"Well, it's me. Do you remember that we drank together at that time? You drank too much and got up in the middle of the night. You said you were worried about Jiaolong and went to the yard to look for her!"

"Oh, hello, cousin."

"Hey, hey, come to think of it, I just saw you on TV! Come and visit us when you have time!"

"Okay, I will definitely go when I have time. Cousin, how is your cousin's health?"

I listened to his voice and slowly lowered my eyes. At this moment, he was so polite that I didn't recognize him.

"Okay, Jiaolong will be fine after reading this. I have been thinking about you all the time. Tell me more that you and Jiaolong are a golden boy and a beautiful girl!!"

"..."

The phone suddenly went silent. I gritted my teeth, which must have irritated him.

"Hey, Xiaozhuo, are you listening?"

"Cousin, why are you calling me? Are you in the city? Are you in any trouble? Just ask, and I will try my best to help you."

"It's no trouble! I didn't go to the city. It was your second aunt a few days ago. Do you remember? Her son's eyes were damaged by willow roots that time. The one Jiaolong favored, Xiaotao, Xiaotao, do you remember?

."

"Yeah, I remember."

"He's getting married. Isn't this a great event? Your second aunt made sure to invite Jiaolong over. But when Jiaolong came, I didn't see you. This made me worried. I wondered why you didn't go with Jiaolong.

The dragons are coming together!"

"...Cousin, I'm quite busy at work, so please help me convey that I wish Xiaotao and his new wife a happy marriage and a happy marriage forever."

My cousin glanced at me, and I knew that I didn’t have to look in the mirror and my face was already pale. He blocked me. I should have thought of it. Thinking about it, I stood up directly and wanted to go out for some air. My cousin saw this.

, seemed to be anxious, and hurriedly said: "Xiao Zhuo, don't worry, my cousin will definitely bring it to you if it's time to bring it to you, but now my cousin wants to ask what's going on with you and Jiaolong.

I heard that you two broke up, what was the reason? Tell me what a good couple you two are. It’s not easy to get together by fate, so you should cherish it!"

"Is she next to you?"

When I walked to the door, I couldn't help but pause.

"Hmm, you mean Jiaolong, she's here. She got caught in the rain today, and her coat and everything got soaked. She changed into a long skirt, and she looks so pretty. I'm sure you saw it..."

"Cousin."

Zhuo Jing's voice was as cold as ever. He interrupted his cousin, and his tone came smoothly through the receiver of the mobile phone: "Who she is and what she is wearing have nothing to do with me. Please tell her for me.

, if you don’t want to cause trouble for yourself, then please ask her to disappear from my world.”

I bit my lip, smiled silently, and disappeared?!

"Ah, no, Xiaozhuo, what are you..."

"Cousin, I'm still busy here. Let's catch up on old times when we have time. Goodbye."

"Hey, hey...it's not..."

My cousin looked at me helplessly: "No, Jiaolong, what the hell is going on between you two!"

There is a saying called self-humiliation, which probably refers to my current behavior. The matter between Zhuo Jing and I has always been at the extreme, black and white, either I want to love with all my strength, or I want to strangle myself.

The other party, what is going on? I really don’t know what is going on! He is so childish, and I am no better. Anyway, neither of us can understand what is going on.

.

This is the answer that my cousin is looking for, the answer that has no answer.

I never want to mess anything up. I always try to do the best I can, but I don’t know how to deal with feelings. I want to leave it to time, but time doesn’t seem to give me the answer. I squat at the door of the house.

Under the eaves of the house, I looked at the dripping water in the yard. Who can tell me how to forget someone?

"Jiaolong! What the hell is going on! How come you two have become enemies!"

The cousin was still shouting loudly in the room, and Zong Bao comforted him: "Cousin, don't ask her, outsiders can't understand this, and no one can understand it."

I sighed softly, raised my eyes, and saw Lao Chou standing at the door of the warehouse holding his puppy, looking at me. That eye seemed to have seen my current thoughts clearly.

I also looked at him, and then I half raised my face to look at the bead curtain-like rain and opened my mouth to read: "The fragrance of pear blossoms makes me sad. A thousand glasses of wine can solve my thoughts. Things in the world are impermanent. I am hurt by love, but I laugh at the vicissitudes of life."

. Tens of thousands of tears, turning into cold windows. There are gatherings and separations, gains and losses. A poem about pear blossoms, how many sorrows of parting."

I lowered my eyes. I have little education and don't know how to express my feelings. However, what Lao Chou said was really appropriate for the occasion. Maybe he was specifically reading it to me.

"Don't force yourself to let go of what you can't let go of. In this world, except for the pain of betrayal, the evil of betrayal, the sadness of carelessness, and the bone-crushing hatred, love is the only thing that is hard to break. It all starts because of love. The so-called blessings and misfortunes depend on each other.

When you laugh, you will naturally cry."

I listened to Lao Chou's words and looked at him across the yard. I never believed that he was an ordinary farmer. At least a farmer would not say such a thing. Besides, he said what you explained to me in the car before.

He is selfless, which is enough to show that he is ideologically detached, and he can easily figure out people's thoughts. I became more and more curious about him. Thinking about it, I ran across the yard in a few steps and ran directly to the door of the warehouse.

Looking at him: "Uncle Chou, can you help me look at my face?"

"Looking at faces?" His one eye was slightly startled, then he smiled calmly, turned around and walked into the warehouse: "I have already said what I need to say, what else do you want me to see."

I followed him: "Uncle Chou, I know you are not simple. Please help me find out. Didn't you say that I have Qing Jie? I just want to know when I can cross over. Is it the Jiaolong of Hetao Village?"

When we cross the dragon gate, can I cross this emotional tribulation together?"

The old Chou sat on the simple wooden bed, poured water into a bowl, put it to the little silver fox dog's mouth and let it drink. As the dog licked the water, he softly said: "This

, it has nothing to do with your love calamity. What Jiaolong surpasses is only your Taoism and your future actions. As for love, it is much more complicated..."

"How complicated is it?"

I asked: "Uncle Chou, since you can tell that I am intersex, then I think you must also know why I have emotions. I just want to know an answer. When will I be free from the trouble and torture of these emotions?"

?”

The old Chou raised his eyes and looked at me: "You have to ask yourself this."

I smiled miserably: "How do I know?" If I knew, I wouldn't push myself to this point, let alone hurt Zhuo Jing and insert a knife into my heart in disguise. I really don't know, I

I really want to let it go gracefully, so I really want to know an answer urgently, so that I can at least walk on the path of Onmyoji without distraction.

But Lao Chou let out a long sigh and looked at me: "Well, if you can analyze my fortune, fate, and Taoism by just looking at it without asking me my horoscopes or touching my bones, of course, you don't have to

Just say a few more words, and then I will be brave enough to divine a fortune for you."

I was a little confused when I read Lao Chou's face. It's not that I don't know how to read, but it's because his face is so bad. How can I read his fortune? Even if I take a hard look, I won't be able to tell!

Thinking about it, I looked at his face and opened my mouth: "Uncle Chou, can I do some palmistry calculations?"

"certainly."

Uncle Chou responded generously and spread his palms directly in front of me. I looked over, but I felt cold and cold. They were bare? It was the first time I saw that the palms were covered with calluses but no hand lines! Thinking about it, I
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