Chapter 345 Rejection
Ying Baoyue looked at the black eyes in front of her.
There was worry and uneasiness in these familiar eyes.
She often sees Li Ji's worried expression, but is very uneasy.
He has always been like a mountain, tall, powerful, and omnipotent, sheltering all of them from the wind and rain.
No matter what happened, he could always deal with everything calmly, and as long as he stood behind her, she would feel at ease.
But at this moment, Li Ji's eyes were like an ignorant child. He clearly had no confidence, but he insisted on facing a situation that he could not control.
Ying Baoyue lowered her head. It was his always strong power that made her forget. He was a child who was extremely insecure and was prone to blame and hurt himself.
She raised her head and whispered, "A Ji, thank you, but don't go with me this time."
Li Ji looked at her, unable to believe his ears.
He clearly felt her expectation and retention in her before. She had obviously hoped that he would go with her before, but now she refused his company.
Did he misunderstand it? Or did he miss something? Was it his hesitation that moment before that disappointed her?
"Hao Yue, I wasn't unwilling to..."
"A Ji," Ying Baoyue interrupted Li Ji's words. Her mood was ups and downs that night, and she had never felt the bitterness and bitterness so many times.
It turns out that this feeling is so tormenting.
She needs to stop the mutual torture between her and Li Ji immediately.
"A Ji, it's not that I don't want you to go with me..."
"Wait, Bao Yue, do you no longer need me?"
This time it was Li Ji who interrupted Ying Baoyue's words. Ying Baoyue looked at him in shock when he heard this.
Li Ji's eyes were also a little stunned, as if he didn't expect such words to be said from his own mouth.
This night was really terrible.
Ying Baoyue closed her eyes and forced herself out of her troubled thoughts. She couldn't let his relationship with her continue to be out of control. There must be one between them who can keep calm, otherwise the consequences will be as they are now.
"Li Ji, don't Zhao Huajun, listen to me!"
Li Ji's chaotic thoughts suddenly stopped and he looked up at her.
"Zhaohua," Ying Baoyue found that calling this name would calm him down. She said seriously, "It's not that I don't need you, I always need you."
It turns out that this kind of thing really takes courage...
Li Ji's condition is too abnormal now, so she decided to explain everything to him.
"Zhaohua," Ying Baoyue stared at Li Ji's eyes, "Although I need you, do you know who you are now?"
Li Ji was stunned.
The voice in his heart was about to move. He bit his tongue and the pain woke him up.
Yes, he really doesn't know who he is now.
His understanding of himself for more than 20 years has been completely overturned yesterday.
Even if he was worried about Ying Baoyue, he followed her to the Zen temple in this state, not only would he not be able to help, but he might also cause trouble.
Li Ji's black eyes dimmed, and he closed his eyes, "I understand, hug the moon."
"I won't go with you, please be careful in everything."
"I understand," Ying Baoyue looked at his closed eyes, and felt like she was bitten in her heart, which was painful and itchy.
The next moment, Li Ji opened his eyes and smiled gently at her, "But hugged Yue, I didn't say I won't go."
The man's eyes were tired, but clear, he whispered.
"Please wait for me."
When he defeats the inner demon and understands who he is, he will definitely return to her side.
"good."
Ying Baoyue looked into his eyes, "Also, A Ji, I want you to wait for me too."
Li Ji was stunned.
Ying Baoyue's smile was a little bitter, "I just said it a little too much, I said you don't know who you are."
Li Ji shook his head, "Not too much, what you are talking about is the truth."
Ying Baoyue smiled bitterly, "It's too much, because Li Ji, so do I."
Li Ji was stunned, Ying Baoyue looked at him, feeling mixed emotions.
In a sense, she and Li Ji are really similar.
Their memories are all incomplete.
Li Ji didn't know who he was.
She doesn't know who she is either.
Her soul and memory are incomplete.
Ying Baoyue stroked his heart, and the feeling of the soul fragments entering the body in the psychedelic valley remained in her body.
Chu Yan had fragments of her soul on his hand. Although Chu Yan didn't say it clearly when he went to the Zen temple this time, Ying Baoyue had a premonition in his heart.
The other one, I'm afraid, is in the Zen temple.
In addition to finding Du Ziqing, she might be able to see another herself.
From the Former Qin to Southern Chu, from Southern Chu to Eastern Wu, from the Eastern Wu to Northern Wei, from the Northern Wei to Later Liao, from Later Liao to Western Rong.
She has gone far enough, and it is time to find her true self.
Thinking of the memory in the fragment Chu Yan gave her, Ying Baoyue looked at the man in front of her with complex eyes.
"A Ji, I hope we will know who we are next time we meet."
Li Ji clenched his fists tightly and pierced his fingertips into his palms.
He looked deeply at the girl with a firm look in front of him.
"good."
"I promise you."
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The sun shines into the small town covered by wind and sand, and the morning of the sand city has arrived.
Chu Yan stood at the agreed place and looked at the group of people walking towards him from afar.
The girl in the lead is firm and is the youngest, but she leads a group of young people behind her, like a commander who has experienced many battles.
Chu Yan glanced behind Ying Baoyue, his eyes a little surprised.
Because he didn't see the person he thought he would definitely come.
"What, Zhao Huajun didn't come?"
"Li Ji feels a little uncomfortable and will stay in the sand city," Ying Baoyue whispered, "One of us can stay with him."
Chu Yan looked carefully at the people who were led by Ying Baoyue and found that there were only Ji Jiashu, Xu Yishan, and Chen Zichu. Ji Qingyuan, whom he had seen in the city before, Yelu Hua and Meng Shi were missing.
Chu Yan couldn't help but squint his eyes.
Let’s not mention Ji Qingyuan for now. Compared with Ji Jiashu, the eldest son of the Nanchu State Master, is extremely low and he is not considered a person.
But the prince and Miss Meng, who is said to have been designated as the crown prince's concubine by Queen Feng, are of different realm. Among the young people Ying Baoyue brought, there are three ranks four in total, except for her, and they are Ji Jiashu, Yelu Hua and Meng Shi.
Chu Yan never expected that Ying Baoyue would leave all three of the three and four miles to Li Ji, and he only brought Ji Jiashu.
Could something happened to Li Ji?
Seeing Chu Yan's thoughtful eyes, Ying Baoyue stepped forward and approached him, "What's wrong? Do Elder Chu have any questions?"
"Nothing," Chu Yan glanced behind her, "Why didn't you see your iron guard?"
Chapter completed!