gentle.

warmth.

It was Xu Enguang’s spiritual support for a long time.

Even though he later felt angry when his eldest sister left without saying goodbye, he always thought of the smile her eldest sister showed to him...

He still felt as if his heart was soaked in warm water.

Very comfortable.

…

Xu Enguang suddenly felt a little lucky.

At least he didn't completely forget about his eldest sister.

If his eldest sister's existence really disappears from his memory, he will be very sad.

Very sad.

Although at that time, how could he feel sad if he couldn't think of his eldest sister?

…

He didn't like this possibility.

Xu Enguang shook his head vigorously.

He wanted to get rid of this unpleasant thought.

…

He remembered his elder sister's smile.

Moreover, whenever he sees his eldest sister, he can recognize her.

He meant that his eldest sister appeared in front of him with a familiar face.

Instead of approaching him as a stranger.

…

"...Brother Xiao..."

Xu Enguang squeezed his fingers.

"Can I see my eldest sister again in the future?"

Brother Xiao asked him to ask his eldest sister the next time he saw her.

But……

"I asked my eldest sister..."

"When I said goodbye last time..."

Thinking of that long-lost meeting, Xu Enguang felt very complicated.

Joy and disappointment intertwined.

What he thought was pure joy was stained with some twilight.

In retrospect -

Even if he doesn't want to, he still can't help but feel a little melancholy.

"I asked eldest sister..."

"Can we meet again in the future?"

Xu Enguang suddenly thought of something.

"...The eldest sister is unwilling to give me her contact information...".

Even though he really hopes that his eldest sister can give it to him.

He never understood it.

The eldest sister is very kind to him.

But I have always refused on this point.

Now……

He thinks he understands.

The eldest sister is a monster,

Where are the human contact details?

It’s not that the eldest sister didn’t give him her contact information.

But the eldest sister simply has no contact information to give him.

…

So this is ah.

After knowing that the eldest sister is a monster, many details that he couldn't figure out when getting along with her... details that he deliberately ignored... all have reasonable explanations.

…

"Eldest sister said she didn't know..."

Recalling the scene when the eldest sister answered him again, Xu Enguang still felt a little sad and hurt in his heart.

He is so proactive and proactive in trying to maintain the relationship between him and his eldest sister.

This is the first time for him.

Very rare.

It's also very difficult.

This is something he's very bad at.

As a result he discovered...

He is the only one who takes the initiative.

Even though he tried hard to take the ninety-nine steps, the eldest sister seemed unwilling to take the last step.

Did he do something wrong?

He was embarrassed, sad, and at a loss. He wished he could turn back time and stop himself from doing anything...

That way he can still deceive himself...

…

He is really not good at doing this kind of thing...

He smiled bitterly.

There seemed to be a faint light in the corner of his eyes.

"...Big sister said let nature take its course..."

Maybe it was because of his reluctance-

This surprised him even.

Although he was already feeling sad and embarrassed, he could still stubbornly seek an answer...

Maybe it would be humiliating to ask anyway, so why not ask more questions?

He knew in his heart, and his eldest sister also said, that this might be their last meeting.

If he doesn't say everything he wants to say... he won't have a chance.

…

"Brother Xiao..."

Xu Enguang let himself look into brother Xiao's eyes.

The shadows of the branches and leaves above his head fell on the young man's face, swaying slightly with the breeze.

The young man's expression looked a little uncertain.

"you say……"

"Big sister said so..."

"Can I see my eldest sister again in the future?"

"Does she still want to see me?"

"She is still willing to..."

"Appear in front of me as a big sister?"

Xu Enguang thought of Brother Xiao and said...that little girl is also a big sister...
To be continued...