At this moment, my mind was racing with thoughts.

I felt that the only way was to tell the truth. From the time he raised this question to the time I made up my mind, it actually only took less than a second, because I knew there was no room for any hesitation on my part.

I said, with a wry smile on my face, "I am the director of the department, and I can only consider the interests of everyone in the department. As the saying goes, no matter where you sit, you can only consider what you need to do in your own position. Moreover, every time I

All income-generating items have been approved by the hospital leaders. Under the current management situation of our hospital, what I did did not affect the overall development of the hospital."

Director Ma still looked serious, "I want to ask you a lot of questions, but I want to know how you will clean up the revenue-generating projects in the department in the future."

I immediately said: "Of course we will clean it up. It must be cleaned up. However, that needs to be done after the hospital's development direction has been formulated, and it needs to be cleaned up only after the reform has reached a certain level. Regarding the overall development of the hospital, any individual or department

All interests must be compromised. This is how I have always viewed this. For example, if the hospital leaders ask us to stop the current income-generating projects in our department, I will immediately cancel those charging projects without any conditions. This does not have any

question."

Secretary Qiu smiled and said: "I completely believe this."

Director Ma's face immediately burst into a rare smile, "Secretary Qiu, do you think our conversation is over today?"

Secretary Qiu smiled and said: "You decide. Director Ma, you came to talk to Xiao Feng on behalf of the Organization Department of the Provincial Party Committee. You have the final say."

Director Ma smiled and said: "Shall we talk to Xiao Feng together? I represent the Organization Department of the Provincial Party Committee, and you represent the Department of Health. Come on, let's not talk about it. I think it's getting late, so that's it.

After I go back, I will report today’s conversation to the department leaders. Xiao Feng, today I am just talking to you about the organization. As for the appointment issue, it still needs to be discussed and decided by the minister’s office meeting. So I hope you will take a closer look at today’s meeting.

The conversation is kept confidential for the time being. This is discipline. Do you understand?"

I suddenly felt uneasy, but I had to answer immediately: "I know."

Director Ma immediately stood up and went to shake hands with Secretary Qiu first, "I'm going back first. There are too many things on my hands."

Secretary Qiu had also stood up a long time ago, "Director Ma, I will ask you to come to us more often to guide our work in the future. You are busy today, so I won't keep you here."

Then Director Ma came to shake my hand, but he just touched my hand lightly and pulled his hand back, and then left without saying anything.

Secretary Qiu and I sent him out, and Secretary Qiu immediately asked his office director to send him downstairs.

"Xiao Feng, come here, let's talk some more." Then Secretary Qiu said to me with a smile.

In fact, I felt very uneasy when I left first, and wanted to leave immediately. For a strange environment, I have an instinctive urge to escape.

Secretary Qiu asked me to sit down and then sat down on the sofa opposite me. Then he crossed his legs and still had a smile on his face. "Xiao Feng, your answer today was good and very high-level."

I suddenly felt secretly happy, but there was a wry smile on my face, "Secretary Qiu, my administrative experience is actually very poor. I'm ashamed."

He still smiled at me and said: "I don't think so. You are now the director of the department and the director of the medical university. You must have administrative experience, but you just lack the experience of managing a large unit. But a large unit

No matter whether it is a department or a department, in fact, the management is similar. What you said today is very good. To be the leader, you only need to come up with big policies, and the second thing is to implement your intentions vigorously and resolutely. Director Ma’s question just now

I also want to know about your courage at work. Also, I don’t know who recently learned about your upcoming transfer, so they went to the Organization Department of the Provincial Party Committee to report some of your questions, so Director Ma also had to ask

You have problems like that. Xiao Feng, don’t worry, there should be no problem with your matter."

Only then did I suddenly realize, "Secretary Qiu, don't worry, I will definitely work hard and I will definitely live up to your expectations."

He stood up immediately and reached out his hand to me, "Xiao Feng, I completely believe you have this ability. Director Ma is right to remind you, don't tell today's incident publicly until your appointment is completed."

Let's talk about it. But I still have to congratulate you in advance, Xiao Feng, do a good job! Hey! I really envy your youth."

I excitedly grabbed his hand and said, "Thank you, Secretary Qiu, for your trust."

He laughed "hehe" and said, "You shouldn't thank me. I will have to ask you for help with some things in the future."

I hurriedly said: "I don't dare to be Secretary Qiu, you are the leader."

Later, he personally escorted me out of his office. When I left, I saw a pleasant smile on his face. I suddenly felt excited in my heart: Is this really the end of this conversation? And

Are they still satisfied?

Yes, at this moment, I can’t believe that all of this is real. Just imagine that I, a young doctor, could reach the position of director of a tertiary A hospital in a short period of time. This really makes me unable to believe it. This kind of

My helicopter-like promotion makes me feel like I am in a dream. Is this my destiny? Is God really blessing me like this?

I suddenly felt a tremor in my heart. After getting in the car, I closed my eyes and sat on the driver's seat. I was so excited that I suddenly wanted to cry.

It took at least ten minutes for me to slowly calm down. Still with my eyes closed, my image suddenly appeared in my mind.

Maybe I'm a weird person. Ever since I went to college, I have started to meditate on my own appearance occasionally. This is a very strange feeling——

My own appearance slowly emerged in my mind. The me in my mind was so familiar. It was the way I usually saw myself in the mirror. No, it seemed different. It seemed clearer and more vivid. Yes.

Yes, that's me... is that me? I'm like this? How could I be liked by so many women like this, how could I have had so many women? Feng Xiao, is it really you?

You are going to be the director of the Provincial Obstetrics and Gynecology Hospital soon? No, right?

I was talking to the me in my mind, and he was smiling confidently at me. The me in my mind was just like when I faced the mirror. Every time I faced the mirror and observed myself carefully, I would

In this way, I felt that the person inside was both familiar and unfamiliar to me. I winked at him, and he did the same, which was very funny and interesting.

At this moment, I was like looking in a mirror and saying to the me in my mind: "Feng Xiao, is that you?"

He was smiling at me, "Yes, not you or who?"

I asked: "What virtues and abilities do you have? You are so bohemian that you can become the director of a tertiary A hospital! Is this true?"

He said: "It's true."

I asked again: "Why?"

He was laughing, "No reason, because you are Feng Xiao. This is fate."

I asked: "What is fate?"

He replied: "I don't know."

I immediately opened my eyes and couldn't help but smile bitterly. Yes, I don't know what fate is. Moreover, I don't know who the person in my mind just now is. Just now, I have fallen into a situation that is difficult for countless people.

The philosophical questions that have been clarified include: Who am I? Where do I come from, and where do I want to go in the future...

But, who can figure this out?

Do people really have past lives and afterlife? It seems not, right? People are just animals, advanced animals, intelligent animals. After death, they disappear into ashes and have nothing. But, why is it me? Why?

Will it be me, Feng Xiao, who can be the dean instead of someone else? Isn’t this fate? How to explain this?

He couldn't help but smile bitterly: Feng Xiao, you're in trouble again. Then he started the car and drove towards his home.

"Sister, they have already talked to me." I called Lin Yu while we were on the road.

She asked: "How is it? Are you okay?"

I said: "They seem to be quite satisfied."

She smiled and said, "Really? That's good."

I asked: "Sister, did you greet Secretary Qiu and Director Ma in advance?"

She smiled, "What do you think?"

I was extremely grateful, "Sister, you have thought so thoughtfully about my matter, I don't even know what to say."

She said: "Feng Xiao, why are you telling me this? In fact, the most important thing about this matter is that Governor Huang spoke for you. He told me that he was sorry that you couldn't be his secretary, so he gave

The person concerned said hello."

I had mixed feelings in my heart. I felt that I was so embarrassed that I was favored by fate. "Sister, I am really grateful to you..."

She said: "Feng Xiao, come to my house tonight. Sister has something to tell you. You are going to be the dean soon. I have to explain many things to you. Otherwise, I will feel uneasy because I have some

I'm worried about what will happen to you in the future. After all, you don't have much administrative experience before. A provincial tertiary hospital is not that easy to manage. Look at your former director Tang, he is a good example.

, and he has been the vice president for so many years. But you, Principal Zhang, are different. What you are facing now is that you must immediately transform from a doctor, department director, and university director to the top leader of a unit. This is

I need you to be careful in everything... Haha! Let’s talk about it tonight.”

Her words made me suddenly nervous and worried, "Sister, I think it's better to hold the deputy position for a period of time as you originally thought."

She suddenly laughed, "Feng Xiao, you are the least demanding man I have ever seen. Is there anyone like you? You are not the first in command but you want to be the second in command. Haha!"

I felt very embarrassed and said, "Sister, I really think so."

She said: "I know, don't I know you well? Feng Xiao, this is the cutest thing about you. You are actually very simple. But this is exactly what worries me the most. Okay, after we meet in the evening

Let’s talk about it in detail, it’s not very convenient for me to talk here.”

After hanging up the phone, I suddenly felt warm in my heart, and I completely believed that all this was not an illusion.

In fact, many times I have a dreamlike feeling. I always feel that everything that has happened to me in the past few years is very dreamy. It seems that many things cannot appear and happen in reality. Moreover, I always feel like I am in a dream.

The emotion "life is like a dream" appeared in my mind.

That's really it.

In just a short period of time, too many things have happened to me. Those things caught me off guard. It was as if God was joking with me. My marriage was in trouble time and time again, and the women around me

But there are more and more. However, in my career, opportunities that ordinary people can't dream of appear again and again. Although there are some dangers involved, they are all saved one by one.

Such things come one after another, leaving me no time to be overly sad or happy. New events have begun, either lost or gained. These things that happen to me are like the dark clouds, thunder and lightning, and wind before a storm.

Either it rolls in, and then it pours with rain, thunder and lightning, leaving no time for sadness and crying; or the dark clouds are blown away by the wind, and the thunder and lightning are still brewing, and are swept away by the hurricane, and then the sun shines brightly, leaving me no time.

Excitement and cheers.

Maybe there is a sentence that can describe the feelings in my heart - this world is so fucking crazy and exciting!
To be continued...