Chapter 514: A kiss, a joke 14: Who are you thinking about when you kiss me?

Long Lifei's dark eyes reflected the white snow, filled with desolation and emptiness. He was silent for a long time, and his voice was difficult: "There will always be a way... Ah Qing, believe me!"

Ye Qingcheng smiled at the corner of his mouth, the white mist lingering in his breath, blurring his vision, and shook his head gently: "Long Lifei, you are right, if a man and a woman are friends, even if they see each other's shortcomings, they will be tolerant and humble. Once

When a boyfriend and girlfriend are in a relationship, they will be possessive, trying to change the other person, occupying the other person, and even want the other person to get rid of those little problems that they can tolerate as friends but cannot tolerate as a couple!"

"I used to think that love was enough, but now I understand that love is not omnipotent! On the contrary, love made me weak and humble, and even I began to look down on myself."

When you don’t get it, you long to get something. When you get it, you greedily want to get more, or even everything!

Perhaps, this is the greed of human nature!

So she couldn't accept that he got close to her out of sympathy, she couldn't accept that he lied to her, and she couldn't accept that she had given him a chance on the phone and he had never been honest with her.

If he told her directly, would she stop him?

No, it won't!

She would let him go, she would be willing to wait for his choice and answer, and she would be willing to continue having this sweet dream until he woke her up.

What a pity.

"I often don't understand what you are thinking, and I don't know why you frown. You never said you like me. I thought that 'important person' means liking me, but 'important person' may also just mean that you like me."

Does it mean it’s important?”

"Long Lifei, I don't want to like you anymore. It's too tiring to like you." Ye Qingcheng's eyebrows were lightly stained with sadness and fatigue. Secret love is the most touching and bitter thing in the world. She has persisted for so many years and is really tired.

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"I don't want to wait to be chosen anymore, I want to choose once, and my choice is to give up liking you! Long Lifei, I don't like you anymore, goodbye!"

As soon as he finished speaking, he no longer looked at the complex emotions surging in his eyes. No matter how lonely his figure was, he turned his back to him and walked away.

One step, two steps, three steps——

Suddenly there was a powerful force behind her that surrounded her, strong arms hugged her tightly, his lips were close to her ear, and he whispered three words: "I'm sorry!"

He never knew that he made her so tired.

The water in the corners of her eyes couldn't help but fall down. Her white teeth bit her tender lips tightly, and her eyelashes as thin as cicada wings trembled violently.

What she wanted to hear was never these three words.

I can repeat a sentence ten thousand times, over and over again.

What about you, I love you, but I just want to hear it once, just say it to me even once.

Ye Qingcheng stretched out his hand and brushed it away. The tears in the corners of his eyes were dried by the cold wind. He turned around to face him calmly and asked softly: "You know, when you kissed me for the first time, why did I ask you? I am

Who?"

Long Lifei lowered his eyes and stared at her deeply, his eyes sparkling with nostalgia.

"Then do you know why I didn't come back during the two years I registered my marriage with you?"

Without waiting for his answer, Ye Qingcheng asked herself, "Because on the night when we registered for marriage, I went to the Haoting Garden to find you. You kissed me and did almost everything you should do, but in the last step, you called her

name!"

Long Lifei's upright body trembled suddenly, his eyes flickering with disbelief, because he had no memory of what she said!

How ironic!

On the night she registered her marriage with him, he went to the Haoting Garden. He was drunk and confused. He looked at her with confused eyes as if he were looking at a stranger.

He took the initiative to kiss her, took off her clothes, and caressed every inch of her body. But at the end, his eyes filled with tears, and he choked with sobs and whispered over and over again: "Fei Fei... Fei Fei... Fei Fei..."

Every word, every time, was like a knife cutting into her heart!

Do you blame him instead?

No, it's not his fault. When she chose to marry him, she knew that there was someone living in his heart who could never leave, occupying every inch of his heart, and no one could squeeze in.

She only blames herself for not being that strong and unable to be another woman's substitute.

Fleeing the capital, self-imposed exile, I would rather suffer the pain of longing day and night than become someone else's shadow again.

Every time I kissed him in the past three months, I felt happy, but at the same time, I felt sad. I thought sadly, who was he thinking about when he kissed me?

Does he know who he is kissing?

"Aqing, I -" he wanted to say, but he didn't know what to say. Everything was beyond his expectation and out of his control.

He was able to remain calm and composed in the face of any serious situation or emergency, but now facing Ye Qingcheng, he panicked.

"Long Lifei, you promised me that you would do ten things with me." Ye Qingcheng said, feeling that his body and limbs were numb, and looked at him with dim eyes, "The tenth thing is to accompany me."

I'll count together until we reach 20 billion! Until then, if you stop pestering me, that's the best thing you've ever done for me!"

There are three hundred and sixty-five days in a year. There are twenty-four hours in a day. Each hour is sixty minutes and each minute is sixty seconds.

Twenty billion numbers are neither long nor short. If you respect the rules of the game, it will take just a lifetime.

If there is an afterlife, can I meet you earlier than her and enter your heart?

Long Lifei watched helplessly as her thin and slender figure gradually faded away in his eyes, gradually blending into the night and disappearing into the white snow in the sky.

She didn't chase her, just because of what she said the moment she turned around.

She said: "Long Lifei, I can live without love, but without self-esteem, I would rather die."

She has lost too much self-esteem and pride, and at the end of the day, if she is abused again, she would really rather die.

Feng Xuebing closed his eyes. In a daze, he vaguely recalled certain scenes. On Christmas Day when he was 23 years old, it snowed heavily that night. He was walking alone in the snow. He vaguely felt someone following him, keeping looking at him.

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Is it her?

There was a car parked at the entrance of the Presidential Palace. I don’t know how long it had been parked, maybe a long time, because the black roof of the car was covered with thick snow.

Ye Qingcheng sat in the car with an expressionless face, neither happy nor sad.

From the beginning to the end, there was no hysteria, no rage, and no angry questioning. She was not that kind of woman and could not do such a loss of dignity.

She will no longer be so stupid as to walk for several hours in the cold wind, making people think that she is trying to win sympathy with her!

In the dim carriage, the ink-stained face looked worried, staring at her, "Where are you going?"

"Go home." She lowered her head and said two words indifferently.

Zhan Mo looked at her worriedly, but in the end without saying anything, he started the engine and drove off.

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The heavy snow was falling, hiding his majestic figure, and no one was able to bounce away the wind and snow covering his body.

The guards and Jiang Chongjian stood far away, not allowed to get close because of his order.

Qin Xifeng stood in front of him, his eyes shining in the dark night. There was no doubt that he heard Ye Qingcheng's words and heard every word clearly.

Long Lifei's thick fan-like eyelashes were covered with snowflakes, and his dark eyes flashed with coldness. He looked at Qin Xifeng with a sinister look, "What did you say to her?"

Just because someone is not in the capital does not mean that they don't know what is happening in the capital.

Qin Xifeng put one hand in his pocket and held an umbrella with the other, with a calm expression, "Sir, what are you afraid of me saying to her?"

His eyes suddenly tightened, and in the flash of lightning, no one could react. Long Lifei punched Qin Xifeng off guard, and his whole body was full of sharpness and violence, which was intimidating.

Qin Xifeng stumbled and fell to the ground. The umbrella that fell on the ground was blown up by the wind, rolled several times, and hid in the darkness.

His teeth broke his inner lip, and he spat a mouthful of blood on the white snow.

Standing up, facing Long Lifei who showed his anger in front of others for the first time, he curled his lips and sneered: "Your Excellency, you are finally angry..."

Long Lifei grabbed his collar and gritted his teeth when he heard his own voice: "Why?"

Why do this?

Why let her know and make her sad!

Qin Xifeng smiled desolately and said in a hoarse voice: "Why else? I like her. I have liked her for more than 20 years... I am the one who truly loves her..."

His eyes instantly turned scarlet, and he suddenly resisted and pushed Long Lifei away.

Jiang Chongjian and others were shocked and wanted to come over, but Long Lifei stopped them and asked them to leave!

At this moment, he is not your Excellency, and Qin Xifeng is not the chief of guard. This is just a dispute between two men!

When the love rival meets, he becomes extremely jealous.

I no longer remember who made the move first. I no longer have the self-control I was proud of, nor my so-called identity and posture. They were fighting together, punching each other's vital parts, and the pain was overwhelming!

Qin Xifeng seemed to want to vent all the pain and anger he had suppressed over the past few months, and he roared while venting.

——Why you!

——You don’t deserve her!

——Why do you do this to me! If you don’t love her, why do you want to take her away from me?

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To be continued...