Chapter 476: Alluring Marriage and Love, Inseparable for Life 54: Amidst the Ashes, the Small Water Sees the Long Flow

"Huh?" Jin Cunxu raised his eyebrows.

Long Ziqi said: "You should spin even more when you are dizzy. Your own grief, which is too painful to live, can be cured by the grief of others."

He asked: "Who said that?"

"Shakespeare." Long Ziqi replied seriously.

Jin Cunxu's eyes were dark and there was a faint smile on his lips: "So?"

"All my sorrows have been healed because of you, and now I want to redeem you!" Long Ziqi's red lips parted lightly, her outline was gentle, and she held his hand tightly.

He endured the tragic past, redeemed her with warmth, and gave her a home and a warmth that no one could match. The humble and miserable past has died in his memory.

In the past, if she saw these news, she would involuntarily feel cold all over, as if she was in an ice cellar.

Now she has forgotten those unbearable past, put aside the grudge in her heart, and the only thing she wants to do is to stay by his side for the rest of her life.

He smiled seductively, "You have always been saving me!"

She stood up, took her hand from his palm, put her hands on his shoulders instead, and came closer to him. Her voice rang in his ears: "I want us to have a complete family. I want to give it to Ali after he gets married."

How many children can you have, preferably three, so that the family will be lively? I also thought, if I don’t die, you can’t die!”

Warm*, charming and dense, that extremely gentle "ok" spread between the lips and teeth.

If a woman can endure the pain of childbirth again and again and extend your life in the midst of tearing, then why should you be reluctant to part with her?

If love is a poison, it will never end until death.

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presidential palace.

Fu Xiange knew that she liked to eat fruit, so he specially ordered Aunt Ru to go to the kitchen to prepare a fruit plate and personally serve it to Jin Xishuo and Long Ziqi who were playing chess.

Jin Cunxu is still working and has not returned.

The chess fell, Long Ziqi defeated Jin Xishuo for the first time, even if it was just a chess piece!

Jin Xishuo was not unhappy because he lost the chess game. On the contrary, with a smile on his thin lips, he said, "You are also upset."

Every time she played chess in the past, even if there was a chance to win, Long Ziqi would give up without leaving a trace and let him win; today she tried her best to win his chess piece, it must be for Jin Cunxu!

Long Ziqi's face was calm, and his voice was calm: "I once hated my father! I hated why he did this to me and my mother, why he didn't protect me well, suffered the ruthless plunder of fate, and gradually lost the desire to survive.

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He paused in his words, glanced at him, and said sharply, "When I grow up, I gradually understand that everyone living in this world has helplessness and can't help himself. I no longer blame him for his helplessness, because I know that he has already

Try your best.”

"I believe you have tried your best, but this does not mean that we can all let go easily. There are still many things that require time to slowly become indifferent. I don't know how long it will take!"

With her current status, she has no right to express opinions on the matters between Jin Cunxu and them, but since they are a family and have decided to stay together for the rest of their lives, it is better to talk about some things.

Fu Xiange was not angry after listening to Long Ziqi's words. On the contrary, she was very happy. The original reason for Long Ziqi's unhappiness was that she loved Jin Cunxu too much!

"Many years ago, fate abandoned him, his relatives abandoned him, time was cold on him, and the years were frosty on him, it doesn't matter... Because from now on, I will be by his side, and I will not give up on him, let alone let anyone try again.

Hurt him! Even if there are thousands of troops to block it, I will not surrender!"

There were intrigues, dark and dirty things in the political arena. How many people were opposed to her marriage to Jin Cunxu, and even wanted to put pressure on Jin Cunxu through Jin Xishuo in an attempt to make Jin Cunxu give up the marriage. She didn't say it, and she didn't show that she didn't know.

The long silence was because they were his closest relatives. After learning the truth about the past, it was time for her to take a stand and let everyone know that she, Long Ziqi, would never leave Jin Cunxu.

It also let Jin Xishuo and Fu Xiange know that what they gave up back then was the greatest treasure she could provide in this life.

Fu Xiange pursed his lips and smiled lightly, with moisture in his eyes and a gentle voice: "I'm very happy to hear what you said! Yan'er, thank you!"

Thank you for your willingness to help us find the original Jin Cunxu.

Jin Xishuo's eyes also filled with appreciation and relief. She was indeed Long Pei's daughter. With this courage and innate aura, in the future, even if she died a hundred years later, I believe they would be able to bring Xishui to her.

Look at the growth flow.

Jin Cunxu and Long Ziqi stayed at the Presidential Palace for dinner. They did not stay long. Jin Xishuo and Fu Xiange sent them to the door to get in the car.

Long Ziqi reached out and hugged Fu Xiange to say goodbye. He turned to look at Jin Cunxu and said in a soft voice: "Cunxu, why don't you hug mommy to say goodbye?"

Under the dim light, Jin Cunxu's expression was dazed for a moment, but he quickly came back to his senses and looked at Fu Xiange with his deep eyes.

When Fu Xiange heard Long Ziqi's words, the light beams in his eyes fluctuated for a second, and he looked at Jin Cunxuxin's long and strong figure. This piece of flesh that fell from her body, from the time he was born to now, 27 years, she

I haven't even hugged him properly once.

If she had had any choice back then, she would not have left Jin Cunxu in the orphanage. If time could go back again, she would not leave him even if she died.

Although Long Ziqi cannot understand what they did to Cunxu back then, the past has died in memories now. The gap between the two generations should not be deepened, but the distance between them should be narrowed.

If you want to solve the problem, you must first find the root of the problem. If you want Jin Cunxu to recover completely, then the care of Jin Xishuo and Fu Xiange is indispensable in this process.

Jin Cunxu finally stood next to Fu Xiange, his slender arms were slightly stiff, and he hugged Fu Xiange like a machine, "Mom, good night."

The hug didn't last more than two seconds, but it made Fu Xiange, who never shed tears in front of others, have wet eyes and a choked voice: "Good night, Cunxu."

Jin Cunxu's expression was as usual, but when he reached out to hold Long Ziqi's hand, there was moisture in his palm, which made Long Ziqi's eyes look at him a little brighter, and his thin lips showed a vague arc.

After getting in the car, Qu Yan was driving and headed towards their home.

Jin Cunxu lowered his eyes and saw her smiling slightly under the dim light. He felt wetness on his palms. He lowered his head and raised the corners of his lips in a half-smile.

He knew that she was his only salvation in this life!

Fu Xiange stood there, watching the car disappear into the darkness, his pupils filled with mist, and his voice was hoarse but mixed with joy, "Shuo, I think we can wait for his forgiveness in our lifetime!"

Jin Xishuo stood beside her, with a look of relief in her eyes. He put his long arms around her and said in a low voice: "We should thank Mr. and Mrs. Long Pei."

Fu Xiange raised his eyes and looked at him, smiling at each other!

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Time flies by, and a year flies through the gap between your fingers in the blink of an eye. If you are a lonely person, you will probably panic about the ruthlessness of time, but if you open your eyes every morning, the first thing you see is your deep love.

For a person, even if the world ends in the next second, he will have no regrets.

This year, the lives of Jin Cunxu and Long Ziqi have been dull without any brightness, day after day, month after month, but every day when Long Ziqi wakes up, he is still grateful that he is still alive and they are still in love!

This year she had dreamed countless times that he was lying next to her, but there was no heartbeat. Occasionally she would wake up crying from nightmares in fear.

He understood her sadness and uneasiness. He couldn't help but sigh every time, hugged her tightly, kissed her as tenderly as possible, and told her impatiently: "Qiqi, I won't die, don't be afraid."

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In the past 26 years, Long Ziqi has not been afraid of anything. Now the only thing she fears is that one day Jin Cunxu will be gone... So how will she survive the rest of her lonely life?

It was not that Jin Cunxu had not fallen ill during this period, but most of them avoided Long Ziqi, especially not daring to hurt himself. She was already afraid and worried day and night. How could he bear to add to her burden.

Fortunately, his mood has been very stable in the second half of the year, and there are rarely times when he is out of control. Even if he does, he can rely on his own willpower to suppress his violent and extreme thoughts.

It's like there is a devil living in your heart. He has been trying to make a deal with you and ruined everything. But you have built an iron cage in your heart, locked the devil inside, and vowed not to let him come out, destroying yourself and ruining everything.

Everyone.

He wasn't afraid before, but now he is afraid, afraid that he will hurt her if he loses control.

If that day comes, he would rather die.

This year, the four elders have often openly and secretly asked the two of them to have a child. After all, Jin Cunxu is already 28 years old, which is very suitable for him to be a father.

Jin Cunxu always smiled and said: "Don't worry, I'm still too young, and Qiqi is too young -"

26 is still young?

Long Ziqi's speechless smile was actually because he knew that he didn't want to have children before A-Li got married, and he didn't want his elders to embarrass him, so he said she was young.

If these were 26-year-old women in Asia, most of them would already be mothers.

She didn't want children at first because she didn't want to have children before A-li got married. She had to put some pressure on A-li to prevent him from giving up on her. After learning about Jin Cunxu, she decided not to have children before the age of 30, because once she had children, her

His attention will definitely be distracted, so he will not be able to concentrate on taking care of Jin Cunxu.

Between her children and Cunxu, no matter how she chooses, she will choose Cunxu first.

Besides Jin Cunxu, there was another person she couldn't let go of, and that was her twin brother, Long Lifei.

Not to mention that I don’t have a girlfriend, I don’t even have a date. I just work every day.

Once when I returned to China, I thought that if Su had no chance with Chong Jian, maybe he could try with A Li. Before he could say anything, Su rolled his eyes and said that he already had a boyfriend, but who was his boyfriend?

Refuse to say.

He had no choice but to give up this idea and looked at Long Lifei alone, feeling extremely sad.

There is still no news about Lan Mufei, as if she has disappeared from this world for no reason. Long Lifei gave up searching, and seemed to have given up on his love and happiness; but she couldn't let go, and it was always a thorn in her heart.

In order to reassure her, Jin Cunxu also sent people to France to search for her, but they were undoubtedly looking for a needle in a haystack and there was no news.

Perhaps, Long Lifei and Lan Mufei really agreed to those words——

There is a tomb in my heart where the widows are buried

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In fact, later on, Long Ziqi heard Fu Xiange occasionally mention the reason why the gentle dean’s mother’s personality changed drastically.

The dean fell ill when she was young and was unable to have children. They had just gotten married at that time, and her husband didn't mind her. On the contrary, he treated her better.

A few years later, her husband married a woman outside and gave birth to a child. When the dean found out, the child was already about the same age as Cunxu at that time. Like Cunxu, he was extremely beautiful.

Her husband no longer wants to give her money to support the orphanage, and even wants to divorce her and marry her mistress...

The betrayal of her husband and the blow of divorce made the dean feel resentful. He was helpless to do anything about his ex-husband and his mistress' family, and his twisted psychology forced this hatred on Cunxu.
To be continued...