January 24th.

I had to see a doctor when I was sick. With Xu Wenjun accompanying me, I was finally able to have a normal consultation with a doctor.

"What's your name?" The doctor was a woman, her voice was very soft, as if she was asking a child, but the child ignored her and remained silent, as if he didn't hear her.

The doctor was not surprised. He carefully stretched out his hand and thought of placing it on her hand. However, he resisted very much and did not look at the doctor. He didn't even know where his eyes were.

The attention is too divided. You ask your questions, and she looks at hers.

Aunt Su sat down next to her, thinking that she could give her some care and comfort, but it turned out to be completely useless. She was a little better than when she came back two days ago. At least Aunt Su could hold Su Wan's hand, but Su

Wan is not motionless now,

After Xu Wenjun took care of her all night last night, she didn't lie on the bed as if dead, but...how should I put it, her behavior was a little weird.

How weird, Aunt Su is now trying to coax Su Wan like a child, trying to get Su Wan to answer the doctor's words obediently, but she still doesn't listen to her and stares at the closet over there nonchalantly for a long time.

It's so frustrating.

He keeps playing alone or in a daze, often turning a deaf ear to other people's instructions. He is quite a bit like, who are you, I don't care about you.

But after Xu Wenjun sat next to her, she just put her hand on Su Wan's bedding. She obediently put her hand on it and shook Xu Wenjun's hand, "Su... Su Wan."

She said something, but if you want her to stare at you and talk, there is no way. Xu Wenjun asked her to wash her hair last night, and she moved her head away unhappily, not looking at Xu Wenjun, not happy...

In fact, the psychiatrist no longer needs to ask any questions. He can make a rough conclusion based on his behavior.

At noon, the doctor left.

A large family was sitting in the living room on the first floor, all looking sad.

What Xu Wenjun said last night was indeed true. Su Wan was ill. Fortunately, Su Wan had no plans to commit suicide. It was just that she had suffered a serious blow recently, which made her want to escape and close herself up.

...This is the diagnosis made by the psychiatrist who came to your door.

Yes, Su Wan is autistic.

It's not the adjective "autism", but the noun "autism".

Autism... also known as autism spectrum disorder and Kanner syndrome, is a very weird disease typically characterized by impairments in social communication, language and non-verbal communication disorders, narrow interests and repetitive stereotyped behaviors.

Su Wan's current behavior is strange, which is the manifestation of illness...

After hearing this, Aunt Su couldn't stand upright on the spot, but Xu Wenjun was quick to help her with his eyesight and hands. She started crying and kept mumbling, "You blame me, you should take good care of me from the beginning of the rereading..."

The pressure is too great, the environment is too depressing, one's own thoughts are too extreme, and it is a heavy blow... Parents will of course attribute these problems to their own incompetence and mistakes, and then regret that they should spend more time with their children.

...

In the living room, my mother was comforting Aunt Su, while my father was accompanying Uncle Su, sighing with sadness on his face.

A gloomy cloud...

As soon as the doctor left, Xu Wenjun took a look and exclaimed. His thoughts were messy and complicated. The elders in the family were hesitant to speak, so he left space for them, otherwise they would not be able to say many things in front of him.

, it’s not easy to discuss, my mother looked at him several times,

"I'll go up first."

Xu Wenjun peeled an apple, which was relatively nutritious, and went up to it with a plate, no matter what they were going to say next.

Pushing the door open and entering the bedroom, the locks in the bedroom have been changed and can be opened and closed normally. Entering the house, it is dark. Su Wan doesn't like the light, so Xu Wenjun goes out, or other people except Xu Wenjun come into the house to see her.

The light was never turned on.

She turned on the light as if she had a secret that was about to be discovered.

When Xu Wenjun was around and the lights were turned on, she didn't have any strong reaction.

Alas, Su Wan's symptoms have begun to show a qualitative defect in social interaction...

Completely lacking interest in interacting with others, and also losing normal communication methods and skills.

What the doctor just said is that the typical manifestations are: she avoids looking, lacks response to other people's calls, lacks interest in even interacting with family members, becomes difficult to understand other people's emotions and thoughts, and is completely unable to autonomously follow social scenes and clues.

Adjust your social behavior...

Xu Wenjun looked at Su Wan lying there, his eyes were distressed and annoyed, and he didn't know what to do.

He had clearly planned before that the National People's Congress on 135th and Tsinghua University on 246th would have a big holiday on Sunday.

But when he didn't think about it at that time, Su Wan figured it out on her own and took the initiative to distance herself, making the complicated relationship between them clear and simple, and Xu Wenjun began to slowly let it go. As a result, now

,Su Wan didn’t let go?

Treat yourself?

"It's my fault... I don't care too much..." Xu Wenjun muttered helplessly, then sat down with the fruit plate in hand.

Seeing that Xu Wenjun was coming, Su Wan stared at him, and soon stopped looking at her. She focused on her fingernails, playing with them.

Xu Wenjun washed her hands. She was afraid that Su Wan's silly look would prevent her from eating the wooden toothpick if she didn't pay attention later, so she fed her the apples with her hands, peeled them, and peeled them off piece by piece.

The cored apple was placed in front of Su Wan.

It was as if the person didn't see it.

"Eat an apple." Xu Wenjun gently pinched Su Wan's little hand playing with her nails with one hand, "Is it so fun? Be good, eat the apple and then play."

Su Wan's little head shrank in the opposite direction of Xu Wenjun. Maybe she was still feeling aggrieved and disgusted. Seeing her resistance, Xu Wenjun had no choice but to say, "Okay, okay, just have fun." Then he let go of her hand,

"Come and open your mouth."

Su Wan ignored him and focused on playing with her nails, as if the world only contained fingernails, so she didn't open her mouth. She didn't hear Xu Wenjun speak at all. Xu Wenjun raised his hand and put the apple on Su Wan's lips, which made his hands feel sore, right?

?

He raised his voice angrily, pretending to be fierce, "Open your mouth."

Su Wan immediately trembled, and her little head quickly turned to look at Xu Wenjun. Seeing him staring fiercely at the apple in his hand, Su Wan didn't dare to stare at him anymore. It was like wandering around, as if he had made a mistake.

The child kept intertwining his thumbs and then opened his mouth obediently, chirping.

Xu Wenjun fed her an apple. He looked at her in a panic, with a complicated expression in his eyes. He gently reached out his hand and stroked her head, "You're not angry, be good."

Then Su Wan didn't turn her head completely, but her eyes secretly glanced at Xu Wenjun. Seeing his gentle smile, she immediately paid attention to her hands, and completely ignored Xu Wenjun. She didn't know.

What's so fun about fingers? You can play with them so intensively.

Xu Wenjun reached out and squeezed her hand again, but without using any force, he said in a serious tone, "No more playing!"

Su Wan stopped playing. She didn't even dare to stare at Xu Wenjun. Her head turned around and she didn't know what to do. Her mouth curled up and down, and her eye circles turned red. Xu Wenjun didn't dare to joke anymore, and he didn't even have time to let go.

, Su Wan burst into tears immediately, crying loudly, not looking at Xu Wenjun, and calling him a bad person.

Su Wan doesn't cry like before. She cries so loudly that she can probably hear it downstairs.

Ancestor, Xu Wenjun panicked. He is really not a human being. Why are you teasing me?

"Don't cry, don't cry. I was wrong. You can play with it. Do you want to play with my hand? Here you go..." He quickly stretched out his hand and placed it on Su Wan's hand to comfort her.

When he was a child, he was very naughty, and now he has the ability to go back to when he was very young. After messing around and making Su Wan cry, he was afraid of being beaten, so he kept coaxing him...

Su Wan looked at Xu Wenjun's hand and was really surprised. She really didn't cry anymore, she just twitched a little. Her attention was really attracted by his hand.

She was still holding tears carefully, and glanced at Xu Wenjun, a bit like "Is it really okay?" She was also afraid that Xu Wenjun would hurt her. Xu Wenjun's hand that was not in Su Wan's hand quickly pulled out two pieces of paper and handed them to her.

Su Wan wiped her tears and said, "Okay, you can play."

Su Wan's little hand moved tentatively, and her soft and boneless hand gently slid on Xu Wenjun's fingernails, pinching and kneading for a while, and then Xu Wenjun should have gently caressed her head and gave it to her.

Feeling confident, she had the courage to hook Xu Wenjun's finger, her head drooped a little, and she curiously used the pad of her index finger to gently and softly stroke the back of Xu Wenjun's index finger. It was smooth and made Xu Wenjun itch.

Very comfortable.

Su Wan was so focused that Xu Wenjun wanted to take her hand back, but she was unhappy. She was really not tired now. She repeated this action. It was already early in the morning. Xu Wenjun didn't sleep yesterday. He was so sleepy that he yawned again and again.

, he wanted to stop, but he couldn't bear it when he saw Su Wan's overwhelmed expression. After half an hour, he let her play for another half an hour before going to sleep.

I don’t know why she feels more energetic and focused even though she is sick.

After waiting for half an hour, Xu Wenjun took his hand back with determination. Su Wan was stunned and looked at her empty little hand, "I want to play, I think it's fun."

I can also start to speak long words, but I just don't look at the person and my tone is a bit coquettish, unlike before.

"No more playing, let's go to sleep." Xu Wenjun made a gesture to let her put her body down, but she still had a temper and refused to let him touch her.

Don't look at Xu Wenjun.

"hurry up!"

Yes, as expected, she had to be fierce. The naughty little Su Wan couldn't help it. She didn't want to be cruel to her, but sometimes she would not listen to her gentle words. Only Xu Wenjun became fierce and immediately became honest and listened to everything.

She didn't need Xu Wenjun to help her when she felt aggrieved, so she opened the quilt and fell asleep with her neck curled up, just not wanting to look at Xu Wenjun.

Xu Wenjun said angrily, "Why are you shrinking your head? Here's the turtle, be good and sleep well."

No matter how reluctant she was, Xu Wenjun helped her tidy up her hair, looked at her big eyes that had nowhere to rest, and said, "Look at me."

Ignore him.

"Look at me!"

Looking over tentatively, Xu Wenjun looked at her helpless eyes, carefully covered her with the quilt, and gently touched her forehead, "Good night."

After saying that, she stood up, gently turned off the light for her, and then gently brought her to the door. When the light outside the room was about to disappear at the last second, Su Wan said belatedly, "Late.

.....Good night."

After leaving the bedroom, Xu Wenjun leaned against the door and rubbed his eyes tiredly. He was really tired during this time, so tired, so tired...

There is a story I have to tell with Aunt Gu.

Xi Qingcen lost his temper, Muge lost his temper, and now Su Wan was lying on the bed...
To be continued...