rest first, while she stayed with Anbo in the hospital. In the afternoon, she went directly to the scene.

Although Song Xiangcai was also very tired, and although her manager was watching, as the eldest sister in the team, she really couldn't let An Bo lie in the hospital bed alone. It would be too lonely.

Because time was too tight, Song Xiangcai did not formally introduce Wang Taika to the members. Of course, there was no need to introduce him.

Before leaving, Crystal glanced at Wang Taika, leaving Wang Taika speechless. Snowball also glanced at Wang Taika inexplicably, but Wang Taika didn't notice. The last Luna, before leaving

At that time, she said goodbye to Wang Taika very politely, and of course it was very polite. Not only Wang Taika, Luna also said goodbye to almost everyone.

"That Luna on your team is really a very enthusiastic person!" Wang Taika walked to Song Xiangcai and said, "I was embarrassed to say goodbye to me so politely just now."

"Are you still embarrassed?" Song Xiangcai glanced at Wang Taika.

"Yes, it will happen...for example...now." Wang Taika muttered in a low voice.

"How did you come to Korea?" Song Xiangcai tilted her head and looked at Wang Taika. Finally, there were only two people left. There are some things that we really need to ask clearly. So it was just right that we came to the audience's favorite ward conversation again.

It's time!

Wang Taika hesitated for a moment when he heard Song Xiangcai's question. To be honest, if you ask him to say "I'm here to find you" now, it's really hard to say it. The relationship between the two people now is real.

It's too subtle. Let's say friends, no! Let's say they're not friends, but... oh! It's very complicated!

"If you don't want to say it, forget it." Song Xiangcai turned back.

"I just... came here to work hard. Who knew I could meet you? You're pretty awesome." Wang Taika started to make up lies, but to be honest, he had made up lies with Yoona and Iu.

He has made up lies with Taeyeon, and has made up lies with many people. Even if he is exposed occasionally, he can survive by relying on his thick skin.

But this time, when facing Song Xiangcai, Wang Taika felt guilty before he even spoke!

"Camera assistant? I think your ability can be used as a cameraman." Song Xiangcai suddenly laughed as she spoke, but she smiled very politely. Then she seemed to be talking about something that had nothing to do with her, no

He said calmly: "You were planning for the shooting, but you were often late for appointments, and even forgot about it once."

"Ah? I admit that I was late, but I...forgot?" Wang Taika was stunned.

Song Xiangcai laughed when she heard this: "No, I'm just kidding. Don't you think you don't even know?"

There was a hint of bitterness in the corner of Wang Taika's mouth, and then he asked tentatively: "Is this why you..."

"Stop it!" Song Xiangcai replied very decisively: "It's meaningless to say this now, isn't it?"

"Yes, I'm just asking." Wang Taika's heart felt like a cat scratching his head. Some things have been gathering dust, but he will never forget them.

For example, Wang Taika still doesn’t know why Song Xiangcai broke up with him. At first, Wang Taika thought that maybe Song Xiangcai was greedy for fame and fortune and wanted to debut as a star. But this reason is too far-fetched. If

If she was really this kind of person, she wouldn't be with herself when she was so poor.

But why is that? I have never been ambiguous with other girls, nor have I really had any irreconcilable conflicts with Song Xiangcai. Even when the two of them are together, they are always in a sweet state.

There is no problem!

Back then, Wang Taika was obsessed with the art of light and shadow, and when he used his lens to capture the beautiful moments, the sense of pride he felt was simply indescribable.

Is it because he neglected her? No way! However, it happened to be like that. Wang Taika felt the changes in Song Xiangcai day by day. The pain of love gradually withdrawing and finally disappearing was like tearing a person's tendons from their bones.

It hurts just as much as taking it out!

But...why is this? This mystery is like a nightmare, which has haunted and tortured Wang Taika for countless years. Even when he later became a documentary cameraman, he would often think about this in the deep mountains and old forests.

question.

Humans are social animals. There was an experiment where a person was put into a quiet room with no sound, no color, and no communication. After about forty-eight hours, the person would collapse due to extreme loneliness and inner fear.

In order to overcome the boredom in the wild, other documentary videographers will prepare a book or listen to music. But Wang Taika does not need these, because when he goes to the wild, he will think about a question. Why did Song Xiangcai leave me?

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This problem seemed to be a bottomless pit, taking Wang Taika back and forth countless times from the depths of his memory, digging out good, bad, happy and painful memories, and then looking for reasons and possibilities from the clues bit by bit.

Then it was shattered and dissipated bit by bit, and finally even hope was destroyed.

Then, I still can’t find the reason for leaving. I can’t figure it out, I can’t think of it, I can’t understand it! After thinking about it for so many years, I still can’t figure out the reason. Everything is obviously good, but why is it like a tree withering and its branches and leaves pulling away?

Is love passing away so little by little?

A question has made Wang Taika think about it for countless years. After reading the books brought by other photographers and getting tired of listening to the songs, Wang Taika still didn't think of the reason.

Foreign cameramen all admire Wang Taika, saying that Wang Taika has an iron will and does not need any external force. He can stay motionless for a whole day, and he can stay alone for a long time in a no-man's land just for a shot!

Actually? Sitting there motionless, Wang Taika was overwhelmed by the storm in his head. But no one knew about these things.

This problem has been with Wang Taika for countless years. Although Wang Taika had something to think about when shooting in a no-man's land, it was really too nerve-wracking.

Therefore, the doctor who diagnosed Wang Taika has been wondering: if a person stays in the wild for a long time, he will be lonely and scared, he will be in a trance, and the most terrifying thing is that he will suffer from mental breakdown and madness. But no matter what, he will not suffer from bipolar disorder.

ah!

To put it bluntly, bipolar disorder is a psychological disorder. Although the cause is not clear from the current medical point of view, the main influencing factor is stressful stimulation events, that is, social external stimulation reactions. But this is impossible to exist in the wild.

It’s so exciting!

Therefore, Wang Taika has been hiding the truth from everyone. The reason for bipolar disorder is not how long he has been alone in no man's land, but because in every late night dream, that person has been there. Then

Before dawn...she was gone again.

The question about Song Xiangcai's departure that can never be figured out or solved has slowly changed from a good medicine to solve the lonely life to a poison that hurts Wang Taika's heart every day!

There was no one living in the room, and it gradually became empty like the universe.

There is no one living in my heart, and I gradually become crazy like a wild beast.
Chapter completed!