When I got home, the lights were already dim, and every red light seemed to tell a different story.

Na Jintang helped Mr. Wang into the room. After a day of travel, Mr. Wang seemed a little tired. The years had already revealed too many vicissitudes and traces on him. He was no longer the young Mr. Wang, nor the young Mr. Wang, who held the power of life and death. He was just a kind old man in his seventies.

Mr. Wang fell asleep quickly, and Jintang closed the door with peace of mind.

I was waiting for that Jin in the garden, because I wanted to have a good chat with him about many things, including everything I saw and heard today and some things I couldn't understand. Everything that happened today was very strange.

Jintang rushed over, and he looked tired, because after a day of work today, the company's big and small things had completely filled it, and he had to spend some energy on some household affairs with us.

When I saw his haggard heart, I sometimes couldn't disturb him and let him put more effort into me.

Jintang stepped forward and hugged me in his arms, stroked my hair, and said gently: "Today, in order to thank you for bringing my father so many places, he has a very happy day today. He rarely smiles like this. His smile like this is a very festive thing for him and for us. He has not revealed his heart like this for a long time, and he has not gone like this for a long time. He sincerely goes out, thank you, Mao Jiujiu."

I replied with a smile: "I am too willful today. I can take good care of the old man by calling me, Xiao Ma Niu and the bodyguard brothers. I think too much. If something dangerous happened at that time, I really don't know what to do. Today is a completely willful thing. I will think more comprehensively in the future. Don't think about this matter so simply." Of course, I felt a little guilty.

"We are all a family, and you and the old man are the first in my mind. When the person below told me that you are not at home and there is no news, you don't know how anxious I am in my heart and how worried I am in my heart where you will go. I know that you are worried that you will be kidnapped. I know that I can only relax after seeing you. I can't bear the news that you have no news for the time being. I am really scared." When I could only say this, I hugged me tightly in my arms. I could feel his uneasiness and the pain that penetrated my bones.

I hugged his waist tightly with my wrench, and I felt a little lonely and uneasy: "You said that person I saw today would be Gui Fengqi? She looks really similar, she is exactly the same."

Na Jintang had a hint of uncertain confusion: "Are you sure that the person is her? After so much time, the changes to a person in five years have been very big. But I didn't see the person just now. If I were to see it, I might feel it."

Actually, it’s not me, and I can’t be sure of the feeling I felt at that time: “Yes, and I didn’t see her true face, so I want to further investigate the background of the boss. Is he going to be a legendary human trafficker? It seems impossible. How could he suddenly come to our orphanage at that time? The recovery period disappeared from the orphanage at that time? All this is incredible, and I still can’t figure it out.”

Na Jintang nodded thoughtfully.

I suddenly struggled from him because I was curious and wanted to ask him about it because I didn't ask him seriously. I didn't expect so much at that time, but now many things seem to be able to be linked together.

I am now realizing that the guilt in my heart is something I cannot face, and that guilt has always blocked my heart like a fog. How I long to tell him in their arms. His arms are safe and warm, with his ridicule, which keeps me awake about everything.

When I said this, I not only could see his eyes, but I wanted to get some answers and affirmations from his eyes: "When you came to the State Council to look for us, did you really pass by there? It seems that we are still very lucky that the fire will encounter you every day. If you are not there, then we will die in everything."

"Yes." He didn't say anything more, and answered me casually, "Tell me about the situation at that time."

"At that time, because the weather was very hot, when we went to hunt in the mountains, we didn't know that a group of people appeared in our orphanage when we came back. My face was covered, and everyone was holding a bow and arrow and a long knife. But before we came back, Gui Fengqi had disappeared long ago, and we only found her shoes." I felt uncomfortable saying this, and I couldn't help but want to cry.

So I really started crying because he comforted me. I felt a sense of security in his arms, and I cried so hard that I couldn't control my emotions. This kind of emotion that made me feel very guilty.

Na Jintang took out a handkerchief from his pocket, and he spoke in a naughty tone: "Come on, wash your nose and become a little girl with a long nose. Slowly, I'll listen."

With his comfort, the guilt that I had accumulated in my heart for so many years suddenly collapsed: "I really didn't mean it. I don't know how hungry we were overnight. We had to fight for three meals a day every day. We often had to break for two or three days without any food to eat. Everyone was hungry, like a monkey. At that time, I was the only one who left the orphanage to lead them. I was only 16 years old at that time. I had nothing to do and I had nothing to do. And these guys only looked at me with pitiful eyes every day, as if I was a omnipotent person. Actually, I was very scared at that time. When I discovered this authenticity, I often couldn't sleep at night and couldn't sleep at night. In order to manage them well, and to unite to fight against this snow disaster. If any of us collapsed, then we would be wiped out. There was no way or any way out."

I cried and twitched my nose. He was next to me to wipe my tears, looking at me very gently, and using encouragement to let me say the most depressing things in my heart.

I like me very much at this time, and I don’t know if I give it to me. The darkest side of my heart told him, because once I say it, I am afraid that he will look down on me.

I never had the courage to say what I wanted to say.

But his words aroused my courage: "Hunger and natural disasters are a very terrible thing. And at that time you were so young, no one took you out of that snow disaster. No one could show fearlessness at that time. Most of the time, it was the most selfish side of people, which was in line with human nature. It was nothing."

I suddenly looked up at him, and was confused and asked him in a confused look: "Really? Is this really the case? Was people all selfish at that time?"

Na Jintang smiled and said, "At that time, it was just like children. You didn't make a decision on adult behavior. It's great to be able to do that. You know that during the war and war, you're more cruel and selfish than what you hear and think, and don't care about what you think, but it's just a mediocre person. My sister, what you did in that era should be a brave man and a courageous little girl."

After hearing what he said, I hope I really believed what he said about the brave.

He continued to look at me with encouragement.

I hesitated for a moment, and decided to open up the things in my heart. This has been suppressing me for too many years, and the more depressing mood is just a heart disease that I can't let go: "That's why I shouldn't do this? I know it's not easy for everyone, and everyone has reached the limit of their physical strength. But in order to survive, I want to treat them like beasts and let them work. They don't want to do it, so I really want to use a whip to whip them. One night, Gui Fengqi said that she wanted to come to Shanghai. I was very angry at that time and slapped her hard. Yes, she was inciting others to disrupt the team. At that time, I was really ruthless and knocked her to the ground."

I said this sentence in one breath, and I felt that you were so relaxed. These sentences have been suppressed in my heart for too long. It was like being a mountain, which made me breathless. I quickly finished my sentence: "I thought so in my heart at that time: Let her leave, if we don't have to bear so much burden when we eat, everyone can eat more. I still have some such abacus in my heart at that time."

Jintang looked at me quietly, and there was a trace of turmoil in his eyes, as if I was telling a plain story. His appearance gave me great confidence: "Really, that's what I thought at that time. I just thought that if he left, we would have more food for one person. I really hope that she would leave faster, the better, and it would be better to disappear in front of me immediately. I also secretly thought, Amitabha Buddha, Tathagata Bodhisattva, etc., and said if I was too selfish, and if my selfishness caused her to suffer these difficulties!"

I hurriedly grabbed Jintang's sleeve. My expression was very excited. I hope he could understand my unspeakable pain. My mood was completely like a clown exposed in broad daylight. I was even a little embarrassed to look up at him. I don't know how he would look at me now.

Na Jintang stroked my joke and said, "This is something that is ordinary. You are a very brave little girl. Do you know? If many people encounter the situation you were in at that time, they might not have the courage to live, let alone take so many brothers to carry on, and they are thinking about how they can successfully escape and try their best to survive. At that time, people were selfish, and you must have just thought, but you did not do this. Why did my brave little girl, Ma Liu and others obey you so destiny and treat you as the cat-big big in their minds?"

I raised my face full of tears and asked him with a confusion: "Isn't it because my fists are more fierce than theirs?"

When Jintang heard this from me, he couldn't help but raise his head and laughed. He was completely crazy. Looking at his smile, I was a little angry and wished I could beat him with my fists, but he dared to make fun of me so boldly.

He slowly stroked my hair and said anxiously: "Oh, my cat Jiujiu, you are really my little cutie. If they are afraid of your fists, will they not be able to beat you by one person? Wouldn't they all come to beat you? No, this is not the final reason."

"What's their reason?"

"Think about it yourself."

“Because I’ve given them enough benefits?”

“This is just a part, this is not the most important part.”

"Because I am as beautiful as a flower? I am so beautiful that the whole country? I am so beautiful that the fish falls and the geese falls and the flowers?"

Na Jintang laughed like a tsunami again. Seeing his smile so leisurely, I suddenly became angry and wished I could stretch out my claws to grab his eyes.

He smiled and gasped, saying, "My brave little girl, you are really beautiful, this is one of the key points. It is undeniable that this is true. Keep guessing, and the content you want to guess is close to the truth."

I was quite proud: "It must be because of my intelligence, high-quality skills, boldness, boldness, and arbitrary behavior. I have food and drink. I have a bite of food and I have a sip of soup. Of course, they want to get something for nothing, and they don't think about it. If it weren't for my cat Jiujiu, they would have starved to death in the orphanage, let alone their life now. It's their luck to say that he obeys me very much, and this is one of the biggest benefits. Look at the pig head three who was raised by me? Xiao Ma Liu is not laughing at every day.

Is it? Not to mention the fact that Oil Siji and I Awu Du are not only stupid, but also stupid in their mouths. They are also stupid in their actions. Giving them a bite of food is considered their fate. The most pitiful one is Niu Ba. With his pig head, he dare not say that he can't get up to the sea. If it weren't for me, they wouldn't be able to walk out of that mountain at all. For this place, they must obey me. What I said is a must, which means absolute. Recently, they don't dare to say it as a word, and if they say no, they will beat them with my fists!"

Jintang laughed so hard that tears fell down, and I also wanted to beat him up. I wondered, in front of such a powerful person, he was simply showing off his skills and having escape means one of my survival skills. I would never anger him unless I had to.
Chapter completed!