Chapter 272: Love struggles in a life of nine deaths (5) The world of mortals

Nan Si stumbled all the way down from upstairs, and the sound of crying came from the emergency room. He stood in front of the white curtain and saw through the gap that his father was lying on the bed with his eyes closed and lifeless.

My mother threw herself on my father's body and cried so hard that the sky collapsed.

The heavy footsteps could not bury one step away, and the tears in my eyes fell silently, unable to stop no matter how hard I tried, running down crazily along the outline.

Bai Yan hid in the corner and saw the crazy tears on his face from a distance, and his heart felt like a knife.

This was the first time he saw Nan Si cry.

How heavy the pain in my heart must be at this moment.

The moisture in his eyes couldn't help but surge out. He couldn't help biting his arm, unwilling to let himself make any sound, and his whole body was trembling.

Now he doesn't even have the right to step forward and comfort Nan Si.

Qin Nansi's mother's eyes were blurred with tears. She vaguely saw the standing figure and turned her head towards him.

Looking at those cold and desolate eyes, Nan Si took an extremely heavy step and squeezed out a sound with great difficulty, "...Mom!"

Mrs. Qin stood up straight and walked up to him, raised her trembling arms and slapped him hard, "Don't call me mom, I can't give birth to an unfilial son like you!"

Nan Si's face was hit to one side, and her position happened to be on the side where Rongrong hit her. Her cheeks suddenly became severely swollen, and there was a strong smell of blood in her mouth.

"Dad..." He suddenly fell to his knees on the ground, unable to lift his head.

It was all his fault. He felt sorry for his father, his mother, Rongrong, and even more so, Bai Yan.

If it weren't for me, things wouldn't have developed to this point.

"Don't call him dad, he doesn't have a son who will make him angry to death." Old Mrs. Qin pushed his shoulders while crying, "Go away, get out... We don't want to see you, get out..."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry...Mom..." Qin Nansi knelt on the ground and looked at his mother with penitent eyes.

"How did I give birth to such an unfilial son like you, you evil beast...I..." Old Mrs. Qin never thought that her biological son would fall in love with a man, let alone that her husband would be pissed to death because of her son.

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I was heartbroken, grief-stricken, and emotionally excited for a while. I fainted and fell to the ground before I could even catch my breath and finish my words.

Qin Nansi was startled and immediately picked her up and shouted, "Mom...Mom...Doctor, please come quickly..."

The doctor who heard the sound hurried over and sent Mrs. Qin to the emergency room next door for first aid.

Rongrong was born prematurely, her father died, and her mother fainted. Too many things happened that night. Qin Nansi stood blankly at the door of the emergency room, his soul out of body, numb and without any consciousness.

How long he stood, Bai Yan stood with him at the corner, how long he cried, how many tears Bai Yan shed secretly.

The love scene is like a battlefield. No one can escape unscathed. They are all losers in this war. Those who have lost their loved ones will regret it when it is too late.

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Mother and baby Rongrong stayed in the delivery room for eight hours safely. They gave birth to a son. Because he was born prematurely and was underweight, he was put in an oxygen tank as soon as he was born.

Rongrong was moved to the ward to rest.

Mrs. Qin was just over-emotional, her blood pressure soared, and she fainted for a moment. She was given an intravenous drip and was sent to the ward.

The chaotic night was finally over, but Nan Si felt that he had no warmth at all. That night he was so angry with his father that he hurt Rongrong and his mother.

He never had the face to face them again.

After Long Pei and Gu Mingxi learned about this situation, they hurried to the hospital. After all, Nan Si Baiyan was Long Pei's right-hand man, and they were friends in private. It was only natural for him to come to see such a big thing.

Gu Mingxi was worried about Bai Yan. No one would have an easy time in this matter, especially Bai Yan, who must be suffering from great pain in his heart.

Long Pei took Gu Mingxi's hand and walked to the ward. Gu Mingxi suddenly let go of his hand and looked at him with clear eyes, "If you go in, I won't go in."

Long Pei raised his eyebrows, glanced at the safe passage not far away, and nodded, "Be careful. I'll wait for you in the car later."

Gu Mingxi nodded, and when Long Pei walked into the ward, she turned and walked towards the safe passage.

The decadent figure was sitting on the dusty steps, with blood stains on his arms. Judging from the marks, he must have bitten himself.

Gu Mingxi's heart tightened, and she sat down beside him silently, looking at Bai Yan with pity. He just loved someone who couldn't ask for anything, so why should he bear such a heavy sin?

"If I had known that I would kill his father, I would have died in that explosion." The hoarse voice contained countless regrets and self-blame.

He could never forgive himself for the harm he had caused to the Qin family.

Gu Mingxi always thought that after Nan Si got married, everything between him and Bai Yan would end. He didn't expect that this emotional entanglement would last until now and end up like this.

You can't blame Bai Yan for his obsession, nor can you blame Nan Si for being coy. No one in this mortal world can escape the shackles of emotion and the shackles of love.

Since ancient times, there has been so much passion and so much hate, and this hatred lasts forever.

The only blame is that there is no regret and passion.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry..." The broken voice was filled with rich pain and guilt. Tears fell on the ground and gathered dust, reflecting his pale and haggard face.

Gu Mingxi was heartbroken after hearing this. Too many things had happened recently. Yan'er's incident had already disturbed her, and now that she saw Bai Yan like this, she felt even more uncomfortable.

He reached out and hugged Bai Yan gently, "It's not your fault, it's not entirely your fault."

What happened today is not just Bai Yan's responsibility. If Nan Si could be resolute, steady and live his life peacefully, such things would not have happened.

Bai Yan would rather suffer herself than hurt the people around her, and she understands that.

The so-called confidant is nothing more than this.

Bai Yan was so choked that he couldn't speak. There was no secretary-general, no president's wife, and all he had at the moment was concern and friendship that had nothing to do with Fengyue.

Years later, Gu Mingxi still remembers the man lying on his shoulder suppressing tears that morning on the dimly lit stairway with fluttering dust.

The unforgettable feelings and the torn heart make people shed tears.

Later, when chatting with Long Pei, she said: If I had not met you when I was seven years old, the person I would fall in love with later would definitely be Bai Yan.

For the first time, Long Pei was neither angry nor jealous. His expression was solemn, regret flowed from his eyes, and he sighed: If I were a woman, I would do the same.

However, due to his fate and the ever-changing world, in the sea of ​​​​people and the world of mortals, Bai Ziyan met Qin Nansi in his life, neither a step too early nor a step too late.

This encounter was a life-long mistake.

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Rongrong was still resting in the room. Old Mrs. Qin woke up but was unwilling to take another look at her son. Her eyes that glanced at him were cold and disgusting.

After Long Pei visited them, he and Nan Si walked out of the ward until the end of the corridor.

"Can I have a cigarette?" Nan Si asked for the first time in front of Long Pei.

Long Pei didn't say anything, just handed him the lighter in his pocket.

"Thank you." Nan Si took it, took out the cigarette and lit it, took a strong puff and then breathed deeply, as if to expel all the turbid and stuffy air in his chest.

But how can we get rid of so much guilt and self-blame!

Long Pei put his hands in his pockets, his eyes calmly passing over his face, "What are your plans for the future?"

"I want to rest for a while." Nan Si looked at him apologetically, "Rongrong and my mother, and the children need my care."

So many things happened overnight, and he was already exhausted mentally and physically, and he could not hide the depression and pain between his brows.

"Okay." Long Pei nodded in agreement.

Nan Si was silent for a while, then spoke with difficulty, "Sir, can I ask you one more thing?"

Long Pei just looked at him without saying anything.

"Let Madam enlighten him more." The hoarse voice was obviously haggard, but when he mentioned Bai Yan, his heart was still full of apologies and tenderness.

He didn't blame anyone for all this. Bai Yan had already let go. He had no choice but to bring it upon himself, which led to the death of his father. All the mistakes were his alone and had nothing to do with Bai Yan.

He understands Bai Yan's temperament, and he will definitely take all the blame on himself.

That fool is so pitifully stupid!

Nan Si has never asked Long Pei for anything. This is the first and last time.

"Okay." Long Pei nodded reluctantly. Even if he didn't agree, based on the friendship between Bai Yan and Ming Xi, Ming Xi would definitely not be worried about Bai Yan.

"Thank you." Nan Si stared blankly at the cloudy sky outside the window. He knew that this time he had really completely lost that fool.

The obstacles between them are no longer the secular shackles of this world, nor the barriers of gender. Their road is completely blocked and destroyed by their own hands.

"If you need anything, please feel free to ask." Long Pei was not a comforter, and his concise and concise words had already made Nan Si a friend.

Nan Si nodded, his eyes falling on the flickering fireworks, "The child has no name. If you can name him, I believe they will not refuse."

In this situation, he, the father, is not qualified to choose a name, and they will not agree to it.

If you personally choose the name for your child, they will definitely agree!

"I'll tell you when I think about it." Long Pei didn't refuse!

That morning, Long Pei stood at the window with Nan Si for a long time, so long that he didn't even know when the first rain of autumn fell from the sky.

Tobacco in the corridor, suppressed sobs in the emergency passage...

Heaven and earth, birds and fish, light and shadow, men and women, heaven and hell, life and death.

——Bai Ziyan and Qin Nansi never crossed paths.

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On the way back, Gu Mingxi leaned on Long Pei's shoulder, looking at the wind and rain frantically beating on the car window with a somewhat vacant gaze.

She had already sent someone to take Bai Yan back to rest, but she was still worried. If she had not had to go back to the hospital to accompany Yan'er for surgery, she would have taken Bai Yan back in person and stayed with him until he rested.

Yan'er's calf still needs an operation, which requires breaking part of the grown bone for correction and allowing it to grow again, otherwise Yan'er will become a cripple in the future.

As for Ali's surgery, which was performed the day after he came back, he didn't worry anyone. He was a strong child from beginning to end. He stayed at home to rest these days, either with Yan'er or reading a book. On the surface, it seemed

As usual, Gu Mingxi didn't feel at ease.
To be continued...