Chapter 198
Whenever I thought of that unreliable son, Queen Mother Pan's head hurts.
At the moment, Xiao Baoxin lost interest. When he saw the Empress Dowager, he quickly stood up to say goodbye.
The Pan family's mistress had been staying with her family for most of the day. She also left not long after Xiao Baoxin left. Sure enough, she saw that Empress Dowager Pan did not stay and looked a little tired. There were many people coming to the palace to pay tribute during the New Year, and the Empress Dowager was really exhausted.
After everyone left, the little eunuch sent by the Queen Mother to pick up Xiao Baoxin into the palace reported that Princess Xuancheng cried when she left the palace gate.
Sure enough, when he saw Queen Mother Pan's gloomy face, the little eunuch secretly breathed a sigh of relief, knowing that he was so right about this mouth.
Only when she returned to the inner room to rest, Empress Dowager Pan cursed when she was a confidant, the nanny Zhao, said, "Xuancheng has been spoiled since childhood and is lawless. You said I would take it over. She or the emperor's behavior every few days, but she took a hot potato myself."
"If this New Year's Eve is spread to the emperor, maybe I might even think that I ambushing his daughter and behave with me."
Madam Zhao is in her forties and under fifty years old, about the same age as Queen Mother Pan, but she does not have the beauty of Queen Mother Pan when she was young, so naturally she does not have the maintenance skills of Queen Mother Pan. Now she is in her early fifties and spends time changing her maintenance every day, and she has collected more than twenty secret recipes.
When Madam Zhao was young, she also had a square face. When she was old, her face became even more square. Her facial features were plain, and her skin was white. When she was old, she was several shades whiter than usual.
"Maybe I'm happy to see the Empress Dowager's family and miss her mother." Madam Zhao comforted her.
"I'm not unreasonable, you say to the emperor-" Empress Dowager Pan's head hurts even more, and her teeth start to hurt. "Just a concubine, I'm not afraid of laughing at her children when they say it out. The aristocratic families look down on us, okay, he makes people scold him enough, and they all filed a memorial to object."
"I feel embarrassed when I say it. Xuancheng is not worry-free, but you see that she wears plain clothes and doesn't dress up every day. What do I say? I am better at filial piety than anything else."
"Oh, I won't say it anymore. The more I talk, the more angry I get. I have never seen such a filial emperor."
He is very filial to his concubine!
"Xuancheng is really pitiful. He has lost his aunt at such a young age and has an unreliable father. What do you think...what is he going to do? An emperor who was very sensible and smart in the past, did Liu take his brain away with his death?"
Mama Zhao said, "You said," what can she, a servant, say?
It is disrespectful to talk to the emperor in a vain way.
"This Xuancheng... Alas, I woke up from the 17th. I asked the wet nurse to bring me to see it. This is even more pitiful." Empress Dowager Pan was unforgivable, but she had it in her heart.
The seventeenth is the birthday of the twelfth lunar month. I was only one year old before the New Year. Now I can’t even explain the whole thing.
Poor aunt died at such a young age, and she still had to let the emperor see things and miss others, hugging them and crying bitterly.
If she hadn't scolded her twice, she would have scared Xiao Shiqi, and Emperor Yuheng might have acted as a demon.
"I haven't seen him as filial as I die!" Empress Dowager Pan spat angrily.
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Princess Xuancheng was placed in the east of Xianyang Palace by Queen Mother Pan. Both the palace maids and eunuchs were old people she used to using Yonghe Palace, and they were brought to her without moving.
Xiao Baoxin entered the room of Princess Xuancheng of Yonghe Palace. Although Xianyang Palace is not more luxurious than Yonghe Palace, it is also exquisite and elegant.
The reason was not that Empress Dowager Pan intended to be negligent, but that Xianyang Palace was not as good as Yonghe Palace. The emperor rewarded everything good things. Concubine Liu was a person who loved to show off his wealth. She placed everything good things outward, and put the room of Princess Xuancheng in a brilliant way.
After closing the door, Princess Xuancheng's smile stopped and tears came down before she could speak.
She knew that the Empress Dowager was an elderly person and didn't like someone to cry in front of her. In addition, it was New Year again, so she kept holding her face and laughing. But her mother had only been dead for less than three months, so she just forgot about it. She was as happy as if she was fine, and she really couldn't do it.
Before, Concubine Liu was still there, but she couldn't feel the haze at all. Her whole life was sunny. The so-called troubles were "My mother won't let her go out of the palace", "The food today is not delicious," "Brother said I'm fat" and so on.
Occasionally, when she quarreled with other princesses, her mother could always help her get back the situation, and she would clean up everyone without her dad.
However, since she killed her mother, she realized all kinds of troubles of living.
My father loved her more than before, but when she was with him, the atmosphere was always heavy. The most common topic between the two was Ah Mother. It seemed that they recalled Ah Mother over and over again, and she still had real existence, but her heart was only more painful. In Xianyang Palace, the Empress Dowager was still very good to her, just like before, but she no longer spoke and acted coquettishly as before. She naturally learned to wink, because the Empress Dowager sometimes suddenly changed her face. Although she didn't scold her, she clearly didn't want to talk to her at the moment.
There was a father in the palace to protect her, and no one dared to bully her, but she would not have any contact with her. Everyone was avoiding her. She had to gather together and would not talk if she could talk to her, and would not fight if she could deal with her, and would be silently separated from everyone.
I don’t know if she was too concerned. Except for those people brought out in Yonghe Palace, other palace maids and eunuchs are no longer as enthusiastic as they were originally-
Of course, she may not have been enthusiastic at first, and she has always been self-centered and didn't pay attention to it.
But she noticed now.
She felt very tired and everyone changed.
"...I'm really sorry, I don't want to disturb you in the New Year. It was supposed to be a festive day, but..." Princess Xuancheng cried and suddenly stopped, only tears were still flowing silently. "But I'm really sad to hold it in. If I hold it in, I will die."
Xiao Baoxin took out a handkerchief to wipe Xuancheng's tears, and his eyes couldn't stop being red.
"It's okay, I originally wanted to go to the palace to see you. But you know the rules in the palace, and I can't come in and see you casually. It's right for you to tell the emperor that I'll let me enter the palace."
She won't say don't cry, and life will continue.
This is nonsense. Who doesn’t know that life will continue no matter what? Everyone who lacks this world exists the same.
If she lost her relatives, who would tell her not to cry, then this person would be either cold-blooded or just a verbal person.
If you lose your loved one, your heart hurts so much. How can you relieve it if you don’t cry? Can you hold it back into your body and let the sadness spread in your body?
"It's okay, just cry if you want to cry, cry out all the sadness, reluctance, sadness, and sadness, don't have to hold it in." Xiao Baoxin held Princess Xuancheng's hand, but she was actually very sad.
Princess Xuancheng is only eleven or twelve years old. She was originally bright and excessive, arrogant and domineering, but after Concubine Liu died in just a few months, she had already changed like a human being. She matured rapidly and could wink at people.
This can be said to be an improvement, but the price of this progress is too high.
Chapter completed!