Author: Tang Juyi

Chapter 486 Who am I?

When Brother Ming arrogantly sat back on the sofa, crossed his legs, and said he wanted to complain to Hu Qiang, Hu Qiang suddenly felt a strong impulse.

He really wanted to walk over with a smile on his face, and without saying a word, punch the Japanese-looking Ming Ge in the face, turning him into a rotten Japanese melon.

For this reason, he even subconsciously clenched his fists and tightened all the muscles in his body.

At the same time, a voice was confusing him, saying that so what if he beat this bastard, the worst result would be to be expelled from the Ten Thousand Beasts, but he had a system, made a lot of money, and had many advanced skills at his disposal, so he was afraid of being a bird.

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Come on, fuck him, anyway, there is a system dad!

A man should live happily, especially if you are a man who has been reborn in a systematic way. If you are not happy with your life, what kind of systematic rebirth is that?

Just when Hu Qiang was bewitched, his breathing began to quicken and he was about to take action.

He subconsciously glanced next to him and saw Shalele, whose face was full of grievances and discomfort.

Seeing Sha Lele, for some reason, reason regained the high ground, overturned the bewitching voice, and forced Hu Qiang to take a deep breath subconsciously, unclench his fists again, and relax his muscles.

At the same time, Hu Qiang magically put on a professional smile subconsciously, nodded and bowed to Brother Ming: "Yes, Brother Ming, I understand. Since you want to complain, I will call my leader right now. Please wait a moment."

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After saying this, Hu Qiang subconsciously winked at Sha Lele, and then left the lounge with Sha Lele.

When Hu Qiang led Sha Lele out of the lounge with a smile on his face and closed the door of the lounge, Hu Qiang's smile suddenly disappeared, and his face instantly dropped.

"Manager Hu!" Sha Lele looked at Hu Qiang aggrievedly and worriedly, "You..."

"Stop talking!" Hu Qiang, with a straight face, waved his hand and frowned, "I want to be quiet!"

Having said this, Hu Qiang walked aside with a straight face, looked up at the ceiling, and frowned even more tightly.

Something's wrong! Something's very wrong!

What's wrong here is not that Hu Qiang can endure it, but the way he endures it is wrong.

Rationally speaking, Hu Qiang knew that he should endure it. After all, a small amount of patience would mess up a big plan. That was a task worth 100,000 yuan.

But the problem is that Hu Qiang's forbearance this time was because his body preceded his consciousness. Before he made up his mind, his body reacted first and subconsciously compromised and tolerated. This was wrong.

Facing Brother Ming's unreasonable oppression, Hu Qiang had the urge to beat him. This is understandable, but his subsequent quick compromise was not quite right.

Because Hu Qiang remembered clearly that after he tensed his muscles and clenched his fists, he had more of an urge to go up and beat Brother Ming, but when he saw Sha Lele, his sense had just appeared and he had not yet consciously suppressed himself.

By the time, my body had already acted like a conditioned reflex, and it took the first step to take action, and also smiled and apologized to Brother Ming first.

This is obviously not Hu Qiang’s true consciousness.

Even at that moment, Hu Qiang had a feeling of sleepwalking, half asleep and half awake, that is, he knew what he was doing, but he also knew that this was not an action under his control. It seemed that another self was controlling him.

To sum up, it is a subconscious thing.

Although this subconscious mind is very fragile, as soon as he regains consciousness, he will soon be able to take control of his body, just like when he wakes up from a dream, he can fully control his body.

However, the involuntary subconsciousness of that moment still made him feel a familiar and strange feeling.

Hu Qiang had the experience of sleepwalking in his previous life. It was a feeling of being half asleep and half awake, knowing that he was dreaming and sleepwalking, but unable to control himself, as if he could only watch from the side.

That feeling often disappears very quickly. Usually, he does not realize that he is dreaming or sleepwalking at first. But when he realizes it, the feeling of realizing sleepwalking is very short-lived. He may wake up after a few seconds.

After waking up, you can regain control of your body.

Hu Qiang had just faced Brother Ming's scolding and felt that way again.

And after time travel, he had a similar feeling, that is, when he first came to the Ministry of Emergency Affairs and was forced to work on the headgear project.

At that time, he suddenly received a call and text message from his mother in this world, and then he couldn't help but started to feel sad and cry.

Although the feeling at that time was different from now, it was somewhat similar. There was a conflict between one's own reason and the body's instinct, and then the reason could not control the body's instinct.

Hu Qiang's explanation for this is that the consciousness remains after time travel, but this is just his own explanation.

After I made a psychological suggestion in the mirror, indicating that I would take on everything from my previous life and take care of my mother and daughter in this life, this feeling of being unable to control my body basically disappeared.

Hu Qiang thought that this was because he had completely mastered his body and the consciousness of his previous body had completely disappeared, but now it seems that this is not the case.

The current situation once again made Hu Qiang realize that his previous ideas seemed wrong.

If soul travel is compared to data copy and transmission, then it is very likely that Hu Qiang's time travel was just a transfer of his own memories from another world to Hu Qiang's mind in this world.

However, human behavior is not entirely determined by memory, but is also affected by many other factors, such as different innate sulci of the brain, different brain circuits, different endocrine levels and other real-life factors.

Let’s not talk about the brain sulcus problem first, let’s talk about testosterone in endocrine system. The higher the innate secretion of testosterone of a person, the more aggressive, decisive, irritable, and less likely to compromise, and vice versa.

It is easy to be aggressive, the more hesitant, the gentler, the easier it is to compromise.

Judging from this, after my rebirth, my personality has become more and more gentle, and my tolerance has become extremely high. There are many differences from myself in the previous life. It seems that it is not entirely a matter of age, but also a matter of hormone secretion in the body.

Continuing to analyze carefully, Hu Qiang suddenly discovered a problem that he had ignored, that is, his current self, at least in terms of personality, seemed to be increasingly different from his previous life, but more and more similar to his predecessor in this world, Hu Qiang.

It's just that this change in personality was slow and tepid, so it didn't attract Hu Qiang's attention and didn't think it was a problem.

It was not until that moment when he faced Brother Ming's difficulties that his body subconsciously suppressed the impulse to resist and subconsciously compromised, and then Hu Qiang suddenly realized that something was wrong.

Because Hu Qiang suddenly thought that what he did just now was completely different from his personality in his previous life.

Although Hu Qiang's life in his previous life was not that great, he was not a tolerant master.

If Hu Qiang in his previous life could be as tolerant as he is now, he would not have done so many jobs successively, and many of them would not last long.

The biggest reason why the job didn't last long was that Hu Qiang's tolerance was too low. As long as the job didn't go as planned, he would easily give up.

Although Hu Qiang always told himself that he was able to quit at will in his previous life because most of his previous jobs were low-income jobs, and there were many similar jobs, so he didn't have to worry about finding a new job. It was completely different from the current situation.

If he has no desires, he will be strong, so he can easily resign. If the job pays well and the treatment is good, it may be difficult for him to resign easily.

But this is just what he said and thought casually.

After all, in his previous life, he had no chance to be a stable civil servant or join a Fortune 502 company.

This is like a farmer in ancient times imagining that the emperor's life consisted of using gold hoes and eating dumplings every day.

In fact, if Hu Qiang thought carefully about his past life and put his past life into his current job, it would seem, as if, probably, that he would have quit his job in anger.

The reason is very simple. In his previous life, his tolerance level was very low and he couldn't stand anger. He was a bit like one-half of Ouyang Murphy...

Hu Qiangmeng discovered that compared with him in his previous life, except for inheriting the complete and clear memories of his previous life and the less clear memories of this life, his personality, methods of dealing with the world, and thinking methods were all different.

Same.

The gap between himself in his previous life and his current self was so huge that they were almost two different people, and yet he only discovered his problem now.

So a real question arises.

Who am I?

Am I Hu Qiang?

Or John Hu?

Or maybe neither?

This is really a problem!
Chapter completed!