Chapter 41: Shout... Shout out to my sister. (Seeking further reading)
"Su Wan..."
You should know that some men, whose heart is broken and dispersed, may only take it back for one person in their lifetime...
There were not many people by the river at night, so it should be the only two of them at this moment. After Su Wan pulled her back, Xu Wenjun felt a sense of anxiety. "You...what do you mean?"
"I...I don't know." Su Wan immediately withdrew her trembling hand. She looked very panicked. She didn't want to lie to Xu Wenjun, and never thought. She didn't know, she really didn't know.
Xu Wenjun was not surprised at all. This was the case in his previous life. He always retreated like a little turtle.
Xu Wenjun sat down again, the moonlight was bright, and his heart calmed down. He turned his head and looked at the pitiful Su Wan who was a little overwhelmed by his question.
"Hasn't you already thought about it? Don't let her be in a dilemma anymore, why can't she hold it back?"
Xu Wenjun thought silently in his heart, sighed, and reflected on himself. At the same time, he took this opportunity, such an opportunity that he had never had before, and wanted to make things clear, "I have never hated you."
Taking advantage of the moonlight, Xu Wenjun turned his head and looked at her. She looked up as if she was a little aggrieved and a little pitiful. Xu Wenjun smiled and said with a smile, "I'm sorry."
Su Wan's beautiful eyes suddenly became confused. Obviously she didn't understand why Xu Wenjun apologized to her.
"My love has actually always been a burden to you, right?" Xu Wenjun can only see herself clearly after experiencing it. It is too hot. It is a burden for someone who values you but does not necessarily love you so much.
Su Wan didn't know how to answer. She looked at Xu Wenjun and looked at his calm eyes. She knew that she seemed to be losing Xu Wenjun's love.
"When I was a child, I, Li Wu, three of you, climbed bridge piers by the river and jumped into the yard of Li Wu's house... How comfortable, you liked to laugh so much at that time, you laughed happily and comfortably..." The night was quiet, without too many other sounds, those years... Xu Wenjun gently raised his hand and pointed to the other side, a ladder leading to the mud and sandy land by the river, "Do you still remember there?"
Su Wan looked over and nodded.
"The place where I confessed to you for the first time..." Xu Wenjun joked, sighed, and then said, "It was from that day that we changed..."
They had a childhood of happy and comfortable life. When Xu Wenjun first fell in love, his relationship changed, and his relationship changed. Xu Wenjun still remembered that scene. Under the instigation of Li Wu, he said that sentence. Su Wan was stunned. She stood there at a loss, her expression was filled with panic...
It was also the beginning of that time that there was no pure silence between them in elementary school. "It has been many years in a flash..."
With emotion, Xu Wenjun suddenly looked at Su Wan's eyes straight and called her name.
"Actually, you just don't want to lose me... Just like you don't want to lose Aunt Su, Uncle Su, Aunt Xu... Su Wan, in your heart, I may be the relative you can't give up..."
"You are too tired and can't let go of me. You just want to cater to my willfulness. Even if you don't love me, you are trying to get close to me as much as possible... I was wrong, Xiaowan." Xu Wenjun felt a little relieved, "My childish feelings have made you bear... I'm sorry."
It’s very sincere. Maybe they were not suitable from the beginning, and when two unsuited people walked together, someone would feel pain in the end. This is also one of the main reasons why Xu Wenjun came back and made such a choice... Without him, Su Wan might be more cheerful and more energetic, just like her innocent and romantic in elementary school, she would not be forced to be as heavy as she was forced by herself.
Su Wan didn't know how to face these words, so she could only lower her head, bit her lip, and keep playing with her fingers.
Without any other thoughts, Xu Wenjun simply held Su Wan's little hand, which he didn't know how to put, "Don't panic, don't answer, don't talk... Just like when we were young, sometimes, don't think about me, don't think we will get separated because of your words and choices... We will not get separated, we will never get separated in our lifetime."
At this time, Xu Wenjun was completely calm and completely cut off. If Su Wan had just faced him and said she loved him, the ending might be different, but not, Xu Wenjun became more determined to choose, "I will not deliberately escape you, nor will I pursue you desperately, so I can't breathe..."
Xu Wenjun felt that the moonlight today was thorough, and some things made it clear and the mood would be relaxed. "We will be a little normal in the future, just like when we were young..."
Wenjun has really changed, and has become... mature.
Su Wan raised her head again and looked at Xu Wenjun. Her long eyelashes moved slightly and remained silent for a long time. Finally, she said one word, "Okay..."
After calming down his mood, Xu Wenjun felt relieved and completely relieved. When he was escaping her and was still a little afraid to see her, it means that after seeing the eighteen-year-old Su Wan, he felt uneasy, had problems, and was also entangled in his heart.
Nonsense, how long has she stayed in her heart? How many years have they been together? If you really come and see her in your memory, you will be open and open. This person is really a problem.
And today, Jiangbian, with the opportunity my mother sent him, he can finally face the problem that Li Wu said... She may love you, but she must not love you that much.
You can also say goodbye to everything in the past.
A new life will also be a new beginning and a new future. In the future, she will not be the obsession of her feelings in her heart...
Although he was still a little sad, Xu Wenjun could bear it at this moment. He even felt that starting again today should be happy, rather than letting them feel depressed...
So Xu Wenjun sat quietly on the wooden chair, looked at the moon in the sky, took a breath, looked at Su Wan again, for one second or two... Suddenly, he said to Su Wan with great enthusiasm, "Can you call me brother from now on?"
"Ah, oh..." Su Wan responded first, and when Xu Wenjun gently poked her smooth arm and wanted her to shout now...
She finally plucked up the courage and looked in Xu Wenjun's eyes. Is it the same as when she was a child? She whispered, "Wenjun, I seem to be older than you..."
"?" Xu Wenjun was stunned and had not had time to speak.
There seemed to be a light called expectation in Su Wan's big watery eyes, "Call...Call Sister."
"????" Xu Wenjun was stunned for a moment. No, you got the wrong script?
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Chapter completed!