"I..." Chacha didn't know why Yu Qiuyou was so impatient today, he hesitated and didn't know what to do. Not to mention that Chacha didn't know, even Yu Qiuyou himself didn't know why he was so angry suddenly. He now looked at the helpless person in front of him.
Chacha couldn't help but feel extremely regretful. But the words had been spoken, but she couldn't take them back no matter what.
After this time... I'm afraid I won't even be able to maintain an ordinary friendship. Chacha will probably avoid me when we meet, and will never talk to myself properly again. Why did I have a sudden attack? Why did I talk to this point all of a sudden?
?
Thinking of this, Yu Qiuyou, who had calmed down a little, suddenly exploded. He stepped forward suddenly, squeezed Chacha's shoulders with both hands, leaned her against the fence behind him, and shouted to her:
"Tell me! Do you like Yu Qiu Shang?"
Chacha was already so frightened that she burst into tears. After being yelled at by Yu Qiuyou, she burst into tears. Yu Qiuyou was upset by the cry and yelled at Chacha again: "Tell me! Isn't that right?
!”
"Yes." Chacha bit her lip and finally made up her mind, whimpering and admitting in a low voice.
"Ha." The moment Yu Qiuyou heard these words, his mood changed slightly. He thought he would be furious or overwhelmed with grief and anger, but in fact he was calmer than expected. But in this situation
, he felt that appearing calm was even more humiliating, so he forced his emotions to become intense, shook Chacha's shoulders and shouted at Chacha: "Tell me why!"
"No reason!" Chacha struggled to push Yu Qiuyou away, but Yu Qiuyou held her tightly and wouldn't let go.
"Why? We obviously met you together, right? What can I not give you what he can give you? How am I inferior to him? Is it just because he is a warrior and I am a ninja?"
Yu Qiuyou's words were a little messy, and he yelled as if he didn't know what he was talking about.
"No! It has nothing to do with this!" The harder Chacha struggled, the closer Yu Qiuyou's hand was. Seeing the girl he loved in front of him trying to push him away so resistently, Yu Qiuyou could only feel the anger in his chest.
It is burning continuously.
"What's the reason for that? What's the reason for that? He and I look almost exactly the same. How is he better than me? Tell me?"
"It has nothing to do with any of this! There is no reason!"
"Ah...I remembered." Yu Qiuyou suddenly stopped ranting as if he understood something, and a sarcastic smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "When we first met...you were very concerned about his missing arm, right?
... Later, you made him a rag doll with your own hands... Ah... I understand, I understand why." At this point, Yu Qiuyou looked up to the sky and laughed, "Because he is a cripple! Because he is missing a piece of
It’s only your hands that make people feel distressed!”
"shut up!"
"Snapped".
After a crisp sound, Yu Qiuyou felt his cheeks burning with pain. He touched his cheeks in disbelief and looked at the weak girl in front of him - her eyes were full of tears at the moment, and her eyes were flashing with anger.
This girl, who had been timid and fearful since childhood, actually slapped herself because of Yu Qiu Shang.
"Do you have the guts to give it another try?" Yu Qiuyou smiled contemptuously, letting go of Chacha and pressing his hand on the handle of the knife.
To his surprise, Chacha slapped him again with her backhand without saying anything.
"I don't allow you to say that to Brother Shang'er!"
"Hahahahahaha... call him Brother Shang'er, call me Second Young Master, and you." Yu Qiuyou shook his head repeatedly as if he was mocking himself, his eyes filled with bottomless darkness as he looked at Chacha. He felt sorry for his childishness just now.
I feel ashamed of my rudeness, but I am also angry for my cowardice.
"I lost. I lost to him ten years ago, from the beginning. Fortunately, I have always thought that I am better than him for so many years. I feel that I will take care of him and protect him in the future. I feel that I will not take away from him.
The position of the governor must be so loyal and kind... In fact, I lost from the beginning." Yu Qiuyou glared at Chacha deeply, and then flashed a ruthless expression. Chacha shuddered at Yu Qiuyou's glare, but he
Still standing still without taking a step back, he looked at Yu Qiuyou tremblingly.
At this moment, a burst of footsteps sounded, along with the chatter of Morita Yoshiho and Mouri Takashi. After Yuqiuyou heard it, his inner reason still prevailed, and he took one last look at Chacha before turning around and leaving.
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After a while, after the meeting, the officers and soldiers of Nirvana Preparation left the school grounds and returned to the dormitory area. Yu Qiu Shang was still walking at the end, and checked before leaving. At this time, Chacha had wiped away her tears and tried hard to adjust her expression.
He tried his best to prevent Yu Qiu Shang from seeing anything unusual about him, but Yu Qiu Shang still saw the clues at a glance.
"What’s wrong with you?"
Yu Qiu Shang glanced at Chacha worriedly and asked in a low voice.
Chacha had already thought of many excellent excuses, but under Yu Qiu Shang's concerned gaze, she could no longer think of any of them. She had to bite the bullet and come up with an explanation that couldn't be more lame.
:
"The sand is blinding my eyes."
Yu Qiu Shang frowned when he heard this, turned around and stood in front of Cha Cha. Cha Cha lowered her head in a hurry, unable to bear looking directly into Yu Qiu Shang's eyes.
"What's wrong? Is someone bullying you?" Yu Qiu Shang gently put his arm around Cha Cha's shoulder and asked calmly. His intuition was still very accurate, but he didn't think in the direction of his brother at all, but was suspicious.
The guard who was standing guard just now had a bad attitude towards Chacha.
Chacha was already in a good mood. Since she was a child, she had long since learned to swallow her tears and quietly digest the pain in her heart. However, all these efforts fell flat in front of Yu Qiu Shang's tenderness. Chacha
I couldn't stop sobbing. The more I thought about it, the more aggrieved I became. The more I was comforted, the more aggrieved I became. Finally, I covered my face and burst into tears.
Now she finally realizes why she was so strong before.
Because when girls cry, they cry to someone who can comfort them. If no one will love you, there is no point in crying. Now, with a boy who loves her and loves her, she will no longer be strong.
Woke up.
"What's wrong..." Yu Qiu Shang was frightened by Chacha's appearance. He patted Chacha's shoulder awkwardly with his hand, "Don't cry. Tell me if you have anything."
"Yeah...it's okay." However, Chacha shook her head awkwardly, raised her little head with great effort, and smiled at Yu Qiu Shang with tears in her eyes, "I just suddenly became sentimental, it's okay."
"You're lying." Yu Qiu Shang frowned and whispered without any doubt, "Tell me what's going on." However, Chacha just kept shaking his head after hearing this.
head.
Yu Qiu Shang watched Cha Cha cry like this but refused to say anything. He only felt that his heart was in a mess. However, he was not good at words and didn't know how to open the girl's heart. He could only keep touching her shoulders - this was already
Yu Qiu Shang could do the most generous act between a man and a woman, hoping to alleviate her sadness.
"It doesn't matter if you don't want to say it...but if you run into trouble, you can come to me." Yu Qiu Shang stiffly said what should have been a heartwarming sentence in a weird way, but Chacha seemed to be very content. She said softly, "Yeah
" He made a sound, then broke away from Yu Qiu Shang's hand, quickly wiped his tears, and made a smile to Yu Qiu Shang.
"Brother Shang'er, I'm fine!"
However, the strength that she had finally pretended to be defeated once again under Yu Qiu Shang's distressed eyes. After Chacha saw Yu Qiu Shang's expression, she suddenly sobbed again. She kept telling herself that she couldn't cry, and she couldn't cry because of it.
Her own emotions troubled Yu Qiu Shang, and it was even more impossible for her to tell Yu Qiu Shang what happened to Yu Qiu You just now, causing her brothers to turn against each other. But her tears overflowed from her eyes disobediently.
"What's going on?" Yu Qiu Shang became anxious when he saw this. He stepped forward without hesitation and hugged Chacha into his arms - he was the first to take the initiative to hug Chacha. Chacha was stunned for a moment when he was hugged.
, but the warm chest made her cry harder.
"What's wrong? Who bullied you? Tell me quickly!" Yu Qiu Shang was so distressed that even his voice changed a little. He knew what kind of girl Cha Cha was. No matter what she was wronged for, she always kept it to herself.
I actually cried like this this time...what happened?
"No..." Chacha tried her best to stop crying, but when she opened her mouth, the cry leaked out again. However, no matter how Yu Qiu Shang asked, Chacha refused to let go, and refused to reveal a single word.
At this moment, Naoe Touhei and Yu Qiucen happened to pass by on horseback. Naoe Touhei was preparing for the newly formed artillery reserve. This time he was going to submit official documents, so he took Yu Qiucen out to play with him. However,
When passing the gate of the barracks, I saw Chacha crying in Yu Qiu Shang's arms.
"What's the matter? Brother Shang'er?" Naojiang Denping turned over and dismounted and asked with concern. Yu Qiucen on the side was even more anxious. He jumped off without even stopping the horse and trotted all the way to Yu Qiu.
Next to Shang and Chacha, Yu Qiu Shang hugged Cha Cha from his arms. At the same time, he cautiously pulled away and looked at Yu Qiu Shang, and asked in a low voice:
"Brother! Did you bully Chacha? What are you doing? Why do you bully Chacha?"
"I..." Yu Qiushang was about to explain, but Chacha hurriedly defended, "Sister Cen'er, not brother Shang'er, brother Shang'er is coaxing me. It's my fault that I cry and make trouble."
"No, it must be my brother who caused the trouble." Yu Qiucen pursed his lips and glared at Yu Qiu Shang, then asked, "What's wrong with Chacha? Tell your sister, she will make the decision for you! Even if it's the Oda Hall
If he offends you, I will go up and slap him!"
However, no matter how Yu Qiucen asked, Chacha just refused to say anything. Just when Yu Qiu Shang and Yu Qiucen, the brother and sister, were confused, Naoe Denping who was standing aside quietly took two steps away, with a look between his eyebrows.
Darkened.
Chapter completed!