"What is this..." I looked at Cheng Baize: "The ashes of Po Gu?"

Cheng Baize looked down at Doudou, then looked at me: "My ashes."

My legs went weak and I immediately sat down on their sofa, "Yours?"

Cheng Baize did not respond, but raised his left hand and rushed towards me. Then he used his right hand to pull on his little finger, and one of his little fingers was torn off by him. I was so frightened: "What are you doing?"

Ah You!"

As soon as the little finger of his left hand was torn off, only a short finger root was left, and his good hand immediately became strange. He looked at me with a calm expression, and put his hand in his hand.

The torn off silicone-looking finger was placed on the coffee table, "The ashes made from this finger bone can be used to break the poison for you. I thought you would never need it in this life, but since you admit to forgetting

If you don’t want to get rid of him, that’s fine, I can break the poison for you, I don’t care.”

"you……"

I was speechless for a moment. Looking at his mutilated hand, my chest felt tight as if someone had punched me: "How can you use yourself as a hook?"

Cheng Baize was so calm that he pulled out a chair and sat across from me: "When you were asked to donate a kidney, I was really anxious. It seems that poisoning is the fastest way, but if you want to use other ashes, I can't control it.

It’s not serious, so I had no choice but to come here by myself, and I didn’t expect that one day, you would still be obsessed with wanting to be with Zhuo Jing. In that case, I’ll help you and take away the ashes.”

I covered my mouth, looked at the porcelain bottle in front of me, and couldn't stop crying. I didn't know why this happened. Did I do something wrong? I felt sorry for Cheng Baize, but I also expressed that feeling.

I am really exhausted mentally and physically!

"You don't have to cry. I have made it clear to you a few years ago. Firstly, I was forced by the situation at the time. Secondly, it was to help you forget about Zhuo Jing. It was just a roundabout way.

Turn around, I didn’t expect that you would ask me if I am a good person or a bad person. I may be a bad person, but Ma Jiaolong, I have never been bad to you."

"Why……"

I looked at him with tears in my eyes: "Can you tell me why? Even if you are poisoned by the heart, you can't commit self-mutilation! Cheng Baize, why do you always help me like this? Can you tell me!"

He looked at me steadily for a while, then opened his mouth: "It probably started when you stood on the stage alone and helpless. Later, you told me that you can't keep anyone who is good to you.

Stay, I think, I can always stay by your side and help you, because you are my only friend."

I was a little overly excited, my blood kept gushing up, and my head was about to explode. I looked at him: "Are you telling the truth? Cheng Baize, I'm really afraid that you are a bad person. You're good to me, and I don't care at all."

It’s unclear, you might as well say what you want, and I’ll give you everything I can give you…”

"What do you have for me?"

He still sat across from me and looked at me quietly: "What I want has never been mine. I want family, relatives, etc. These are not mine. I have always only had one person. Until you, I

I treat you sincerely, but I still have to endure your doubts."

"do you know."

He stood up slowly and looked at me, his face extremely pale: "My master even told me that if I want to achieve a level that is beyond the reach of all Onmyoji, I just need to kill you and grind your bones and blood.

It would save me a few decades of hard work, but I really can’t do it. I couldn’t do it when I didn’t know you. I would rather lock the door of your house. I even thought that killing people is already my limit, so why let me
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