, I feel that Jintang can play that kind of ruthlessness, that kind of ruthlessness, which can make me feel that if you had said no earlier, it would have been fine. He is very fair. Aren't you bullying an honest person?

And sometimes when you see Na Jintang’s reaction to some things, it’s actually very special, how can I put it, very cool, but you know it now.

Alas, there is a popular word nowadays called hardcore, do you know?

You see, you old man in the mountains, the hard-core Zhu Tousan, must know that it is a popular word now. It originally originated from the call.

Uh-huh.

Huo Zhuoshan, alas, the hard core is the face, just face to face.

In fact, let us say that it was originally a poem from rock music.

In fact, it is the opposite of Buddhism, which means that some people choose to be very peaceful while others do not.

In fact, if I am dissatisfied with Jintang, I will say it directly to my face. There seems to be another way to say that it is more than just the surface.

For example, someone said it looks like Dou Wei's color.

It's like the stubborn determination that I firmly believe in. It's an opinion or a choice of Huo Zhuoshan. Last time I saw one, he said that a bunch of people were going out. Hey, I heard it.

He was walking out, and then the fan next to him, Yang Kun, turned back and rushed over. Chen Kun then became a real person. In his heart, it was me.

It's so cute, Zhu Tou San thinks it's cute, right, because of you, I thought it wasn't you.

I thought it was a joke. I often encounter this, but Zhu Tou San was in a particularly good mood that day.

Because we were doing an exhibition to share our walking power, many people came and I felt very happy. When he called me Yang Kun, Huo Zhuoshan meant that you can call me Chen Heqi and the others. Don’t change the name.

this means.

I'm kidding about Jintang, oh, I've eaten it, and I'm actually quite happy about it, ugh.

So if you are a very sensitive person like you, do you think that if you enter this circle and become famous very early on, you will judge yourself and others.

Well, for example, whether it is popular or not, or whether it has many fans, or this, whether it is rising or falling in the acting career, these things have an impact on the mood, is it right or not?

What I want to say about Huo Zhuoshan is that the conditions at home were not particularly good at that time.

As for Jintang, I think my concept at that time may have been that it was normal or that it was still normal even when there was nothing at all.

But I also accompanied others to take the film school entrance exam, and I passed the exam. In fact, Zhu Tou San didn’t expect what the actor who came out without any plan would do.

Unlike the designer at that time, I always wanted to be a designer. I still think that he said that I started a company and it has been closed down.

Just because I didn't have a chance, he became popular right from the beginning, and it became popular for a little while. You have to know what I did to the children of us poor families.

That remuneration was really life-saving. After it was over, I finally paid off the money that our family had lost for several years and many years ago in one lump sum.

The sales worth tens of thousands of yuan will be repaid.

After I returned it, I actually felt quite comfortable at that time. Why was the person so healthy and mentally healthy?

Zhu Tou San especially knows that what he has in his heart is that I shouldn't do it because we didn't put in so much effort and we were lucky.

But I didn’t really want to be an actor. After I finished it, I didn’t expect that, uh, during the last time Jinfen was launched, I was right at that time, for example, it was crowded with people, because at that time no one was interested and there was no contract signing format.

Everyone was watching it at home, and some thieves couldn't see it at that time. The expansion was like wow, I actually care about others liking me.

But the cause and effect relationship of this thing is that once you start to accept that people like you, you will fall into the fist of like and dislike. I have been slowly going through this process.

But this thing helps me stay like this. After all, there are some periodic external influences, which have a huge fluctuation in my mood.

After finishing it, I am not a person who likes to be led away by others. The reason why the dividend is a bit hard is because I think the antagonistic relationship between the inner world and the external environment is a tug-of-war.

If there was a strong force outside, it would be easy for me to be taken away, right?

Because my own greed for reputation is due to the ups and downs of my sensitivity, I was particularly concerned about that time. All the books I was reading at home were about Buddhism.

It has a causal relationship with many things. It leads to a great truth in advance, and I just like this thing.

So Zhu Tou San thought I said, well, if it were when I was very prosperous now, I would take him away.

One day I will fall into the pain of not being confused, and then I want to find a psychological power to balance the internal and external duality and ensure balance.

This is almost the only thing I do in my life.

Until now, he has an inexplicable sense of relaxation and affection. In the past, we were very passionate about our relationship, but now I may be a little slower. If I think about it again, is it a little dull?

There was a period of time in Jintang that I would call stupid, because sometimes my reaction was very slow, that is, I had already started to react before you took action.

Slowly, because of my quick reaction, I became the one I didn't like about some books, and didn't do what I did later or didn't do that.

So when Huo Zhuoshan feels that his emotions are not good, he scolds himself, saying that you are just aware of it, that is, you insist that he has no right or wrong, and you just observe him, which is what I am practicing now.

But I don’t know what goal we want to achieve. Maybe in the end, we will feel that all emotions arise and life itself has its own meaning of existence. Thinking is what I recently read written by a scientist.

Zhu Tou San said, you see, we humans can already build a computer that is more advanced than the most advanced chess master, right?

But we still can’t build a robot that can move around the room freely like an ordinary cat or dog without touching anything.

Ouyang Jing said what does this mean? He said that it means that our leadership, our rationality and reason, have actually only been purified for tens of thousands of years.

But our animal instincts react to everything instinctively, and this reflection has been purified for billions of years. He said that in many cases we cannot solve problems solely by relying on our rational intelligence.

It is the instinctive reaction of the animal in the stomach that we come from.

Including emotions, it may lead us to something. For example, if you are jealous, it will be purified. I estimate that it must be a very deep animalistic thing that has existed for hundreds of millions of years. It is impossible to eliminate it.

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But how to get along with him? Do you have any experience?

Zhu Tou San thinks this is our limitation. Do you want to admit this just like you just said that computers can't compose music now?

Because its learning ability is so strong that it can quickly analyze any music you input. As long as you need to write a work like I need a Beethoven, Zhu Tousan will immediately create one for you. It is as perfect as playing chess.

In fact, do you think he has feelings if he doesn't have feelings?

In fact, if I want to compete with machines in the future, my only advantage may be that I can make mistakes.

Ouyang Jing's writing may not be very good, but it's impossible to compare with him. Then I think everyone actually thinks that I am defective.

Na Jintang: "I have my limitations, so maybe this consultant is just right. I think it is the most perfect, yes. Otherwise, it would be jealousy. Of course I understand you just now. How can you not care about what others do?"

Are you the only person who can do this?"

But it’s true that you can only do it because I am different from him.

Because as a star, Zhu Tou San has to shoulder this kind of thing. I think it is really not easy, and I can understand it.

But despite this, I don’t want others to talk about me. In fact, just ignore me and ignore me. The reason why I love traveling so much is that no one knows who you are when you go to a place.

It's good to be a good customer, otherwise people will look at you and it's very tiring. Yes, you just have to live in the evaluation of you by the people around you. I think being a star is simply destiny.

Huo Zhuoshan thinks it's pretty good. Well, let me tell you what's good about it. I was very sad when I was a child. I could only smash things at home. In the end, things have two sides. When you get this, you will bring this.

So it's normal. What he was jealous of was that I had a lot of precepts since I was a child. I had a lot of precepts for a period of time. I saw greed, anger, stupidity, slow immigration, my selfishness, and I just started not to

I am willing to accept it. How could I be selfish and talk to myself?

Na Jintang: I am not selfish at all. How could I end up being greedy, inferior, unconfident, and arrogant?

I feel that I don’t have all the things. I am really with them, because I think this is a great guarantee for me. As a human being, it is an ability that I really have no taboos about when I am fully exposed to them.

Others speak.

I said that I am quite selfish. Let me make it clear first that I am sorry.

What I will talk about next is that I may have created it out of my own selfishness. If you are willing to talk about this topic with me, I will not talk about it.

If so, of course we can also talk about some more metaphysical learning situations.

But Zhu Tou San said that we can't avoid it. I am so vulgar, and I don't think being vulgar is bad.

Because we all treat ourselves by ourselves, because I think there is one. This is more proof that he is an emotion and he has no intrinsic authenticity. Why, for example, you have a host who is better than me. I

Feeling jealous, right?

I was very jealous. Later, Zhu Tousan found out. How could he be freed?

Just one day passed. I was so jealous of you. How did you do so well? I found that when you express it, ah, this matter really doesn’t matter.

It's strange, even if you express it and he won't torture you if you confess, it means that he still doesn't pose a threat to you. He has a different style than the two of us, do you understand?

For example, I want to listen to a song. This song is great, but I feel that I am just too jealous and the progress is not good. It is because of that that I don’t want others to hear this song. It is what he wants to do.

That's what you want to do.

Because for example, if you are good and he is good, everyone can be good, but we may have different aspects. You are better in this aspect, and I am better in this aspect.

Of course you can, but sometimes that person is just the kind of person you really want to be. But, is that possible?

If there is someone who is exactly like you, looks good, is exactly like Ouyang Jing, who is exactly as beautiful as I want you to be, then you will feel wow, you are really jealous.

And some things are also about talent. For example, if someone is an artist, an actor, or a singer, why would he be so sultry and so angry that you just ignore him? What should you do?

No matter how much you practice, Zhu Tou San is useless. Just like some performances, in fact, countless great movie stars and singers in the past were like this. If you really think about it, it still makes you jealous in real life.

The kind you mentioned is fine. I think it’s fine. In fact, it’s actually about those people you particularly want to be like. Sometimes they will tell you that you just don’t want to do this. For example, Huo Zhuoshan doesn’t know how you can act.

How about it.

For example, when Huo Zhuoshan writes songs, I want to write a song. I listened to a song before. After listening to the song, I decided not to think about it, because what I want to write is already there, and it is much better than what you did. I found a poem
To be continued...