I hope that in this life, I will only fall in love with you. I want to wear a wedding dress that I can only wear once in my life by your side.

I want to be with you forever, I want to marry you, and then have two babies, preferably a boy and a girl.

........

I have thought about many things, but the first one is that I need to learn Chinese. So although Chinese is very difficult, I still try my best little by little.

When I was studying, my Chinese teacher asked me to start studying your four classics while learning the language, so as to understand your culture bit by bit.

The first book I read was "A Dream of Red Mansions". Although it was difficult to read, I could still feel a little bit of the beauty in it.

You should have also watched "Dream of Red Mansions", right?

Do you still remember that paragraph?

When Bao Dai met at Rongxi Hall for the first time, Jia Baoyu said, "I have seen this sister before." Lin Daiyu also felt as if she had seen him somewhere...

When I was watching this paragraph, I remembered the first time we met. Although my reaction at that time may not be obvious compared to your reaction, I really felt this way at the time.

Well, this is not a confession, nor is it love at first sight. It is a statement. You are not allowed to think about it.

What happens after that is an accident.

You know why I got so obsessed that I confessed my love to you...

When I first got together with you, it was really the happiest time in my life so far. But I have seen my seniors in love, and I have also seen them fall in love because of more or less problems.

The ending of the final breakup.

And when I fell in love with you more and more and became more and more addicted to my relationship with you, the problems between the two of us slowly emerged.

I don't know how to express that feeling, maybe it's just because I'm too pretentious.

When I found out that the photos of us dating were taken, I was really panicked, but it wasn't because of my story with you.

What I'm afraid of is that if such news is made public, it will affect the members of my group and the fans who have always loved us. Especially since we just experienced Sikaoni's withdrawal last year.

But I'm not afraid to reveal my feelings for you.

It can be said that at that time, while I was worried, I was also afraid of the possibility of being separated from you.

I have thought about denying the fact that we are dating together, and then having a low-key relationship in private.

I have even thought about introducing you to Ernie and my dad.

I, Lin Yoona, really really like you.

Now that I think about it, maybe you have your own reasons too. But I really can't accept it. You went to find your "gossip heroine" first without explaining it to me.

Although I also knew that it must be fake, I really felt very uncomfortable.

I feel like the trust between the two of us is slowly becoming problematic.

Although I didn't say it, after you promised me that you would resolve this matter, in the following week, you really couldn't hide your guilty conscience in front of me.

The way you behave in front of me, although we haven't been in love for a long time, I can still easily see that there are some things hidden in your heart, but you don't want to tell me.

I have been waiting for you to take the initiative to tell me, but you never said it. It was not until I guessed it myself that you revealed a little bit.

I know that if you can find a person who can perfectly cover up this matter in a short period of time, you may have some difficulties that you cannot tell me.

But please forgive my little emotion, I really can't accept such concealment.

At least, it's not acceptable yet.

Perhaps due to the lack of maternal love when I was growing up, I have been a little willful since I was a child.

Anyway, my family is rich and I am good-looking. I don’t need to be outstanding or work hard. As long as I don’t work too hard and don’t work so hard, I can live a peaceful and happy life.

It was just an accident that I became an idol.

But falling in love is different after all.

I'm a little panicked now and I'm too embarrassed to tell my friends, let alone you, so I had to run away.

You are not allowed to look for me, and it is best not to miss me, because I don’t know if I will continue to like you.

If I haven't found you after the filming of the scene in Greece is completed, you can find another girl to fall in love with, even the "Gossip Heroine".

Forget about Lin Yoona, she is a big star anyway, and there are countless people who like her, so just regard her as a beautiful memory.

Of course, if you can remember or want to remember, it's okay. Anyway, I won't be responsible for this. Whatever you think, I'm so far away that I can't see, hear, or care.
Chapter completed!