Long years (60)

The big iron door slowly closed behind me.

When the sound of locks was heard, Lao San's heart suddenly fell from the clouds.

I want to tell myself to relax and smile. But my mouth is cracked and I really can't laugh. My feet have never been so heavy and I can't lift them up.

The outside world is unfamiliar and frightening.

I really don’t know how to treat my relatives standing outside.

The prison guard standing guard at the door urged him: "Hurry up, there is another one coming out. Don't block the door."

While he was talking, the iron door opened and No. 95, dressed exactly like him, came out.

He saw the third child stunned for a moment, "Brother, are you out?"

The third child nodded, and just as he was about to respond, he saw him looking around, as if he was looking for someone. But there was an open space opposite, and if there was someone, he would definitely be able to see it.

Except for the car that came from my family and my relatives standing beside the car, there were no outsiders.

"The family didn't come?" the third child asked the other party.

"I'm afraid it's not here yet." The other party said to the third child with a look of disappointment on his face, but he still raised a smile.

Where has it not arrived?

His home is in a village three miles away from the prison. Every time he goes to take out the garbage, he never says to himself: "Look at the elementary school when I pass by it. My son goes to school there. The most handsome boy is me."

son."

But children are not proud of a father who is in prison.

He had seen it on the roadside, and had seen the attitude of children when they saw people wearing prison uniforms taking out garbage. They pointed at them from a distance and said, "Look! Those are the bad guys!"

Once I saw a group of boys surrounding a boy and laughing at him, saying, "Look, your dad is just like that."

The child was a handsome young man with delicate features. What did he say? He said: "The person who went in is no longer my father. I have a new father."

They have never dared to say this to No. 95.

By the way! Why was No. 95 arrested?

That's right! It was the time for severe punishment. During the severe punishment, a gangster who touched his wife's butt on the street was beaten. The gangster came in, and he also came in. But it turned out that the gangster left earlier.

No. 95 smiled honestly and pointed to the opposite side, "Are you from your family?"

The third child looked over and his voice became louder, "My brother, my younger brother, my younger sister, and my wife."

Lin Yutong vaguely heard it and couldn't help but smile.

She said she was his sister, not his brother-in-law.

In fact, the third child is a person who can talk and do things well.

Envy No. 95: "Your family is really nice."

Is good!

He nodded and said, "Yes! It's pretty good."

"Then go quickly." No. 95 smiled sincerely, "Don't keep your family waiting. It's not a good place. I don't want to come here again in this life."

Jin Laosan nodded, took two steps, then stepped back and stood in front of No. 95: "Brother, you're right! This is not a good place. If you don't want to come, don't come here for the rest of your life.

When you come out, no matter what happens, don't be impulsive. Think about what you have lived these past years, it's not worth it, isn't it?"

No. 95 was stunned, and after a long time he softly said "Ah", which was regarded as approval: "I have remembered it all... I will definitely not be impulsive again... If you know where my home is, you can come to my house if you have nothing to do..."

Jin Laosan suddenly couldn't bear it any more. He was afraid that this thing at home and this job would no longer exist. He sighed and said, "If you don't have any work to do when you come out, come to me. My home is in Taiping Town, and when you talk about the golden monster,

Everyone knows it. If I can find a job, I can bring my brothers with me. Didn’t I tell you? My brothers and sisters are capable."

No. 95 nodded: "I'll write it down. I'll have to find my brother in the future."

Inmates.

The third child then turned around and strode forward, but he raised his hand and waved it. He didn't know whether it was to face No. 95 behind him, or to the prison guard standing guard, or to the four years that had buried him.

of this prison.

He Xiaowan comes to see Lao San every month, and sometimes he can spend the night here.

As long as they apply, couples can stay in special visiting rooms at night.

As long as a couple is harmonious in some matters, they will not feel like they are unfamiliar. So when He Xiaowan saw the third child coming over, she said to him, "Why are you lingering? Are you still saying goodbye to the one behind you? What is there to be reluctant to part with?"

What do these silly old ladies know?

The third child ignored him and just stood in front of the second child: "Second brother..."

There is a lot I want to say, but I can’t say a word right now.

The second brother said "Hmm", opened the door and got in. He sat in the passenger seat.

The third child then smiled at the fourth master and Lin Yutong: "Fourth brother... Tong..." I wonder how you did it. When you left, you were still an errand boy in the countryside, but now it looks like you have a car.

"Third brother, get in the car." Lin Yutong opened the door of the back seat and asked the third brother to get in.

He Xiaowan grabbed the third child, walked in first, and sat in the middle. The third child sat against the window. Lin Yutong closed the door, went around to the other side, opened the back seat door, and sat next to He Xiaowan in the middle. There were three people in the back seat.

, didn’t feel crowded.

The fourth master then got into the driver's seat.

The car started, and the third child waved his hand towards No. 95 again.

He Xiaowan said: "Don't associate with these people in the future." Generally speaking, those who go in are not good people.

The third child's face turned a little ugly for a moment.

People who have experienced things are more sensitive than others. Now, it is not very appropriate to say this. When we are together, even if we are bad people, we cannot say that people cannot have feelings.

Besides, if people have been there, they are not necessarily bad people and cannot be made friends with.

But He Xiaowan's caution cannot but be said to be blameless. If he really got involved with the people from the past, everyone around him would be drowned in spittle.

After all, I've been there, and no matter what, I've always had colored glasses on my eyes.

The third child thought of what those children said: Those are all bad people.

Do your own children think the same way?

He slowly clenched his hands and looked out the window without saying a word.

This is actually a sign of cowardice and low self-esteem.

Even though he was once a gangster, there are people who are important to him in his heart. Such as children!

Lin Yutong pulled He Xiaowan's sleeve, motioning her to stop talking, and then continued, "What happened to the elder brother just now? Didn't he see his family?"

Jin Laosan then spoke up: "I beat up the gangster who bullied his wife and stayed there for ten years. In these ten years, his grandparents were gone... I'm afraid my wife has found someone else..." Where else?

Home? Where is the family?

It's like this in rural areas. When you get married, you don't have a marriage certificate. When you get divorced, you don't need a divorce certificate. If you don't want to go through with it, just break up. It's just a matter of one sentence.

It's not that complicated. I just ran over and told the other party.

Of course, there are also cases where a man comes back and drives away the man he found along the way, and the whole family gets on with things in a daze.

What Jin Laosan said is really heart-breaking.

Especially since this person has been here for ten years, all four elderly people, his grandparents and his mother, have gone there.

The third child has been there for four years, and his parents have also left.

After the third child finished speaking, the car suddenly became silent.

He Xiaowan whispered: "Then what...where should we go first? Do you want to go to the county town and find a place to wash up first to get rid of bad luck..."

The third child turned around and glared at He Xiaowan again, "If you don't mind the bad luck, I won't come in the house. If Mom doesn't mind the bad luck, I'll go check on Mom."

What He Xiaowan said was actually correct, but the third child's mood at this time made everything he heard feel prickly.

Upon hearing this, He Xiaowan went to see her mother-in-law, her neck shrinking, "You know? When did you know?"

The third child laughed at you, you are still showing off in front of him with your little heart. He didn't answer, just asked: "Why not?"

He Xiaowan is in high spirits. Since the third child left, he has told the third child everything about the family.

Lin Yutong felt that Fourth Master was taking a long detour on purpose and was not driving fast.

There are some things at home that no one should tell the third child, but He Xiaowan should tell them what is appropriate.

How did the old family do things, how did the fifth family do things, and how did Aunt Jin move out, and how did she move back and forth again? It was like telling a book.

"...If Lao Wu hadn't honestly told mom that his wife was back, mom would still have had to worry about their girl and get up in the middle of the night..."

The third child turned her face towards the window, which meant that she was freezing to death.

He clenched his fists tightly, puffing away smoke rings, and his face was ashen with pain.

The car detoured outside Taiping Town and went directly to the cemetery.
To be continued...