Suyun put one hand on her lower abdomen, opened the curtain with the other hand, and quickly walked into Jia Lan's bedroom. She saw Li Wan sitting blankly on the head of the bed, with Jia Lan's long-tied changing clothes beside her.

"grandmother."

She called out softly, and saw Li Wan's empty gaze turn, and hurriedly reported: "Brother is already reviewing his homework. When I saw that he was studying attentively, I asked people to wait outside. I couldn't go in and disturb me without hello.

Son."

At this time, Li Wan's eyes gradually became focal, but she was still a little confused. After she finished speaking for a while, she nodded and said, "I feel relieved if you are staring at me-I can remember the time, let me get up and move.

Move muscles and bones.”

"Don't worry, grandma."

Su Yun smiled and said, "I have been calling me to Yunlu Academy since I was calling me. Not only did I not have to worry about my homework, I even had to work hard. I didn't wait for anyone to call me this morning, so I got up and practiced in the morning.

”

Yes, since he entered the academy, this child has become more and more promising and more independent.

This is a good thing, and it was what Li Wan had been looking forward to before.

But at this time, Li Wan reached out to touch the changing clothes gently, but she felt a little disappointed for no reason.

When her son just turned 100 days ago, her husband Jia Zhu died young and passed away. For ten years, she brought her son up with great difficulty with her mother-in-law's cold words. During this period, she was all about Jia Lan, and Jia Lan treated her as a gift.

Mother is also extremely dependent.

So much so that before Jia Lan entered school, Li Wan had worried more than once that her son would be at a loss when he left her and could not even integrate into the college.

However, the facts are exactly the opposite.

After Jia Lan entered the school, relying on her family background and humble and polite attitude, she was like a fish in the Yunlu Academy. She adapted to the academy environment in just a few months. Not only did she make great progress in her studies under the supervision of her teachers, but she also met a group of ambitions.

Like-minded classmates and friends.

Recently, when he came home from holidays, Jia Lan always talked about everything in the academy, as if everyone and everything made him enjoy it.

But more often, he would follow the college rules and continue to study hard, for fear of being disappointed by his teachers' expectations, or being left behind by his classmates' friends.

Li Wan was naturally very pleased with this and was happy to see it happen.

but……

However, her son's fulfilling college life has increasingly highlighted her pale emptiness over the past few months.

If you calculate carefully, since Jia Lan entered school, she has spent at least half of her time in a daze and distracted and meaningless needlework. What's even more terrifying is that this time occupied by emptiness and loneliness is also

It is increasing day by day.

Such days seem to have completely lost all colors!

Only when her son comes home will she feel that she is still alive for a short time.

But whenever the son leaves, it brings bigger, thicker and more unbearable loneliness and emptiness!

This loneliness and emptiness erode Li Wan's heart all the time, making her feel as if she was in a bottomless abyss, trying to catch a life-saving straw in vain.

It is undoubtedly Jia Lan who can serve as the life-saving dish, but his rationality has prevented Li Wan from revealing all this to her son, and she cannot allow herself to affect her son's future.

That's why.

Only then did Li Wan gradually realize a reality that it was not Jia Lan who really couldn't live without relying on her, but her mother.

That's why.

Only then did Li Wan accept You Shi who should have been on guard against her. After all, that was one of the few things that could be mentally dealt with in her lonely life, and it was one of the few visitors in this quiet courtyard.

That's why.

Only then did Li Wan agree to go to Ningguo Mansion to help prepare for Jia Rong's marriage, and then he gradually lost resistance and rejection of the Y-word and erotic words of the master and servant of Youshi.

even……

After not seeing Jiao Shun for several days, the first thing she felt was not relaxation and peace of mind, but rather a deep loss and desire.

This desire is completely different from the expectation of seeing her son on weekdays. It is mixed with many fear and rejection, which makes her want to completely dispel it many times, but it is engraved in her heart like a gangrene attached to the bone.

"Grandma, grandma?"

Su Yun's call came from his ears. Li Wan realized that she was distracted again. She was so excited that she was lazy that she couldn't get any interest. So she shook Su's hand gently and said weakly: "Go and serve Lan."

Brother, I'll sit in this room for a while."

Su Yun said with some concern when she heard this: "Grandma, are you tired in the East Mansion these days? As far as I said, we won't go..."

"Go quickly."

Li Wan waved her hand again and waved Su Yun back.

When Su Yun quit the door tactfully, she couldn't help but sigh again.

In fact, contrary to Su Yun's perception, although she was tired in the East Mansion these days, her heart became much more fulfilled. Although she was still unhappy in the void in her heart, it was a hundred times better than being dazed in this lonely courtyard.

.

Obviously, Li Wan still has a yearning for power and greed in her bones.

If possible, this can even be a powerful helper for her to stabilize her emotions.

However, according to the current situation, she has almost no possibility of snatching power.

unless……

Wang Xifeng fell seriously ill again!

Shaking his head and leaving this unrealistic idea behind his head, Li Wan sighed and reorganized the seasonal clothes indifferently.

But her movements were as slow and heavy as if she had been filled with lead. I don’t know how long she had been, but suddenly she lay softly and fell asleep in a daze.

It's still the familiar cave.

But this time the situation changed dramatically.

What walked out of the cave was no longer a man, but Li Wan herself!

She saw her clothes fluttering and approach Jiao Shun with deep affection, and took him back into the cave with half resentment and half shyness.

At this time, the cave was not as simple as it was, but replaced by a quiet bedroom - just like Li Wan's bedroom in reality.

In this familiar bedroom, she and Jiao Shun were chatting and laughing without a word, gently and considerately helping Jiao Shun take off her coat, snuggling with each other, and then dress and sleep like a real couple...

"Grandma, grandma?!"

Suyun's anxious call made Li Wan wake up from the indescribable dream. She subconsciously sat up and listened to Suyun's concern: "Why are you asleep? Be careful of the cold!"

It was indeed another dream.

Li Wan was first lost and then realized that she was in her son's bed.

As if she was burned, she jumped out of the bed, and walked out of the door with a red head and swollen face. She just took a few steps and suddenly stopped again. She turned around in awkward posture and ordered: "You ask someone to let me do it."

The bathtub was carried in and I wanted to take a shower.”

Take a shower at this time?

Su Yun was surprised to ask, but Li Wan rushed out. She had to suppress her curiosity and prepare a bathtub and something to use as required according to her grandmother's instructions.

It was not until Li Wan was so ashamed that she was almost about to explode that she felt a little relieved.

She repeatedly held water to clean her face and forced herself to calm down again.

Then he reflected in the water and vowed not to do such a blasphemy again.

But in the future, whether to stop dreaming in his son's house or force himself to stop having that absurd, bizarre, and inexplicably real dream, Li Wan subconsciously chose to escape.

"grandmother."

At this moment, Su Yun's call came from outside the door again.

Li Wan, who was still in a state of depression, almost subconsciously shouted: "You don't need to serve here, just be careful with your brother!"

After a moment of quiet outside the door, Su Yun said again: "It's Yindie who is here and said he wants to send a message to you in person - I asked her what was wrong, but she refused to explain it clearly."

Li Wan had already noticed her disobedience, but when she heard that it was Yindie who had come, she felt panic again. After hesitating for a long time, she ordered: "Let her wait outside for a while and I'll come out now."

The bath ended in a hurry.

Li Wan put on her new clothes and walked out of the bedroom, and saw Yindie talking and Su Yun were chatting and laughing in the living room.

When Yindie saw her appear, she immediately winked and signaled Li Wan to send Su Yun away first.

Li Wan was still hesitating in her heart, but she couldn't help but say: "Suyun, go and serve me."

Su Yun was driven away several times in a row, and she couldn't help but pout and develop a little temperament.

But after all, she was not Siqi, and Li Wan was no longer as good as Yingchun. She just glanced at her slightly cold face. She didn't dare to stay any longer and shook the curtains and went to the inner study room in disappointment.

"Tell me."

Li Wan sat in the main seat, avoided Yindie's gaze with guilt, turned to look at the tea bowl on the tea table, and said hard: "What are your grandma's tricks?"

While speaking, she felt uncontrollably aroused that strange desire in her heart.

"Our grandma asks you to come over."

Yindie said: "Originally, my brother was on vacation, and our grandma didn't want to disturb you. There were too many people going there today, and there were also..."

Speaking of this, she deliberately kept her in a silence.

Li Wan didn't want to spoil her, but the desire in her heart forced her to blurt out: "Who has gone?"

"There are second grandma and all the girls!"

Yindie smiled and said, "Our grandma can't stay with her, but it's not easy to neglect her. She really has no way to do it, so she has to send me to ask you to help."

Li Wan's heart seemed to have been thrown to the ground, and her spirit was dispersed. She was about to refuse Youshi's request, but suddenly Yindie added in a low voice: "By the way, Mr. Jiao is going here too today.

- You know, no matter who our grandma has neglected, we can't neglect him."

But it turned out that Yindie reported Jiao Shun's words to Youshi. Youshi realized that although the enemy kept saying that he could not use strong, the lines were full of expectations.

Therefore, Yindian was specially sent to test it.

"I……"

Li Wan couldn't help but stand up suddenly when she heard the words "Uncle Jiao", and then slowly sat back. She looked struggling on her face, which had always been pure and desireless, and after a long time, she said tremblingly: "I, I

Clean up, let's go."

Yindie was also a little worried just now. Seeing that the matter was done, she burst out laughing, covered her mouth with her hand and said meaningfully: "Then you are so tired of cleaning up, after all, you still have to see a 'outside guest'
Chapter completed!