Long years (120)

After one meal, Xu Qiangjing learned the lesson.

Dad drank a lot, too! There were some things that I and my son had to drink to be able to say them out.

Therefore, unknowingly, he got himself drunk.

In fact, my father is not a difficult person to take care of when he is drunk. He tucks himself into the quilt and puts a large porcelain jar of water next to it, so he doesn't need to worry about it. When he wakes up, the drunkenness will dissipate.

He settled the people and put away all the pots and pans. Looking at the time, it was already past four o'clock in the afternoon, almost five o'clock. When he got to Qingping School, it should be around five o'clock.

She got out of school at half past five, just in time.

Xu Qiang did not block her at the school gate. When she was in high school, there were some boring people who liked it if any boy said more to a certain student, and would never give up until the two of them were brought together.

If I go and be seen by others, someone will definitely say this and that, which will only cause more trouble.

Qingping came out of the school and looked around. After waiting for another five minutes, she still saw no one. She took two steps forward and saw him sitting in a pavilion not far away. An unspeakable emotion surged in her heart.

Come.

Two voices were talking in my heart. One said, I understand, he was afraid that I would trouble him, so he didn't come to me directly. The other said, if he didn't dare to let anyone know about such a relationship, what was he thinking in his heart?

Is it serious? The other person retorted: It's not sincere. Knowing that you didn't answer the phone, he rushed back overnight. If this is not sincere, what is sincerity?

She didn't know what other people were like when they were in love, but her current state was obviously wrong.

She walked over without saying anything. But Xu Qiang stood up and came over, taking the schoolbag from her hand, "Are you hungry? Come with me."

The two of them didn't go anywhere else, so they went directly to the small pier, found a sightseeing boat, got on it, and chartered a boat.

Tourists from other places like this tune, but locals rarely spend money on it.

The cabin is not small. There is a small square table fixed on the boat. The side of the boat is covered with soft cushions like a sofa. It is the warmest to sit on it and put your feet on the barrier under the square table. Because there is a charcoal pot under the square table and thick thick hangings on both ends.

Behind the curtain, it was warm and cozy inside.

He asked the boss to prepare the food, turned his face and asked Qingping: "Is spring water fish okay?"

The so-called spring water fish actually means that the water used to cook the fish is spring water, and the fish is just an ordinary fish, just using the gimmick of spring water. After all, the mineral water in our county is still famous. The large barrels of mineral water on the boat are regarded as

The raw materials for cooking are used.

Stew a pot of spring water fish, and then make soup and rinse vegetables. It is best to eat slowly on the lake in winter.

Qingping nodded, actually feeling that it was a bit wasteful. What he cooked at home might be much more delicious than what was served on some ships.

Xu Qiang saw that her little brows were slightly wrinkled, but she didn't say anything, so he couldn't help but smile, "I know it's wasteful, but now I want to eat what you cooked, and there's no place to provide us with the time and space, right? Just wait.

Half a year, maybe, and then you go to the capital in the next half year, and we can cook by ourselves on the weekends, okay?"

Qingping looked at him and kept turning the tea cup in his hand: "Actually... the two of us are now..."

"Qingping..." Xu Qiang did not ask Qingping to finish her words, but looked into her eyes: "I hope that we will not talk about separation easily. What did I do wrong, what did I do wrong, or where?

If I make you unhappy, you can tell me directly." His eyelids were drooped and he was about to speak when the food came.

He shut up and asked the boss to put the pot on. Under the pot was an alcohol stove, which contained solid industrial alcohol. It was pink in color and would catch fire if it touched some sparks.

As soon as the fire started, a gurgling sound came out of the pot.

He put the fish maw meat into a Qingping bowl and said, "Have a taste."

Qingping held the chopsticks in his hand and raked the fish meat back and forth, "You tell me, I'll listen." As he said that, he sniffed and focused on picking out the fish bones.

Xu Qiang poured the fish soup into a bowl and drank half of the bowl before saying: "You know what's going on in my family. Objectively speaking, the environment I grew up in actually gave me a lot of influence, both good and bad. It also affects my relationship.

So. When I go to college, especially now that I’m a junior, everyone in the dormitory is also in love. Sometimes I’m tired of looking at it. Today I’m separated, tomorrow I’ll be together, and then I’m separated, I’m reunited, I’m separated again

, others may regard this as fun, and regard every quarrel as a booster of emotion, but in my opinion, sometimes I can’t give that kind of vigor that moves myself, each other, and the people around me. My ideal

The relationship between us should be a stable and mutually trusting relationship. Especially when the relationship between our two families is very close, I never thought about the possibility of not getting together. Also because the two of us are very close.

Regarding the relationship between my family, I took this step carefully. I don’t know if you can understand what I’m saying..."

"I understand." Qingping put down his chopsticks, "What you said is all right...but...people will change...even if people's hearts remain unchanged, but the environment has changed...I may not be able to keep up with you or...

I can’t adapt to your kind of life...this difference..."

"What kind of life do I live?" Xu Qiang suddenly realized that this was what she was struggling with. He asked again: "You are about to go to college, and after you go to college, won't your living environment change? Nothing happened.

How do you know you won’t be able to adapt when the time comes? But even if you can’t adapt, what does it matter? Life is life, work is work. Of course, life and work are sometimes not so clearly distinguished, but you don’t have to worry about whether you can participate or not.

As long as it comes to my job, because my current job, the so-called entrepreneurship, was only possible with the support of my fourth uncle. And some connections to open up the joints are strictly given. In this case, who do you need to entertain?

?You are afraid of socializing with others, but it is actually because others are nervous and socializing with you."

Qingping sat up straight and looked at Xu Qiang: "Everything you said is right! But I'm just not happy with this... Like you are now, very rational..."

Love is not like this.

Xu Qiang laughed this time. He had always known that Qingping was a very emotional person. Reading this book would make him cry. But this is also the cuteness of this girl.

I didn’t go to college, it was a simple high school life, and love was just a throbbing and vivid description.

She was tempted, and she really liked him, but that was all.

When she discovers that one day this person is no longer the person she originally knew, everyone would be at a loss.

After all, for more than two years, there was no date, not much interaction, and the most contact was on the phone. The relationship still maintained the same state as before holding hands.

This is indeed not what love is originally like.

He smiled: "I'm so sensible, I wouldn't abandon a table of customers and rush back all night. But Qingping, at this stage of your life, I have to be sensible. I stay far away from you, for fear that you will run away."

With distance, the hatred in your heart may soon be filled by another person. Being close to you, in these critical years of your life, has a huge impact... So what should I do if I don't pay attention to intelligence?

I'm afraid that once it's over, we really have no possibility at all. Not to mention your father and mother, even my third uncle won't agree. There are infinite possibilities for people's future, and even if they like me again, they won't be willing to call me

Is it a lie that they like me? No! Is the relationship between our two families a lie? No! Then why do they make such rational choices? Because they love you. And why am I so rational...

"

He looked at her but didn't say those three words.

The word love is too strong! When you say it now, when the relationship is not strong enough, it seems less sincere and profound.

"I knew that I was tempted at that time. I knew that I couldn't help but secretly stand downstairs in your house and look at your silhouette in the window, but I didn't dare to tell you that you were still happy even though you knew how stupid you were... I knew that these days

I have always maintained that state of mind, and I can’t help but laugh when I think of the days when I secretly stood downstairs in your house... I know where I have changed and where I have stayed the same... I worked hard to make money, and I bought a house in Beijing.

, thinking that you can live in it one day, so I bought it according to the way you like it. When you go to college next year, I will definitely decorate it and give you a study room with tall and big bookshelves.

Go to the roof and cover all four walls... I have arranged a sunny bedroom for you, with a wardrobe attached. I will earn more money in the future and slowly fill up your wardrobe... You envy others who send flowers

At that time, I could afford to spend the money to send you ninety-nine roses every day... When you want to eat chocolate, I can ask someone to give you the best one abroad... When you want someone to accompany you, I am a boss, no need to look.

You may not be able to ask for leave because of your face... I have thought about it..." Xu Qiang turned his face and looked outside the cabin, "This is what I want to do for you... Sometimes I am glad that I am a few years older than you.

, otherwise...poor and lowly couples will suffer from everything, you know this if you think about it."

Qingping's face became redder and redder. Xu Qiang felt that she was ashamed. But Qingping felt more ashamed.

Yes! The love she likes is sweet and romantic, but sweetness and romance require capital. The kind of romance where two people have no money to buy food, and both of them have to work hard for a cake for a long time, is sweet but not without bitterness.

Their love may be really touching, but if you put yourself in their shoes, if you don't feel it as a bystander, after the romance, there will be endless days.

His reason may be right, but her love is actually floating in the clouds.

She lowered her head, heated the fish with fish bones in the soup pot, and then put it on his plate opposite, "Eat it! Did you drink at noon?"

Xu Qiang breathed a sigh of relief, let's just let this matter go away.

He did not continue the topic, but asked: "Have you ever thought about learning anything?"

"You know the thoughts of my father and mother. They think that being a teacher, a doctor, or something that can get you into a good unit is a serious job." Qingping looked at Xu Qiang, "But I don't want to do this...

"

A seemingly well-behaved girl has a rebellious phase late in life.

These arrangements were actually quite good, decent and relaxing, but she had obviously had enough of having to be obedient and constrained by others.

"Just choose what you like." Xu Qiang said, "Really, you don't have to think too much about the others..."

Qingping frowned: "Of course I have to consider things like employment...I don't know how..."

"I know, I know, I know you don't want me to support you, you can support yourself..." He couldn't help but smile, "Do you know that the monthly rent of your house is equal to the monthly salary of most working-class people? Without these

You don’t have to worry about making money. Just find a major you like and a job you like..."

But what do I like?

In fact, few children facing the college entrance examination have a clear understanding.

After finishing the meal, I sent Qingping home. He had been out for a long time after school, so his family would definitely ask questions.

After separating from Xu Qiang, Qingping did not go home. Instead, he called Qingning on the telephone downstairs. He hesitated, but still told him what he had been struggling with from yesterday to today: "...he...

When I came back, I said a lot of things again, and I suddenly felt that I was being unreasonable..."

Qing Ning put down the materials in his hand: "I can't say that you are unreasonable, I can only say that there are indeed differences between you two in all aspects. Don't think that you just went to university... It's true! After entering university, everyone will change

.As small as clothing, eating, and living habits, as large as thoughts and ideologies, they will change anyway. He has changed, but you have not changed, so you look at him awkwardly. But when you change too, you will look back and think about it.
To be continued...